Growing Pains

A cry woke you from your sleep again. It had to be the fifth time in the last few hours that she had woken up. Heading towards the crib near your bed, you checked to see why Sora was crying again. She couldn’t be hungry again, you swore you had just fed her not too long ago. You silently prayed she wasn’t teething yet, you weren't ready for that. Picking her up, you both sat on the bed. Trying to calm her down so you two could sleep again. Usually, she was in her own room with butlers that came to answer her calls at night, like with the other kids. But when Illumi was gone, it was nice to have another in the room with you at night. Even if she wouldn’t sleep.

Trying to hush her to bed seemed to be insignificant. A knock at the door proved that.

“Mrs Illumi.” You always hated how they referred to as that. Always linking you to Illumi. Master Illumi’s wife. Mrs Illumi. Mrs Zoldyck. Never just your name. “If you please, I can take her back to her nursery.” A butler had walked in. She was new but extremely sweet. You wondered how the hell she got here.

“No, I’m fine. Thank you though.”

rapture // illumi zoldyck

tw ⇢ enemies to lovers, assassin!reader, possessive!illumi, love confessions, sexual tension, teasing, grinding, dry humping, mentions of violence and injuries, overstimulation, making out, public sex, unprotected sex, squirting, begging, dirty talk, pet names, mild breeding kink, biting, manhandling, anal sex, mentions of marriage and pregnancy

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The ritzy hotel loomed ahead, all glass and gleaming opulence. You triple checked the dossier's details as you approached, though you hardly needed to. The shady businessman's daily routines, rotation of private security, all of it was committed to memory. This was meant to be a quick, seamless job - tail the mark to his swanky penthouse suite, neutralize him while he was alone, then disappear like a whisper back into the night.

At least, that was the plan before you noticed the other set of footprints in the bathroom's plush carpeting.

A Heart For Valentine's Day

Mahito & Illumi x Reader (separate)

Summary: Your yandere lover understood "heart for Valentine's Day" a little too literally.

A/N: My two favorite yanderes <3 Sorry I am a little late on this, but I got this idea and I rather post it a few days later to Valentine's Day than wait a whole year.

Warnings: Blood, human heart, implied kidnapping, Stockholm syndrome? Suggestive in the end. Mahito, Illumi. Read at your own risk.

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‘𝐭𝐢𝐥 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡 𝐝𝐨 𝐰𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 — 𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐮𝐦𝐢 𝐳𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐲𝐜𝐤

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𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴 ∣ sex doll by nathan james

your instructions were all very clear, and very specific, but you found yourself struck speechless when he appeared. lightning scattered webs of silver across the night sky, thunder shook the entire mansion, and then he was standing there, on the balcony, just outside the crystal doors. your breath caught in your throat as he stares inside, dark eyes zeroed in on you, and one hand reaches for the latch. a gust of wind catches the unlocked glass and flings it inwards towards you, banging against the wall— the hinges creak, but hold. you flinch, startled, and stumble back, but he’s inside and across the room to stand before you in the blink of an eye, without so much as time to allow a droplet of rain from his inky tendrils to fall beforehand.

“I recognize you.”

he must; the pearly white chiffon of your gown was tattered and stained a muted rust— dried blood. what had become of your veil or your shoes were unbeknownst to you, forgotten when you hid underneath the altar and clamped a hand over your mouth to not alert the mass murderer of your presence whilst he slaughtered the entire wedding party.

of course, he’d been privy all along, and simply bent over to peek inside at you once he was finished. black eyes were devoid of any remorse, but he didn’t try to reach and pull you out, or kill you. he simply stared for a moment or two, probably listening to the sound of you sobbing and begging him not to hurt you, and then straightened without so much as a whisper, and left.

it wasn’t until after you’d crawled out and witnessed the carnage that you’d been taken.

Illumi x wife!reader

Just a bit of fluff because my scary boy needs some love

No warnings~

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You had been sleeping when you felt silky hair graze your cheek. You opened your eyes and saw the pale figure stare down at you with his large dark eyes. To anyone else it would seem like a scene from a horror movie. A pale being with long dark hair hovering over someone who was sleeping. But you smiled, because you knew your husband was home from a contract. You reach your hand up and stroke his soft cheek.

Illumi's large, unblinking eyes continued to bore into yours, yet no hint of malice or aggression tainted his gaze. It was almost as if he could see into the very depths of your soul, understanding every nuance of your being. His stoic visage didn't change at your touch, yet the slightest softening around his eyes might indicate that he welcomed it, appreciated it even.

