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Scene-boy, here to eff around, (MINOR) dni if nsfw or if ur a loozer LOLOLOL (👾🐈‍⬛️ anon)
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Final response to everything (and an important update)

I've honestly had a plunge in my mental health due to everything happening... I've been irrationally angry and negative despite that being the total opposite of what I've striven to do. I've been surrounded by negativity and anger for the past week and a half and I've had so much happen to me than in the past few months that have negatively affected me

First, I'm gonna say that I'm gonna be leaving for a few months... I'm not gonna post or reblog on this blog for a few months (or longer) to try and improve my mental health and get better with how I handle things on the internet... I'll still be around (liking and commenting on posts I like) and I'm even gonna be trying to make more friends on here, hanging around and finding more positive spaces on the internet for my sake... I'll come back and post when I'm in a better headspace and when I turn 16, so expect to see this pinned for the meantime until I come back and make a new intro post sometime in the future...

Second, I no longer want to respond to drama involving Jack or the situation involving the group, I've done enough already and I'm tired of being pressured into responding to this drama and being dragged into it. I know that me saying not to put me in videos isn't going to stop ppl from talking abt me in videos but I'm still gonna say it otherwise... don't bring me into your videos or try to drag me into this drama again. It's stressful and anxiety enducing to see ppl talk about me as a victim and ignoring my response entirely because it causes ppl to assume that I'm being hurt... I don't want to be involved anymore and I ask of you to respect that, don't drag me down into this nonsense and leave me alone, I've already said that I'm striving to improve and get better...

I should also apologize for causing anger and outrage in other communities and harassing ppl who've criticized Jack, I don't want to talk to you but know that I wasn't in the right headspace, it's not an excuse but know that I'm sorry for lashing out.

I'm a bit excited to be taking a break and excited for what improvements are to come, I'll still be drawing and writing (workingnon my creepypasta) etc... I don't want to be associated with Jack or birdie drama and I wanna come back to a platform where I won't be harassed into oblivion... ty for reading, I hope u have a nice day <333

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bloodyrib

reblog if you're a fan of art the clown and a juggalo/juggalette i wanna see something

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One of my coworkers told me she voted for trump "because he talks funny" and "I don't really do politics" and I don't think I've felt more of an urge to yell at work. Like screaming match breaking shit yell. Had to go take a breather in the bathroom for twenty minutes.

The way so many fucking people here are completely disconnected and oblivious to the world around them makes me want to rip my hair out. How many people like this stupid fucking bitch got Hitler 2 elected and don't even fucking know it.

I have to worry about never seeing my partner again, about my rights being taken away, about my mexican family members being sent to camps, my friends being barred from HRT, arrested, ripped away, I have to worry that I might need to leave the country if I want to continue to live. And people like this FUCKING MORON sit there and watch the news like "lol people r really mad the funny old dude got elected ahah he's so dumb". The way this is a fucking GAME to someone fuckers makes me feel ILL.

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I really don't like people's double standards sometimes and I'm not just talking about how stans treat Stolas and Stella, this ain't relating to that, I'm talking about the situation with Jack/Damagedcoda6669 Warning for Suicide mention, ableism, COCSA, SA and Child grooming

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yippee-boi09

It's honestly imo a dumb standard ppl won't let go of because they spend all year round on kiwi farms, every time I mention the fact I'm not a victim of Jack they scream over me saying idk what I'm talking abt while also harassing me abt me being mentally ill

I haven't been very public abt it (aside from bluesky and twitter) but I've recived death threats, harassment for being mentally ill, and constant attention from ppl making videos abt this (not to mention my friends being harassed for being associated with me which is fucking WILD of you guys to do, some of them are being pressured into making public statements abt this and they barely know anything abt it) all while I'm being victimized... Jack held himself accountable for being a shit person and making shit choices in his comeback vid and everyone seems to be ignoring it entirely and claiming Jack shouldn't be alive while immedietly forgiving far worse ppl coming back (CoUgH cOuGh Synni CoUgH)

Yeah, Jack making fun of Juno (dr@gy) for screaming abt the gr00ming allegations years ago is a bit immature but it was still a while ago (they claim they're fair to talk abt it now when drama is high because Jack responded to drama from 2016 in his comeback vid???)

