okayyyyy so i turned on the arcane s1 soundtrack and maybe i WILL make an effort to get my brain to let me watch s2
god grant me the strength to keep posting my flop fic, the serenity to keep posting my flop fic, and the wisdom to keep posting my flop fic
i arrive. i post a chapter of a fanfic no one cares about with great fanfare. i leave. what more could you want
this year alone. THIS YEAR. ALONE.
maybe i will post a chapter of something today if ur all really nice
zannolin reblogged
i have officially broken out my giant fuzzy horse blanket NOW it's getting cold enough for me to function
in case ur wondering why i use the all media types tag for narnia As Well As book and movie ones. it's because my ass grew up listening to the focus on the family audio dramas almost as often as i read the books if not more. and they actually are not the same thing as an audiobook so there are random changes and additions that have entered my psyche and stuck there and make their inevitable way into every piece of fic that i write. rest in pieces.
real talk i actually do put like. an unreasonable amount of effort into my textpost memes behind the scenes so it's actually really rewarding to get to share them thanks for putting up with my antics
#zanna talks#like first off i'm always doing my best to make sure they are not only in character but actually over a frame that makes SENSE in context#(many of my memes are incredibly situationally specific bc of this)#but on top of that i want them all to be consistently formatted so i have to track down the og textpost to get my own screenshot if#the one i have on hand is too low quality/weirdly formatted/in one of the tumblr color palettes other than classic#which adds a lot of extra work. but i want them to be nice and consistent and i want ppl to be able to screenshot the textpost for their#OWN textpost memes and have it look nice bc how i started out was by doing that and it's HARD to find non-crunchy ones sometimes#and THEN i have all the extra work of getting 1080p screenshots (forgive me. some are 720p and you can TELL. my wifi is bad) which#(bc of bad wifi) takes HOURS. and then i have to format them all so they're the same pixel ratio without weird white lines anywhere.#and THEN i have to put the textpost on top and arrange it so it looks nice graphically#and THEN i have to arrange them all in sets in chronological order but without too many from one movie or scene or of one character#(this is bc i am a freak)#so like. by the time u see these things i have put HOURS of work and careful consideration and curation into them#i do not do this lightly im deeply unwell#so yeah um. this has been a Post. explaining my unhinged process.#did i mention ive made over 200 for narnia hahahhahahah anyway#(and yes the fact that the tumnus one i made is on dark mode means i spent A FULL HOUR trying to find the og or a different screenshot#and could not and that KILLS ME.)
finally watching hannibal s3 and by "watching hannibal s3" i mean what the fuck is going on
however many narnia textpost memes you think i have made, i assure you, i've made more
literally it's so embarrassing for me i'm sitting here crying over a fic where peter's also in votdt because i'm THAT happy about it. grossss i'm experiencing emotions over a fictional family again
MY STENCIL WORKSSSSSS THE NARNIA ADJACENT SWEATSHIRT IS A GO
confused one mutual for another on the dash because of a pfp change 3 dead 82 injured
zannolin reblogged
i need to be euthanized (just discovered i've lost my favorite ring and i have no frame of reference for how to find a similar one online) (i've been scrolling through various iterations of "interlocking/braided silver wire ring" on three websites for twenty minutes) (i hate everything what's the point of living anymore)
this is what it looks like for those asking
putting at least one caspeter textpost meme into every set so people have to reblog caspeter. if they're the homophobic kinda narnia fan they'll catch on that i am in fact very homosexual and leave my blog. foolproof.
i have now acquired jewelry for star wars, national treasure, narnia, shazam, she-ra, lotr, beyonders, lockwood & co, the scorpio races, and arcane and frankly i have zero intention of stopping there like i'm just gonna keep going until i achieve my final form