"Missed me?" Illumi's voice was a quiet murmur, the words a velvet whisper against the silent backdrop of the night. It was difficult to tell if the question was rhetorical or if he was genuinely curious about your feelings.

His hand, slender and almost ghostly pale, reached up to where your hand caressed his cheek. His fingertips brushed against yours, a surprisingly gentle touch from someone so skilled in the art of killing. He seemed to contemplate your hand for a moment before bringing it to his lips, pressing a chill kiss to the back of your palm, his eyes never leaving yours.

His soft kiss sends the good kind of chills through your body. He was strange, your husband. It was like he was more like a creature than a human. He was the kind of person who would dig a hole in the ground to sleep in if he needed rest on a mission. He could use his needles to turn people into puppets, and he could use needles to transform his appearance too. He was unnerving and uncanny, but you loved him for it.

"Of course I missed you... I always do when you are gone," you softly reply. It was the truth too. You did always miss him.

"I see," Illumi responded, his voice maintaining that same monotone yet carrying an almost unseen layer of warmth within its timbre. The idea that you missed him seemed to lodge itself in his mind, a concept both foreign and intriguing.

He slowly withdrew his hand from yours, his touch lingering like a ghost as he moved. Then, with movements that were methodical and deliberate, he allowed his long body to hover just above yours as if he was cautious not to disturb you more than he already had.

His inky black hair, a stark contrast to the softness of the pillow and the pale moonlight spilling into the room, fanned out as he lowered his head closer to yours. "When I am gone, do you think of me?" he questioned, the pupils of his eyes swallowing the irises, making them seem like endless pits of curiosity.

As he asked the question, his hand moved to rest against your cheek, almost as though he was memorizing the feel of your skin against his own. His closeness was both intimidating and intimate, a duality that only Illumi could embody so perfectly. "Because when I am away, completing contracts... I think of this. Of returning to you." The notion seemed to please him, a sliver of satisfaction hidden beneath layers of his enigmatic facade.

His gaze remained locked with yours, as if trying to see beyond the physical, to understand the essence of the emotion you had expressed. It was a silent exchange, one where words were cumbersome compared to the volumes spoken in the silence.

You could not help but to blush and smile at how sweet he was being. "I think of you all the time when you are away, and when you return to me it makes me so very happy," you reply earnestly.

The faintest trace of a smile seemed to threaten the corners of Illumi's stoic mouth at your words, though it never fully manifested. His expression remained an almost impassive mask, yet there was a subtle change in his eyes – the black pools that might have been cold in another context now appeared deep and contemplative, as if your happiness had become a puzzle he yearned to solve.

"Happy..." he echoed your word, as if tasting it on his lips, considering its meaning. His hand shifted, the long fingers threading through your blonde locks, a faint sense of wonder lacing his movements as he explored the silky texture of your hair. "Your happiness is... important. I understand that now."

He leaned in closer, his face hovering just inches from yours, the cool breath from his words brushing against your skin. "I will continue to return to you. Each mission, each assignment... they are but interludes. You are where my path concludes."

Illumi's gaze bore into yours, and for a fleeting moment, it seemed as though he was peeling back the layers of his calculated exterior to reveal a glimpse of something raw, something undeniably human. "I am not skilled in expressiveness, but know that your presence... it anchors me."

And with that rare admission, Illumi's lips found your forehead in a tender kiss, an action devoid of any nefarious intent, simple yet profound in its sincerity. It was clear that, in his own way, the assassin who could manipulate others so easily was, in turn, wholly affected by your mere existence.

Nice Doggy - Prequel

Illumi Zoldyck x Reader

Synopsis: Illumi Zoldyck wanted to show you something, and he had to make sure that this something would protect you no matter what.

A/n: Prequel to Nice Doggy -> Here

His hand slid slowly up and down your spine as you both continued deeper into the forest that surrounded the Zoldyck mansion. He said something about meeting a special someone. You had already met all the butlers and guards, yet Illumi had mentioned that this 'someone' you were meeting was yet another protector, one that would keep you safe on the grounds when even everyone else was gone. You weren't sure what that meant, but knowing that this 'someone' was a protector didn't stop the chill that rippled down your spine.

"No need to be tense my dear. He won't hurt you"

Your eyebrows furrowed at the slight emotion that slipped through his normally monotonous voice. While his words were meant to calm you, the fact that he was showing some kind of emotion threw you into a whirlwind of thoughts. Was this person you were going to meet special?? Not in the sense of special to Illumi, but special in the sense that if they didn't approve you would be killed?

