Have you written carlesme fics? Where can I read them??
Thank you Anon!
I am going to start by saying I deeply hesitated with whether to answer this publicly or privately due to my own black-hole of a fragile ego but have decided to respond widely and therefore, I should make some necessary salutes.
I haveeee and I do write predominantly Carlesme FF and little else! I can't promise they are all brilliant and some (namely The Ties of Trauma) are in their very preliminary stages and will be re-written and likely rearranged once I eventually get to AO3.
I mostly write in AU/AH but I have had some dalliances otherwise.
So depending how pained you want to be, I have some hilariously cringeworthy stuff on FF.net
First under MilkshakeKimxx- again, forgive me, I was thirteen!!!
Secondly under ForeverUnknownOooooh.;
Here comes my big warning; Some of the things written here, namely An Array of Reasons, was a story that I started writing when I was very young and very naive. I still have intentions to complete it because I am attached to the growths of my thoughts etc but with my full heart on my sleeve, I will admit that it will read ignorantly, painfully and difficultly. I am determined not to delete it, and despite my eagerness to distance myself from it at one point, and gain response from it in another, I strive to continue and will continue with it as a reminder that one's ignorance should be learnt from, not eradicated. (Here meaning very heavy, heavy trigger warnings for this one with some very dark themes.)
I cannot say that I am a good writer or even a consistent one but I can wholeheartedly say it is my greatest passion. As a heads up I am notorious for writing and writing and writing, mostly impulsively with a vague, vague plan buried deep in my unconcious. By my own admission, I will continue stretching and teasing way past its due date so if you don't hate me by the first chapter, you likely will by the second<3
To my own belief, I write lazily, haphazardly and crassly. But I try also to smush it with some dire fluff.
If after this entire essay I have still not put you off- please peruse to your hearts content <3 <3 <3
