I keep forgetting to share a photo of my writing journal cover, so here it is!
The quote is from a @drchucktingle post in reply to someone asking his opinion about fanfic. I don't know why, but the wording really spoke to me, and I wanted to keep it in some way.
LOVE IS REAL
bud you are so worthy of love
When Scomp Adams, creator of the comic strip Dilbot, finds himself slipping into irrelevancy, he fights back with a series of offensive, bigoted comments. Of course, he’s not trying to be offensive, he’s just a free thinker who is very, very smart and cool.
But when Scomp goes too far and Dilbot is removed from all newspapers, he sets out on a soul-searching journey to discover if he’s really as smart as he thinks he is. This brings the writer to an office break room and an encounter with the physical manifestation of all the things he can’t say now that free thought is illegal.
But is free thought really illegal, or is Scomp just a bigoted jerk that nobody likes?
This erotic tale is 4,100 words of sizzling human on gay living concept action, including anal, blowjobs, rough sex, and physically manifested belief that everything is someone else’s fault love.
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Do you remember when this kind of yuri was rare, like you had to sift through 8000 virginal maidens blushing over the thought of handholding and a sizable number of them were about grown women for one yuri with a girl who was kind of rude. Life gets better.
LOVE IS REAL. OUT DEVILS
original artist is name of kolsga
any thoughts on the theory that you're chris pine?
i do not FULLY endorse buds trying to figure out identity of chuck because in many ways this would be outing someones sexuality and neurodivergence. when this pink bag over my dang head is off my bi way (and autistic way) are not outwardly visible, and while i would certainly say with pride YES THIS IS MY WAY to a close bud who asked, it is a very different journey in public.
however this has changed over time as i have gotten louder and louder in my bisexual way outside of chuck. i am more comfortable and one day we might chat without this mask who knows. maybe right before i board the lonesome train in many decades.
anyway ALL THAT SAID the chris pine theory is something that i find very moving and touches my heart. chuck said on twitter a while back why and i think i summed it up pretty well so i will post screenshots here
i just find it very powerful to see that perception of autistic buds like myself has changed to the point where buds will say 'yes chuck could be this sex symbol'. i think this proves love.
ANYWAY it is complicated issue and DEEP DIVES should probably not happen but maybe a surface skim for a little bit of fun is okay.
LOVE IS REAL thank you for question
it is funny because i have heard buds say things like ‘i love chuck he wrote whole harriet porber series out of spite’. bud i have never written ANYTHING out of spite. harriet porber was written out of love for my trans buds.
TRANS BUCKAROOS PROVE LOVE IS REAL. you are a brilliant shining star and you sizzle with trans wizard magic
had interesting thought on WHY so many buds for so long assumed chuck was not serious about my work. it has been so deeply ingrained by culture that sexuality must be dark and brooding and serious NOT joyful and strange and fun
plenty of buckaroos loudly say ‘sex can be fun’ but i think the opposite is DEEPLY ingrained to point many cant even IMAGINE tinglers being a real thing in a primal sense. just look at success of something like 50 shades taking over all of erotic writing discussion for dang years
of course there is PLENTY OF ROOM for dark brooding sexuality with communicating partners who understand their boundaries and have a respectful trot THAT PROVES LOVE TOO, but there is room for a fun silly giggling way too. or a magical way. or a heckin bizarre way.
point is if you are trotting with consent and boundaries and love in your way then your preferred pound is valid and i am PROUD to be part of a trot that stands up and says: LOVE IS REAL SO LETS HAVE FUN
been trotting through and looking at old posts about old chuck on here and it is SO MOVING i appreciate this love and kindness so much. i will probably reblog a few that i find moving every once in a while but dang really appreciate this one.
if you trot along the LGBTQIA SPECTRUM then your identity is VALID and you are welcome in the tingleverse bud. come on in we got chocolate milk and spaghetti for everyone
as all proud BI BUCKAROOS know gatekeeping can be such a big problem with purity tests telling you THEY know who you are more than you know yourself. guess what bud, YOU know yourself and your identity is yours alone. obviously this is big issue from OUTSIDE the community but dang does it sting a little more from inside. this is why i have said many times:
the one person WHO NEEDS A HOME that you keep out with your gates is not worth the devils you filter. when a buckaroo says ‘this is my way’ it is so important to say ‘okay bud love is real come on and trot with us’
anyway i wrote a tingler about this important topic called NOT POUNDED BY THE PHYSICAL MANIFESTATION OF BISEXUAL GATEKEEPING BECAUSE IT'S SUPER GROSS AND IF YOU DO IT YOU’RE NOT THE HERO YOU THINK YOU ARE, YOU’RE ACTUALLY JUST A JERK
Something I’ve been curious about if it wouldn’t break the bit: are you one buckaroo or several sharing a name and persona?
greetings bud thank you for asking FIRST OF ALL want to say to you or anyone reading this post that i am not upset over this question and i am not upset with you. you have kindness in your trot and i know you are just asking to prove love in your own way. buds reading this please do not harass this person in fact maybe give them a follow or a like, they are trying their best.