Illumi stopped in his tracks at the sound of a branch snapping, a small smile forming on his lips as he removed his hand from your back. Your lips parted to ask him what was wrong, but a growl came from the dark trees, freezing you in fear. "Hello there Mike... Would you like to meet another member of the family?" Illumi's voice had a slight hint of edge in it as if he was asserting to whatever was in the trees that he was in charge here. Illumi moved in front of you out of protective reflex, he could control the animal before him, but he wasn't going to risk anything.

Another growl sounded out and rustling followed, the earth below you shaking as the thing began to move from the shadows. Your eyes widened as he entered the light, breath catching in your throat as the giant animal came to a stop in front of Illumi. He had to have been 12 feet tall, you thought, as he lowered his head down to get a closer look at you. Instinctively, you clutched onto Illumi's arm before shoving your body up against his back.

The animal growled out but was quickly scolded by Illumi. "Mike... She is a part of the Zoldyck family" Illumi stated calmly as he pulled you out from behind him. Mike cocked his head at his owner's words, eyes narrowing as he moved to get a better sniff of your scent. You squeaked in fear, fingernails biting into Illumis forearm as the dog, Mike was his name, brought his nose to your hair. His breath was hot and smelt of flesh, telling you right away that this was the dog that kept the intruders out...

"He won't hurt you" Illumi whispered as he pried your fingernails from his skin. You nodded at his words, trying to trust him with your entire being but you couldn't help the tremble in your bottom lip as Mike moved closer. Your eyes were glued to Illumi's face as he, himself, watched Mike carefully, making you realize that while Illumi showed that he trusted Mike, he was still on guard. Finally, Mike brought his nose from your hair and backed away. A sigh of relief flew from your lips and Illumi immediately pulled you back into his side, arms wrapping protectively around you to show Mike that you were special.

Mike accepted the request...

"You will protect her, no matter what. Is that understood?" Illumi commanded, grip tightening on your hip as you clung onto him anxiously. The adrenaline was still pumping in your veins, and it was now that you realized all that had just happened. Mike nodded his head before laying down on the ground, causing Illumi to snicker quietly. "What's he doing??" you whispered, not quite sure why the giant dog was suddenly taking a submissive position.

"He wants you to pet him" Illumi whispered out, hand moving to your back as he pushed you towards Mike who now had his head resting on the ground. You stumbled forward from the light push and for some reason didn't have the urge to run back to the safety of Illumi's embrace. Slowly, as if still afraid that Mike would change his mind, you walked towards him with a hand outstretched. "Hey, M-Mike... It's nice to meet you" your pitiful whimper made Illumi tense up, not liking how uncomfortable you were.

Mike sensed your anxiety and laid his head down further, ears relaxing to show that he wasn't on guard. Your hand finally met the fur of his nose, breath exhaling in relief as he nuzzled into your fingers. The smile that rose on your lips calmed Illumi down tremendously, it was one thing for Mike to like you but it was another for you to like him. You continued to pet him, growing more comfortable the more you caressed his purple fur. Deciding to let you have your fill of petting the family dog, Illumi sat down on the ground a few feet from you both.

He was still on guard, carefully watching Mike's aura in case anything changed, but the dog was perfectly content with being loved on by you. "You're a nice doggy... I like you a lot" you playfully stated, hand ruffing up his fur as you tried to get him to play. "He's still a guard dog my dear... I wouldn't play fight-"

It happened so fast that Illumi didn't even have time to stop it. Mike's teeth had grabbed the collar of your shirt and threw you up and over his head. Your squeal led to giggles as you were placed somewhat gently on Mike's back. Illumi, who had gotten up just as it happened, stood beside you both in shock. Mike's never done that before, maybe you were someone special after all. Before Illumi could grab you from Mike's back, the giant dog had risen to his feet.

"Whoa!! You can ride your dog?! Mike, you're so cool!!!!" the excitement in your voice had Illumi biting back a smile, this was not okay behavior for Mike. "Mike, give her back" Illumi commanded, hand reaching up to show Mike exactly who he wanted to be back beside him. Your eyes widened as Mike let out a snarl, mouth dropping in shock at the fact that he was disobeying his owner. The playful glint in Illumi's eye disappeared in an instant, blood lust exploding from within him as he commanded once more for Mike to put you down.

