Hey *sheepish wave*
Sometimes I wonder if anyone's still here reading? Which is I guess why even if it's not that likely I'm a little hesitant to delete this blog, even if some of the writing on here isn't too good and I'm embarrassed when I reread it. But I guess I also keep it up for me because some of my favorite pieces are also here.
Either way, if anyone reads this. I wanted to apologize about disappearing. I enjoyed my time writing here and a lot of the messages sent often brought me so much encouragement and comfort. I loved being a part of this fandom for so long.
However life and a grown up job kind of took over and for a while I was really burnt out, not feeling an ounce of creativity to keep writing. Sometimes I want to continue or at least finish, but truthfully I don't even know if I'm even good enough to keep at it.
With all this I guess I also have the question if anyone would want the ending of Cn9? Although part of me wants to completely rewrite it with original characters, but I don't know if it's best to leave it untouched within this fandom.
I can't make any promises, but I really would like to give it a proper ending, even if it's way too many years later.
Anyway, if this message finds you, hope it finds you well. I think of this little space often and it holds a very dear place in my heart.
💜
