Day 6 of 7. In a row. From 12p to 930ish I'm on my feet. Walking to work, working retail, walking home. The only times I sit down are bathroom breaks.

By the time I'm home I'm too burnt out to do anything past scrolling and watching YouTube. Yesterday I watched Multiplicity and that was nice.

Weekends are worse. I want to go out and buy myself something nice as a treat but then I also just wanna stay in my apt all day and recuperate. But if I sit around and do nothing it feels like I "wasted" my days off.

Don't grow up, kids. I'm 38 & feel like an old crone.

I literally cannot fathom having kids. Caring for my two cats exhausts me. I want to come home and be cared for and let someone else handle the mental load for a change because I am fucking exhausted with living y'all. It's all just so, so much. All the time.

tmw ur watching a film from the year you were born cuz ur crush recommended it and you spend the first fifteen minutes imdb’ing the hell out of everyone and one of them is Anthony Rapp from Rent and, because the universe is weird, you’ve had ‘La Vie Bohème’ stuck in your head all day for no reason. like......what the fuCK KIND OF COINCIDENCE IS THAT??

*haggles with The Man for internet access for another week*

*uses it to watch Gotham and do tumblr things*

major buzzkill. And also I was told I had until the 3rd to pay. So what the FUCK is th is bullshit?!?

randomly two weeks ago i started craving french cut green beans. which i haven’t had in... years. bought some then, and bought two more cans last week. and yesterday i started cramping really bad and today its worse and i’m on my period, which i haven’t had since last year at.. some point(ish???) so EVERYTHING HURTS and i’ve gone thru four pads in like three hours this is gross sooo fucking gross and i wanna curl up and whine and cry but i work tonight and tomorrow. and im nearly out of pads too and of COURSE i only have like $4 til thursday and we sell pads at circle k but idk how much. *whine whine whiiiiine*

so i bought margarita tonight because tomorrow is time-and-a-half holiday and i’m doin so damn good on my finances and i thought ‘WHY THE FUCK NOT’ and figured it’d relax me and........well. it is but also its makin me think terrible thoughts about my bae in the bath and someone should really move us closer so i can make her purr in very many ways

the naughty thing that I done did

*LOUD SCREAMING ABOUT HOW AMAZING INFAMOUS IS. ALSO I THIIINK HAVE THE PS3 NETFLIX GUY AGAIN?? I MISSED THAT GUY!*

I DID A TERRIBLY NAUGHTY & COSTLY THING THAT I’M CERTAIN I’LL REGRET EVENTUALLY BUT RIGHT NOW I’M JUST THRILLED AF

I have to be awake in four hours and I'll be fortunate if I get any sleep at all. I'm still in shock over what happened. Not only that it did, but also how Raul out acted everyone tonight. Give him a fucking Emmy or something.

i WANT to buy a ps3 today. but i also NEED to buy food. sigh.

i regret everything ever pls tell the room to stop spinning. i just woke up and this is cruel

i took a nap and forgot how large this cake was (even tho it melted a lil from me carrying it round the store a while, trying to decide what else to get). now someone come over here and eat the strawberry for me :/

Today I bought a ‘tuxedo truffle mousse baby cakerie’ and it was... double what I wanted to spend on a slice of cake, but it’ll last me ‘bout two days overall. Also when I inquired about the price, the puppy-cute guy working smiled and said “The cake is a lie.” 

And me, having just woken up without coffee went “...What?”

“But I hear its very delicious and moist.”

Cue the D’oh moment when I remembered Wheatley was still hanging off my purse. 

So we chatted about Portal and he hadn’t played Portal 2 and I told him, duh, he should and its oft 75% off on Steam. Throughout this he was getting the cake from the display and packaging it instead of price-checking but he was so adorable and the convo was such fun that I bought it anyway.

in my OVERWHELMING concern for Chilton, I’ve resorted to spoilertv. And its not... too abundantly helpful. But the episode ‘press releases’ at least confirm we’ll get Chilton in the final two episodes. it doesn’t say much more than that. honestly at this point, I just wanna know if he’s getting the Kiss or not. I don’t even care about anything else.

every time i make fried rice, i think of Outlast and grown men screaming in terror. drbabelgideon indirectly I feel like this is entirely your fault. which is just one more reason to love you, honestly.