my central padmé take is that she is someone who constantly and increasingly feels like she has blood on her hands that she can never wash off. this is the core of her deal to me. ever since i started seeing her like this she has never ceased to make perfect sense to me
this is also a core facet of her relationship with anakin to me btw. like of course she’s excessively understanding of him doing mass murder when she’s had the weight of the world on her shoulders since she was fourteen and people die for her left and right and at a certain point that’s gotta start feeling like murder. and then OF COURSE it utterly breaks her to the point of giving up on living when anakin does a bunch more murder and burns down the galaxy in her name. like of course that destroyed her completely!!!! you cannot convince me that didn’t just feel like more blood on her hands to her you just can’t
tags from @galactic-rhea because I think they are also essential to the conversation and put into words everything I think about this better than I can explain it
fantastic things happening in my tags rn. also wanna highlight these from @cheesenames cuz they also bang