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#let my hairdresser cut bangs and felt instant brutal Regret#then went for lunch with a friend and spent the whole time convincing myself i was a detestable insufferable freak every time i spoke#could barely eat because new medication makes me feel nauseous as fuck#THEN felt so nauseous on the drive home i had to pull over and gag into the gutter for a few mins#(not even puking because nothing came up just gagging)#the totally normal mentally healthy urge to message your friends and ask them if they hate you (they don’t) (get over it sam)#anyway how’s everyone else’s day going#delete soon just having a Moment#it’s fine thank you tumblr for being the anonymous cringe website where i can exorcise this shit lmao#zin personal