yeahlikethebird reblogged
faramosh-deactivated20170126
Does anyone else feel like they’re living their lives in third person? Like nothing seems fully real, and it’s hard to connect to anyone or anything no matter how beautiful or tragic. It’s almost like things are passing by and you’re watching yourself experience everything, but feel nothing.
#here's the thing: i almost always choose to feel my reactions#but it's sooo easy to move into the headspace of viewing it like a show or reading a book#like my inner narration was third person most of my life#and i assumed everyone was like that#and no matter perspective it's always past tense#dissociation#idk what all to tag this#tag rant