Summary chapter 13 and 14 of Qiang Jin Jiu

Xiaofuzi was killed shortly after Li Jianheng beat him. Ji Lei created the narrative that this act was a suspected case of rebellion and wanted to frame Li Jianheng because he was next in the line of succession, and Ji Lei, Pan Rugui and the Dowager Empress don't want that, they want someone who can give manipulate and control how the Emperor is.

The whole "don't call said male character 'wife', that's heteronormativity!!" it's just very bizarre regardless of the original medium, in my opinion. There are gay men in real life who use feminine pronouns and/or terms, just as there are lesbian women who use masculine pronouns and/or terms.

There is absolutely nothing wrong with that, that is not how heteronormativity works and it does not affect the person's gender.

And of course the context of Chinese culture is important, it's just that with or without this context it still doesn't make sense to complain about something like that cuz non-female people who use feminine pronouns and terms exist, so WHY are people bothered by this???

Different cultures exist, not everything that is accepted for us will be accepted elsewhere and vice versa, and that doesn't mean we have the right to interfere and want to correct it as if someone else's culture needed "repairs". This is arrogant and racist and cultures have been destroyed because of this type of thinking.

As a lesbian person, I read more BL because I see myself more in male characters, so much so that that's how I found myself in non-binarity. I find male characters attractive, I like to imagine myself in the relationships I read about (this goes for straight couples too), but the attraction comes from the personality and perfection I find in fiction, unreal elements that I could never have in real life or otherwise the way it is told in fiction.

My relationship with male characters is more about identification too (and I don't know where the identification comes from), in addition to my real-life tastes (for example, I'm always attracted to uke while I see myself in seme). Before discovering myself as a lesbian, I thought I was bisexual because of these things, that because I had some "attraction" to male people and characters I could have sexual/romantic attraction to a man, but that's not the case for me. What happened was that I always saw in the male character what I want to be and have (the characteristics and gender expression, not the gender itself), and for me to be attracted to a real man I had a checklist of impossible things that had to be filled in for the attraction to come.

In fact, both with real men and with male characters the attraction that I imagine is unilateral, coming from them, while I am always the side that rejects and feels absolutely nothing. Admiration exists, affection exists and the desire to please and be exists, but not romantic or sexual attraction, you know?

Of course, this is all my experience as a lesbian, there are several others contrary to mine that are just as valid.

Here we go, another hot HuaLian fanfic, this time exploring a little of the BDSM world, more precisely the relationship between dom and sub, toxic relationships and their consequences both for the individual person and for future relationships, while there is sexual tension, romantic and hot detailed.

“Fuck me,” He breathes out raggedly. “Fuck me, fuck me, take me. Make it hu-” The word snags on the tip of his tongue. Make it hurt, he wanted to say. Rewrite the pain he taught this body. Xie Lian can gladly take any pain as long as it’s from his beloved.

“Martial God known for protection and peace has disappeared, and a Demonic God who attracts disasters has been born.” And yet, Xie Lian has always sought to fight for those who cannot fight, to protect those who cannot defend themselves.

He's no longer The Prince Who Pleased the Gods, he is now the Immortal Scrap Collector, but what old Xie Lian has in common with Taizi Dianxia Xie Lian and Calamity Xie Lian, is that no matter his status, he will never change. He will always refuse to change.

And that is why he will always rise, no matter how many times he is banished, because he always fought and stood firm as a mountain in his principles.

Sexual tension, sensual romantic tension, both exploding with lust, Hua Cheng thirsty vampire and Xie Lian begging to be bitten every minute.

Xie Lian super bold and well resolved with her sexual desires (not at first, but the development is perfect, no nonsense). Hua Cheng letting herself be carried away by temptation and not denying that he always wants more. They joking that Xie Lian is Hua Cheng's favorite food URGH I CAN'T!!!

Chapter 2 of “Banquet Night”

In total, there are 21 pages of fanfic, more than 3k words. Not as long as it seems, but I really liked what I wrote.

⭐ Possessive Xie Lian

⭐ Wu Ming is just a ghost exploding with lust

Language: Brazilian Portuguese

“He looks so beautiful like this, he thought, observing the ghost beneath him, red, sweaty and panting, looking at him with doe eyes.

“Don't hold back, dianxia.”

“I don’t want to cross any limits…”

“But I want.” He licked his lips. “Please, cross all limits.”

The sound that left Xie Lian's lips was nothing short of bestial.”

I reread a chapter from this fic today. Read this because this wonder is a masterpiece, well written as hell, 5 huge chapters and a sublime development.

And we have Xie Lian begging for dick.

Despite having spent his childhood having to deal with people imposing a gender on him, all Xie Lian wanted was to be read as a kind and strong boy like Feng Xin, who was always good and protective of him.

What makes him trans is his questioning of his assigned gender, of other genders that were imposed on him or that he himself ended up identifying in some way, in addition to his gender expression going against his sexual designation at birth.

He is neither man nor woman, his gender expression is masculine, his gender is non-binary.

Rereading Tian Guan Ci Fu, a thread on twitter. Rereading this novel after two years and having seen so many debates about it is a mixture of relief and enchantment. Noticing the small details that are developed and explained later is rewarding.

Even though Xie Lian thinks Hua Cheng has someone else, he makes him have sex with him even more often because his jealousy makes him even more possessive.

I will never forget that, in the novel, even after Hua Cheng said he had a loved one and Xie Lian thought it was someone else, Xie Lian continued to have long affairs with him without feeling any guilt about it.

“Does he have another one? So why do we keep fucking?”

They. They not only love each other but are also devoted to each other. They loved each other when one was at the top and the other was at the bottom and they continued to love each other when the situation was reversed. No matter how rational they are, they lose any sense of reason when it comes to others. No one understands them and loves each other like they do each other. They are each other's home.

We need to talk more about An Zhe biting Lu Feng before they kissed

So this is the guy who won our little mushroom's heart 🧐

Northern Lights eyes

Can we talk about how Jian Qiao and Rege's friendship is as beautiful as their romance and that the way they love each other is so captivating, can we? 😭

I miss them so much 😔