Mood
there are days where one must play Komm, Susser Tod from Neon Genesis Evangelion on loop, and today is one of those days
I got sad drunk twice this weekend. My plans for Friday got canceled and no one showed up to my movie night again tonight. Abandonment issued and depression are strong despite things going very well when I saw my therapist on Thursday. I'm tired of making plans when no one else bothers to show up. I'm tired coming home to just be in my empty bed. My cat is the only thing keeping me going.
Neon Genesis Evangelion (1995)
Neon Genesis Evangelion (1997)
It's that time of the year again... another rewatch of 5 Centimeters per Second 🌸
are you thinking of me when you’re with somebody else? do you talk to me when you’re talking to yourself? are you reaching for me, making love to someone else? do you talk to me when you’re talking to yourself, self?
Are you reaching for me
Makin love to someone else
DO YOU TALK TO ME
WHEN YOU'RE TALKING TO YOUR-
SELF
I'm really scared to let anyone in or be in love because I just keep hurting people and fucking them over. I'm taking time to better myself, but I also feel like romantic love just isn't meant to happen to me.
Photos of me from this summer where I felt cute and attractive.
Man accidentally reinvents Bionicle.
Now that I'm 28, here are my thoughts about 27:
HOLY SHIT THAT WAS SO FUCKING BAD! LITERALLY THE WORST YEAR OF MY LIFE!! I GET WHY THE 27 CLUB IS A THING BECAUSE I HAD NEVER BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH SHIT AND IT WAS A LEAP YEAR SO I HAD TO SUFFER AN ADDITIONAL DAY!!! THANK GOD I HAVE MY CAT BECAUSE HE WAS LITERALLY THE ONLY THING HELPING!!!
🌸💕for being kind and lovely, have a kiss on the forehead! pass it on to 10 people 💕🌸
🥺💜
You seem like you need some positivity in your life so I’m just dropping by to let you know that you’re an amazing person and deserve all the happiness you can find :]]
I don't know when this was sent, but thank you. I really needed this 💜
take it down a notch babe, you're scaring the hockey players
I guess romantic love just isn't meant to happen to me in this universe and timeline