I genuinely find the timing of Juno coming out abt this stuff when Jack decides to leave the internet to be rlly fucking weird considering they claim a shitton of things with barely any evidence (I addressed this on my bluesky btw) while also boosting the drama involving me (they reply to the posts that started this but if yk twitter than you'd know that it brings the same post to hundreds of ppl's homepage)

And all of this started as soon as Jack decided to take a break?

It seems rlly weird to me, feel free 2 have ur criticisms but imo Jack's not perfect, he's just alright and still improving and that means so much more than the drama happening <3

Edit: I should mention that ppl are also acting abelist towards Jack abt his mental illness and physical disabilities saying he can just "get a job!!1!" and not talking to Juno was "Very easy!!! He should've blocked them!!1!1"

Pls listen to yourselves... some of you suffer the same mental illnesses and physical disabilities and try to use that as a way to justify harassing him for being unable to get a job or being able to process the idea of leaving a minor alone (considering his circumstances)

(I'm gonna get personal here but I should mention I have yet to be diagnosed with BPD or autism, I've only been diagnosed with ADHD, I fit the criteria for BPD and I've been theorizing me having autism for years but I'm waiting to be diagnosed by a professional, so take what I say next with a grain of salt!!)

Having BPD is a HUGE thing that's taken into consideration when your being hired, and from stories I've heard from ppl who have BPD... it's hard to get hired because most workplaces have biases against people with it and usually don't hire them due to it being on their resume

Not to mention the fact that he has autism (the evil kind/j) and that makes it harder for him to get a job that suits... I've heard horror stories from autistic ppl who've had jobs and ended up being fired because they weren't able to keep up on the job or ended up doing the wrong thing because they misunderstood the instructions and weren't instructed properly (not to mention the fact that there's barely any safety net for autistic ppl who don't have a job because it's not "that bad" in neurotypical's eyes)

Jack is ALSO physically disabled (having a heart condition called POTS which drains him when doing any physical activity) and that makes it even HARDER to get a job because there are more jobs that require constant physical activity than there should be and the ones that don't require much physical activity require MANY YEARS of studying and multiple degrees in education, which if you didn't watch his comeback video, he TRIED to get his GED but failed because the GED prep program he was going to refused to accommodate to his IEP needs (as someone on a 504 plan, this sort of mistreatment and harassment is very real and very hindering. I've had so many teachers refuse to accommodate to my 504 plan because they think I'm getting a "leg up" above everyone else because they think I'm being lazy)

Now, for the "he should've blocked Juno!!!" Thing... I have some words with how intolerant and insensitive ppl are being abt that...

A few months ago, I went thru a huge event in my life that lost me someone who had been my fp for YEARS and it caused me to do rlly shitty things...

Did I hurt anyone? No... did I hurt myself? Yeah, a lot. I've obviously gotten better but I was in a state where I was barely conscious enough to stop myself from getting hurt because I felt like I deserved it...

Jack wasn't in any state of mind to stop himself or others from hurting him/others in irreversible ways, he didn't have the capacity to form any rational thought because someone he thought he could love ended up leaving him... and like I said on my bluesky thread, he tried to make this clear that he was in no state of mind to be making important decisions (I'm gonna include some scs to prove a point)

I don't know Jack personally so I can't say much other than it's clear that Jack had been declining for some time but Juno kept pestering him abt this until he was considering the pros and cons because he didn't know what else to do because he's aroace (I'm aroace, I've been pressured into dating before while in a dissasociative state by weirdos and the only thing I could've done was weigh the pros and cons because I didn't feel anything and didn't process the idea of leaving the situation/couldn't due to external factors)

That's rlly abt it for my rant... I had to add this in

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Twitter needs to go back to reading the definition of Suicide baiting...

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yippee-boi09

I was honestly pissed abt the fact ppl are calling it baiting that when he says in the SAME POST that he recently got out of the hospital for suicide reasons (corroborated by a comment he made on some fanart I made for him of us in the hospital where he said "what a coincidence! I was recently in the hospital!") Not to mention that we were all having breakdowns abt the election...

