so many things i love about this scene but let's start with:
the writing and delivery in this scene was just 🤌🏽
special kudos to becca coz the way she delivered the desperation that anin was feeling was just masterful.
i know a lot of people were being hyper critical about anin's ways and i understand that but i actually appreciate her patience and carefulness towards pin. it was clear to her what she felt but she didn't impose or force the idea towards pin. she's letting pin figure things out herself (with the help of her antics ofc).
it's also why this scene hurt so bad (like it literally hurt my chest it was crazy). anin knew her enemy wasn't her or pin's feelings - it was time. she had to go back to england eventually so she was trying her hardest to help pin figure out what she truly feels. she wanted everything to be sorted out and be able to fully love pin before she needed to leave. it's also why it hurt her the most when pin decided to ignore her for days. she felt helpless because she was losing that time she was trying so hard not to lose. the way she also delivered that scene where she had to spell out why she and how she realized she loved pin was so good. the desperation in every line as she she explained what love was to her, hoping that it would be enough to help pin but it wasn't. the bitter smile as she realized it wasn't as easy as she thought it was gonna be. that she already did what she could and it may not he enough. the dawning on her that there's a chance the feeling wasn't mutual and that it may just be a lost cause. choosing until the end not to impose the idea that pin loved her but accepting that pin was still uncertain.
both their delivery in that scene was just so good. so was the writing. the writing had just been really good tbh that it got me to come back to fbtwt and fbtumblr.
