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JMo having a laugh while directing Sun Dogs

Happy Valentine :D

Snowing protecting Killian makes me so emotional, tbh

Here’s the thing.

May 4, 2016 [x]

Love Sarah xx

I’ve decided to wrap up the holiday on tumblr with a CS comic, since I’m pretty sure most of my followers are CSers (if you’re not, thanks for tolerating me <3) and you guys have been really supportive and encouraging this past year! I want to thank each and every one of you and give you all hugs if I could! Special shout out to swanspirate for letting me use her idea as inspiration for this comic [x]

Best wishes to all!

Josh and Ginny at Disneyland/D23 expo

Killian wakes with a start in the dark, his fingers brushing only sheets beside him. He pushes down the clawing panic- she isn’t gone- not like before.

“Swan?” he calls softly.

There’s muffled noises beyond the door to their bedroom. He rolls out of the bed grabbing a t-shirt and pulling it on over his pajama bottoms.

The light from the kitchen makes him squint and blink. He rubs a hand through his hair to wake himself up a little more.

“Swan?” he says again.

There is no answer but he knows she’s there. He finds her sitting on the floor curled into herself -her knees pulled up and her arms hugging them, her head face tucked down and hair spilling over her. There’s a smear of red on her fingers that matches the jelly dashed on the floor, shards thrown wide across the tiles.

“Wha-“

The words fade as he notices her shoulders shaking, tears she won’t show.

With a long exhale he lowers himself heavily to the floor beside her sitting back against the cabinets. He waits, analyzing the splatter pattern of the jelly trying to guess what might have happened. But that endeavor is really just to distract him from what he really wants to know.

Emma is calming slowly beside him, and it kills him to just sit beside her, but he knows it’s best to give her space at times like these. At least this is better than when she wakes up screaming, and then no words can calm her, and he just holds her until she comes back to reality.

Regina says it’s all hold over from the darkness. But it’s not that simple. The curse of the Dark One is gone, pulled from her. And Killian knows it’s what happened while she embraced it that haunts her. And that is something he is all too well familiar with.

“I broke it,” Emma whispers beside him.

“I know, love.”

“I just wanted…”

“I know.”

He looks over as her head raises a fraction, her cheek resting on her knee as she peeks up at him. There is red rimming her eyes.

“How are you still here?” she asks him.

He smirks. “I thought we established I’m a survivor, Swan.”

“No,” she says and she almost rolls her eyes, “You know what I mean.”

He reaches out and brushes back a lock of her hair, and she almost smiles. “Emma, in 300 years there is nowhere I have wanted to be more than right here.”

She leans into his hand closing her eyes, and he finally feels like he can breathe.

“Does it ever end?” she asks the words barely audible.

“I don’t know, probably not. But I’ll be here, I’ll be beside you, always.”

She meets his gaze and moves, unfurling, blooming from the tight bud. He catches her as she straddles his legs leaning her forehead to his. It’s a simple gesture, but it’s theirs. It means they have each other, come hell or high water.

He doesn’t tell her everything is okay, or that it’s over. She doesn’t tolerate platitudes that taste of lies.

“We’re strong enough for this,” he whispers holding her tight.

Comic Con evil lunch :P

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There are two people you’ll meet in your life;                                                                                        (insp.)

Happy birthday, Ginny!!