Ppl also have taken this to try and say he's promoting SH on his NSFW account with art depicting SH and it only being that... at this point it's just ppl trying to say "Don't use the mental health card! Synni used that to try and say she was okay but she groomed a 14yo! You don't wanna be like the 14yo groomer, do you~?" And it's insufferable...

He's obviously trying to do what he wasn't able to do when he was little and recollect himself to heal mentally and get away from negativity... he'll respond to shit when he wants to and we'll have to wait until then...

For now, stop trying to shove terms onto Jack when they don't mean what you think they mean...

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A popular sex ed blog has decided trans men & mascs aren't allowed to use our own words to describe our own oppression, and seems to be deleting replies and asks that say otherwise, so I've decided to take my ramble over to main.

Regarding TMA/TME language, they've brought up a couple of times how "exempt" means "set apart" rather than "never experiences transmisogyny ever," and how words can have multiple definitions (this post). So it's best to hear people out before jumping to bad-faith interpretations of their words.

However, they also say, "misandry is a term for the 'oppression of men based on gender'" (this post) as a reason why "transmisandry" can never be used.

That is one definition of misandry, yes, but as they pointed out, words can have multiple definitions! Regarding the oppression against trans men & mascs, misandry is generally used to mean the literal "hatred of men," and people in these discussions don't believe that misandry is an axis of systemic oppression (which has been stated over and over).

Yes, it has negative connotations, which is why people more often use transandrophobia or anti-transmasculinity instead. (This poll shows more specifically which terms are most preferred.) But that doesn't mean people who use the term transmisandry are MRAs or believe in the MRA concept of misandry.

Transmisandry is not claiming a combination of systemic transphobia and "systemic misandry," but hatred against trans men & mascs for being trans men/masc. Again, many people prefer other terms that leave less room for that misinterpretation, but people who do use the term transmisandry aren't responsible for others repeatedly ignoring their actual explanations of the term.

In general, arguing over the words rather than the concepts is a very common way to silence people who are trying to talk about their oppression. Jews talking about antisemitism get dismissed because "You're not Semitic, you're from Poland." Aromantic and asexual people get dismissed because "Aphobia literally means 'fear of nothing,' that's a stupid term." And trans men & mascs get told "You can't use that word to talk about your oppression, it's problematic." (Time and time again, and every time we pick a new word, that one gets called problematic too; it's almost like the problem was never really the word?) The words get picked apart but people don't listen to what we're actually saying, the ways we're suffering.

In their own words, from this post: "Do you have to like the language? No. Do you have to respect the way and language oppressed people have chosen to speak about their oppression? Yes. Yes, you do."

Trans men & mascs shouldn't be an exception to your respect.

This is so disappointing 😔

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dabwax

Crazy that @certifiedsexed has reblogged from me before - things about genital health and hormones. But now they have me blocked. I'm not a trans man, either, so they're just plain ole intersexist, too. Blocked for BEGGING queer people to give a shit about intersex people.

Why do you fuckers hate us so much? Genuinely. Are we supposed to shut up and die so you all aren't bothered? Are we supposed to never discuss the truth of our experiences, how the queer community is failing us, and how our rates of suicide and homelessness are higher than all other queer populations?

If your sex ed deliberately excludes INTERSEX PEOPLE, you're participating in our fucking deliberate erasure and genocide. Sex Ed MUST include intersex people. We are forcibly sterilized at birth! We have our sexual pleasure destroyed at infancy with surgery! We have bodies fetishized and derided on a level average people cant understand and that impacts our sex lives! Fuck any "sex ed" that doesn't include us.

And fuck you if you think trans men can't have a term for their oppression - why is this debate so wrapped up with intersexism? Is it bc seeing queer ppl silence other queer ppl is something intersex people feel particularly strongly about for some reason? I wish I could delete blogs for people.

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queerautism

We're back at this being the entirety of the advice being given for Testosterone DIY HRT in a bunch of current threads about it. Genuinely sick of this.

And it's very dismissive of the legal risk as well, which is significant for many marginalised people in the US, like POC who already get disproportionately targeted by the cops.

Just adding this ,,, i don't really have anything to comment besides

It's a fucking felony. Not to say don't do it, but it's not "slightly illegal" most of the time you have to engage in the distribution of an unregulated currency

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