IN the F4 JVKV pits right now and NOT pleased with myself....... My MUM was like why do you even care about this taiwanese mandopop boyband from two decades ago and i had to be like I DON'T KNOW MA! Listening to 煙火的季節 and 流星雨 on repeat like it's the mid aughties again..... the bad sfx and 2000s fashion and powerpoint transitions and gentle wind machine in their music videos has bewitched me. I'm considering watching meteor garden for them. SEND HELP!
this afternoon i declared war on myself by removing all the books from my little bedside pile Except the goldfinch, which i have been slogging thru for two months without respite and without joy, because i love a little read before bed and thought perhaps i could game the system. I can't! tonight i put my hand out for my bookpile, and when only theo's meticulous obnoxious descriptive voice responded i began feeling hunted n persecuted by donna tartt, and i rolled over and pulled the blankets over my head like a frigid housewife of the 1950s. And now i am on tumblr on my phone, which is the opposite of what a little read before bed is meant to be. Fail state complete, but the worst part: having committed to removing all the other books, i can't bring myself to put them back. This is going to be my cold and loveless life for another three months