The heaviness of Illumi's aura made you dizzy and nauseous, you never really liked when he let his blood lust run freely. Upon feeling his owner's anger and your distress, Mike lowered himself to the ground before carefully picking you up off of his back. Your feet landed softly on the ground and Illumi immediately wrapped his arms around you. "Lumi, can you calm down your blood lust please" you moaned out, arms tightening around him as another wave of fear and nausea washed over you. As quickly as it appeared, it vanished.

"You are dismissed Mike," Illumi stated firmly, hand rubbing your side to help ease your anxiety of him using his nen like that. Mike left right away, and Illumi began to lead you back to the mansion. That went better than he thought it would, but no matter what, Mike should obey him... He would have to tell father of Mike's disobedience.

Domestic Bliss

Character: Illumi Zoldyck x AFAB reader Anime- HxH Genre: Fluff Warnings: mentions of having kids, the reader being scared, the reader knows how to use nen Writer: @white-poppie

You got married only because Silva decided that you were the perfect one for his son, so of course, Illumi didn't have a choice. He complied with his father's wishes without holding grudges against anyone. He was indifferent and nonchalant throughout and after.

You were living in the Zoldyck mansion with Silva, Kikyo and Milluki. You continued living your life generally like any person would and returned home after work; you were glad your in-laws had no issues with that. Illumi was always out, it had been two months since you were married, yet you almost never saw him. You two were far too intertwined in your own worlds once could say.

You rarely ever talked, it was mostly you making an effort to converse and you always received half-hearted replies so you stopped trying to make an effort.

Illumi wasn't bad, he had his own ways of showing concern...most of them were just wishing you good morning and good night, but that's not the point.

So it was Kikyo's birthday, you were gathered together having dinner like a normal family...even Killua and Alluka were there. Alluka had developed a sense of familiarity with you and you felt warm about it.

It was a very normal dinner until Kikyo opened her mouth...

"I am so glad to be having dinner with my entire family and my daughter," you thought that she was talking about Alluka, but instead she was talking about you. Your heart clenched at the smile drop on Alluka's face.

"The pleasure is mine, mother," you replied giving Alluka a soft smile.

You finally dug into your food, relishing it until Kikyo spoke again.

"So, Illu, when are you and Y/N having kids?" she spoke.

You choked on your food looking like a fish until Killua jabbed you in the stomach and handed you a glass of water. You didn't fail to notice the Cheshire grin on Killua's face.

"We haven't thought about it yet," he replied.

"Ah...I would love to have grandchildren soon!" she said.

'Aren't you and Silva already having enough babies?', you thought.

"We shall be going now," Illumi said dragging you out.

"But...but the sweet-dish-" you stuttered and then slapped yourself for saying something so stupid.

"I apologize, I will get you some later," he said with the straightest face possible causing you to snort.

"Is something the matter?"

"No, it's nothing," you said, "what have you been up to these days?"

"Just here and there," he replied. You would be lying if you said that you did not feel bad about the fact that just talking to your husband felt like such a chore.

"I see..." you said looking down at your feet.

You suddenly felt a strong aura, it was distant but not very. Something you had felt before.

"Illumi-" you stopped yourself before speaking further, Illumi's aura had woven itself into something...sinister. You were a strong nen user, but Illumi's aura was overwhelming now. You bit your lip to stop it from trembling and moved quite a distance away from him.

"Hisoka!" Illumi shouted, "what are you doing here?"

Hisoka...yes he was one of the guests at the wedding. He was an acquaintance of Illumi you believed, that is why the guard must have let him in.

"Come one now, do you really have to be so uptight~," he said presenting himself, "you are scaring Mrs Illumi Zodyck here," he cooed.

"Hisoka the magician," he bowed, "glad to formally meet you Mrs Zoldyck."

"Likewise and please call me Y/N."

"Y/n..." he said as if relishing the sound of your name, "do you mind if I borrow your husband for some time? Don't worry I won't steal him from you," he winked. Oh, boy was he interesting.

"Not at all, I will be in my room call me if you need anything," you said to Illumi

About an hour later you were woken up by a rap on your door. You were greeted with Illumi holding out a bouquet of peonies.

"What's this for?" you said

"You don't like them?"

"No I...love them but what is the occasion?"

"Nothing, I just want a new start," he said, "I will not run away from my responsibilities now."

I AM SO SORRY THIS IS SO BADLY WRITTEN- I have a lot of schoolwork so I am trying to be as regular as possible.

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Whos Your Family? (Part 2)

Illumi Zoldyck x Reader

Synopsis: The moment you met Killua and Gon, you instantly grew attached and saw them as your little brothers. But you didn't realize that one could one day be your actual baby brother.