OKAY NOW THAT IS OUT OF THE WAY i will talk on my feelings of this with simple statement:
this is not a bit.
i understand it can be difficult to accept this for some, especially in world where absurdity and cynical humor is so popular, but i am very sincere. even though i make jokerman jokes sometimes, even in my writing, tinglers are not supposed to be funny as a concept. if you laugh at them that is TOTALLY OKAY i understand this way when confronted with something out of the box but that is not the point of them at all. the point is that LOVE IS REAL for everyone (there are other points but that is a broad one)
now on to why i trot my trot in this way. first off is to protect my privacy this is simple enough. when i talk on son jon or sweet barbara or any other way i am adding a layer of secrets by changing names or relations or towns but that is just a fancy outfit for the real truth. i am NOT creating a character, i am protecting myself.
second and more important is that when i TALK IN MY UNIQUE WAY i am expressing myself without masking, which is something old chuck does every single day out there in the world as someone on the autism spectrum. i am VERY GOOD AT MASKING you would probably not know chuck was autistic when talking to me unless you were a close bud. but unfortunately this masking way creates very real tension in my body. i have trotted with CHRONIC PAIN for most of my life heading to emergency rooms where kind and handsome t-rex doctors could not figure out what the heck was goin on. basically LIVED in the dang emergency room. eventually chuck learned i carried my body TOO TIGHT from masking all the time, but what i realized is that allowing myself a space to type freely without way of punctuation or other restrictions and LETTING MY HEART SING to just be myself without masking made this tension release. pain started going away. GRAND IRONY of course is that when im trotting as chuck i wear a pink mask to take off my OTHER MASK of a neurotypical bud.
that is why i protect my way of speaking freely as well. if someone says 'well you need to talk like this right now' i stand tall and say NO BUD THIS IS MY SPACE AND I WILL EXPRESS MYSELF IN THIS WAY AND YOU AN TROT ON IF YOU WANT. this is firm boundary for me and my health.
anyway buckaroo to sum that up again: yes i am one person and this is not a bit
if you want to know more about my way on the autism spectrum i wrote a tingler about how it feels to have others say you are 'playing a character' and not actually neurodivergent. i think tumblr buds might enjoy so i will add it down here LOVE IS REAL thank you for your question
some days the trot is more difficult than others, thats part of the journey. it is okay to feel sad and upset. but this timeline will keep rolling and when you are ready there will be another chance to prove love then another and another. the inertia of all things is towards love
If we accept both Dr. Tingle’s premise and the second law of thermodynamics (all things tend toward chaos), then love = chaos. I would like to submit literally all of my favorite ships as additional evidence for this.
this is actually true bud because EVERYTHING is chaos. the endless cosmic void has been around a long time and as chaotic as this sounds it is actually opposite it is the vast unfathomable NOTHING. every action you take is a battle back against the void to say ‘i am here and my voice is heard’. YOU ARE AN ACT OF DEFIANCE and everything to do or create is also an act of defiance that PROVES love is real. there was once nothing and now there is chaotic you, so nothing can heck off
good morning to these talented husbands who are both called david and wear the same outfits and to them ONLY
😭 it’s a sad day in the world
we love you, Uncle David.. rest easy ♥️
If you’d like to support Uncle David you can donate here 💗
anyways, Looney Tunes’ Instagram declared Bugs Bunny and Daffy Duck canon so don’t touch me i’m not normal alright
Holding him is the only way I can get some peace in the morning. Can’t believe he did this today, I’m melting.
I wonder if people will ever say, ‘Let’s hear about Frodo and the Ring.’ And they’ll say ‘Yes, that’s one of my favorite stories. Frodo was really courageous, wasn’t he, Dad?’ ‘Yes, my boy, the most famousest of hobbits. And that’s saying a lot.‘
lotr meme » 3/8 scenes
thinking about middle aged gay love is like. we have a future and we have time
my mother divorced my father when i was 7. it wasn’t because she was gay, though she did discover this later (another reminder that it’s okay to find out who you are at 40, at 50, etc, and also for who you are to change) but because she had thought he was the great love of her life and he turned out to be a shitty person.
my mother married my ma when i was 11. i think they do have a great love. i think they love each other the way you can when you’re middle aged – having seen the world, being able to see each other’s flaws, knowing themselves. they see each other in full, and they love each other and the world for it.
they dance on the street to buskers (very embarrassing when you’re twelve; very cute when you look back on it as an adult). i shit you not – they pass me their purses and dance on the sidewalk, laughing. i thought was something that only happened in movies.
my ma makes my mother eggs every morning because my mother can’t cook for shit. my mother presses my ma’s work blazers for her because my ma still can’t figure out how to work the new iron.
when it was warm, high-school me would wake up on the weekends and wander downstairs to find them sitting in the backyard in the sun, drinking coffee together and splitting the newspaper in a surgical, exact process since they’d worked out who wanted which sections years ago.
my mother is happier than she’s ever been. my ma, too. there is a future out there for every gay person who’s always known they’re gay, like my ma, and for everyone who figures it out later, like my mother. there’s time.
they’re growing old together. i cannot express to you how much they are leading happy lives, loving each other, with a huge family surrounding them. i cannot express to you how much they have this beautiful future that they are living and will live.
i want you to know, if you don’t have any older gays in your life: they’re out there. and they’re living these full, happy lives.
sometimes i look to my moms and i think, i want a life like yours. and looking at them makes me believe i will get it.
