Chibi Luci...are you trying to suggest what I think you are trying to suggest??? 😏😏🖤🦋
I-I need a moment, j-Just one fucking moment please?!? Because I can’t I- 😖
Elex I can’t take this!!! I’m an EMPATH don’t do this to meeeee and my precious babbbyyyy 🥺😖😭😭
Just look at his face!!! It breaks my heart! 😭😭
The rain, his dark clothes, that broken curve in his lip. Hasn’t my little prince been through enough!?! Like this is me Right now!!!
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Also me OMW to kill the BS members who took my precious baby’s parents away from him WAY too young!!
I WILL NOT HESITATE BITCH!!! 🔪🔪🔪
- I know that some people tend to dislike Lucien’s character bc of his connection to Black Swan and his said ‘shady’ character traits (I only have complete and utter love for him so I feel like I don’t really see the shady types of his character that others may see) Lucien could literally Sangwoo me and I wouldn’t be mad though.
- - But we can collectively all agree that Lucien has gone through something very rough and traumatic (not that the other boys haven’t as well) but as a child your parents are the people you rely on unconditionally. Especially in his case where he wasn’t able to make friends with the other children around him I know that his parents would have been people Lucien very much so needed. They were truly the only people he could have felt comfortable and protected around and in an instant that entire moment is stripped from him. I can’t imagine how scary and lonely it would be to literally have to take the world on all by yourself in that moment. And despite his difficult and heartbreaking past he goes off to become someone so successful and great. Graduating high school and college early with outstanding grades on top of that and to owning a research center. To traveling the world to teach his studies and to being the star guest on TV shows and a well known professor. And it is all done to his own power and he gives himself absolutely no praise for all the great things he’s done. Lucien really needs a moment to just realize how great he truly is!! All his hard work and studies most definitely was used as a coping mechanism through the pain but it helped lead him to greatness. And personally I don’t think that you should have any shame in what way you use to cope with your trama. (Especially those of us who have used rather harmful ones and I am so proud of all of you who have found the ability to overcome it) But I think in Lucien’s case (and also many of our own) is that when it’s over that it’s time to release this thing that no longer serves you. Lucien is already great and there’s no need for him to overwork himself and to be so hard on himself. He never speaks about the loss of his parents but that doesn’t mean that he doesn’t have thoughts of confusion or wishing it was him who’s life was taken away and not there’s and it’s very understandable to have moments of frustration, confusion, regret and depression especially with things out of our control and I think that more than anything Lucien beats himself up the most probably about everything. I feel like that could even be why he doesn’t really like to talk about his success because what’s the point in telling people about it when there is no one there who will celebrate it with you?
- I just want to completely shower this boy in so much love and praise. I want to scream to the whole world how amazing and successful he is. How hardworking and intelligent. How romantic and how sweet. So much to the point that he can’t think any less of himself then how great he is! I want to hold him when he cries and see that side of him that no one has ever seen and I want to do everything in my power to protect him from everything in the world that’s out to hurt him. Because I feel like he is so worthy of all those things and I want him to notice all of that in himself. 🖤🖤
😤😤Isn’t the point of an otome game that the BOY wants to fall in love with me and PROTECT ME not the other way around?!?!! UGHHHH LUCIEN!!! Stop being a sad boi and come lay on my big ass tiddies.🥰🥰
#mlqc lucien#mlqc#mlqc xu mo#mlqc xumo#mlqc headcanon#mlqc fanfic#mlqc fandom#mlqc rant#mlqc karma#mlqc angst#mlqc aries#mlqc analysis#mlqc anime#I feel like I am having 2nd hand embarrassment after writing about how much I am deeply in love with this 2d man#But like I just want Lucien to use my boobs as a pillow and let me play with his hair#and noim not lying i will dead ass let him sangwoo the fuk outta me