“Love is passion, obsession, someone you can’t live without… If you don’t start with that, what are you going to end up with?”
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THIS IS TOO MUCH. I WANT MORE.
GOD I've just started a drawing and if I draw it as I'm imagining it right now......... *begins to cry*
To re-watch Free! or not to re-watch Free!??
You know, I had and I still have this HUGE... I don’t know how to define it.
I think I... NEVER WATCHED FREE! MORE THAN ONCE. XD
Maybe... just maybe, twice, but I don’t think so.
I watched 2 or 3 times the 1st season when I knew about the 2nd, I watched at least 10 times the moment when Haru stops in the middle of the pool and gets angry at Rin just to suffer more, and I watched like 5 times THAT 12th episode and 2 times the OAV.
But then... I could never bring myself to watch the whole series a second time. XD
It was my favourite one. Like, EVER. I probably wanted to keep in my heart all the emotions it gave me the first time I watched it. I still do. ♥ It’s like a strongbox I do not want to open again, a lover I don’t want to break up with despite not being sure if I still love it as before. I’m afraid of finding out it wasn’t as awesome as I remember it to be, of my headcanons being destroyed, of everything becoming... not special. But maybe it might look even better!! Who knows?? XD
Free! really gave me a lot, first of all my drawing style. I like it so much that I don’t want other anime/manga to influence it. It’s my treasure, my child. And every time a new anime appears, it changes, almost inevitably.
This year, an anime just as beautiful happened to us and... maybe it’s time to remember, to see if the only anime that completely stole my heart is still as beautiful as it was to me the first time. I was waiting for the day Free! wouldn’t be the only one for me anymore. Maybe the time has come. XD
...
God. I want to watch it but I don’t want to.
Instead I’ve already watched Yuri On Ice like 6 or 7 times and I want to watch it again.
UGH.
Sometimes I feel stupid, getting this sentimental for anime and not people. But to me these things are just as important. XD I literally fall in love with anime and manga. I have my ex-crushes too, like Shaman King. XD So yeah, this is a love crisis by all means. XDDD
Haruka feels like if he doesn’t stop him now, he’ll never see him again — Stage Directions (Source)
Even with the significant changes they did to HS!2 in Starting Days, this scene has a special meaning for me after SD. We’ve seen how much Haru missed Rin and how bitter he was because he left. Also, how reluctant he was to swim with another team and imagined Rin in Asahi’s place (AND how much it affected his swimming in that scene). But then, he somehow accepted this team after spending more time with them. And something that was really important was that his best friend, the one who was always there for him, said very precious words to him, too.
Anyways, even after all these events said above, Rin comes back and this happens (and not less important, he was the happiest, chattiest we’ve seen him… besides the Stage Directions for that part -which are in the same link than for the one for this post- are just so adorable!) and then as we know, Haru stops swimming.
This is how much Rin means to Haru. And you know what’s what will always hit me the most? At this point, he had known Rin for just a couple of months. That’s it. That was enough to affect him in such way; to have such effect in him. And it was proven years later that it goes beyond feeling guilty, when the tables have turned and still, it was Haru who felt everything became dark and he didn’t care about anything at that point, about anything else.
He could have mope for a time and then gain strength with the help of what he learned with this other team or Makoto’s words (which were basically another “it’s meaningless without you”*); but no, he stopped swimming. For years. Without giving reasons to anyone (not even to Makoto who stopped swimming too? without knowing Haru’s reason, *even after how important his words were in SD). And then Rin came back again… and was the root again for him to gain that strenght along his friends (and just in case, I’ll repeat, since I said it before, that Haru’s the one who says in the last episode of ES, that thanks to what happened with Rin he could understand how his friends were feeling. He’s the one who felt he was saved too by making peace with Rin and is grateful to Rei because of this; this is the reason he gives Rei in S2E03 of why he can’t quit swimming when they think Rei was planning to do that).
So yeah, this is how much Rin means to Haru. Most important, here, it isn’t about swimming and races and all that because the first thing Haru feels is that if he doesn’t stop Rin now, he’ll never see him again.
The Things Rin & Haru Said About Each Other Through !ES
Wrapping up the !ES Quote Compilation list with Rin and Haru themselves, since most of the best quotes actually came from their own mouths.
Other Masterlists:
- Season 1: Makoto’s, Nagisa’s, Gou’s, Rei’s & Nitori’s Quotes
- Other Characters’ Quotes About Rin&Haru Through !ES
Just like before, I will group the quotes by character and chronologically. And… well, since I have a weak will, I caved and included some of the most memorable things said about each other — to each other. So the post is image heavy! It includes some a lot of quotes by the staff and voice actors as well.
As per usual — please do let me know if I missed any! :D
HARU:
this is physically painful to read in the best way
…. they didn’t say it directly but their feelings were the same.
I JUST FUCKING REALIZED HARUS CRYING
THEY’RE NOT BEADS OF SWEAT, AND IF YOU LOOK AT HIS EYES YOU SEE THE TEARS
HES FUCKING CRYING I JUST
I CANT MY FUCKING BABIES CRYING ALL OVER THE PLACE I SWEAR TO GOD THEY ARE BREAKING MY HEART
HARU WHO SHOWS ‘NO EMOTION’ IS SHOUTING AND YELLING AND OPENING UP ABOUT HIS FEELINGS AND ITS SENDING ME TO AN EARLY GRAVE
THIS SHOW GODDAMN
(gif from http://10tails.co.vu/)
#the matching looks of horror #because this person who is supposed to be bigger than life #this person who is supposed to be infallible and unflappable #is breaking down before their very eyes #and they don't know what to do #just that they're willing to do ANYTHING to fix it fencer stop making me cry TAT
No but really. The SouGou. SHE HAS THIS CUTE LITTLE BLUSH.
I just… Hear me out for a second.
The thing that got me the most about the scene isn’t only how sweet it was (sousuke is such a gentleman and gou is so cute I love them), but the pauses. And Sousuke’s body language through the entire thing.
I’m drawing things I’m killing myself with.
Tied by the ocean