Song: The Winds of Change by Ghostemane (Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sMS3OW9v0CM&list=OLAK5uy_ntaevp7CBL85AiUuVACLmKXSxVhLRUyfc&index=7)

Part 1 Part 2

His eyes were on you the entire time you were on the boat, but you did your best to avoid him. After learning why he was really here, you broke off from him. Killua didn't deserve to be hunted like some animal, especially not by his big brother. "Hey, Y/n... That creepy guy with the needles is staring at you again?" Gon whispered up at you anxiously, ah, so you weren't the only one that noticed... Wonderful.

"Hmmm? Gittarackur? He's harmless" your lying was getting better you sadly admitted to yourself. Years of being with Illumi had trained you for moments like this. However, you felt like you were drowning under his angry gaze. If Killua hadn't yet figured out who you were, he surely would if Illumi ever slipped up and showed himself. The way Illumi was looking at you made it seem like you were tied to this strange character known as Gittarackur. "Hey! You want me to finish him off for you? I was trained for this stuff ya know" Killua chimed in loudly, causing your eyes to widen as you shook your head violently down at him.

Damn Zoldycks, always wanting to kill something.

"No no, not necessary." Your smile was forced and it only caused Killua to stiffen further as he shot a glare back to Gittarackur. "Its really no problem-"

"Alright, everyone! We are coming up to the island!"

You let out a sigh of relief as Killua and Gon's attention was brought away from Illumi's stare on you. For the most part, you had been avoiding Illumi like the plague, but this new phase of the exam would surely bring you two back together. "Fuck me" you whispered out angrily as the island came into view. It wasn't very big, but it looked like it had a lot of hiding places, which seemed good at first.

Until you remembered that your ex was an assassin trained for the hunt.

You chanced a glance towards Illumi but were happy to see that his attention was on the island as well. You wondered what he was thinking about... Obviously, it was nothing good or humane, but you had a small sliver of hope that it wasn't anything terrible against you.

Pfft, what a white lie.

"Worried?" You nearly jumped out of your skin as an arm encircled your waist. "Hisoka" you whispered out, eyes wide as you looked around you to see if anyone noticed. "I think we need to have a little chat. You see, Illumi is quite distracted and not much fun thanks to you..." His purr was menacing and normally, you wouldn't feel threatened by the clown thanks to Illumi. But now that Illumi was out of the way...

"What do you want? I did nothing wrong" you snarled back, eyes glued onto Gon and Killua as they moved further away from you both. You were thankful considering Hisoka would kill them both in an instance with no hesitation. His fingers traced your side almost lovingly as he nuzzled his nose into your ear, "I just want to have some fun is all" your stomach did a somersault at the thought of what he wanted to do for fun. "Go have fun somewhere else... Or else I'll-"

"Or else you'll what?? You're defenseless without Illumi"

Your eyes instinctively flicked to Illumi, and for some reason, you were hoping he'd be looking your way, but he wasn't. Hisoka began peppering kisses down your neck, arms tightening around you, stopping you from escaping. "Trust me. I'm no fun either right now" you admitted shamefully, not liking the fact that being away from Illumi was also dragging you down. "Then let me light up your day, hmmm? You want to play with me, little one?"

You opened your mouth to respond, but the lady at the front of the boat called for everyone to step forward. Hisoka reluctantly let you go before pushing past, "Don't worry little dove... I'm not done with you yet. After all, we will be stuck on this island for seven days, might as well make the most out of it"

You swallowed the thick lump forming in your throat, fear rising in your chest as you took in just how alone you were in this. Sighing, you began to walk towards the front of the boat, feeling slightly on edge from the altercation you just encountered. One thing that you didn't notice, however, was that Illumi had his eyes on you from the start of it.

You just didn't catch him at the right time.

*3 days later*

Getting the badges was easy, far easier than you expected it to be. However, the feeling of unease only grew within you as you slowed down to take in your surroundings. Where was Hisoka? He had to be nearby, after all, he was interested in having 'fun' with you, whatever the hell that meant. A tree branch snapped to your right and it felt as if your heart lept into your throat from fear. Nothing emerged though. Cocking your head, you began to walk towards the sound, Illumi had taught you many things, and being a ballsy idiot was one of them.

Just as you reached the treeline, a card flew beside your head and a loud gasp came from behind you as it hit its mark. You stood in shock, did he just... Save you? "You should be more careful" he commented slyly as he emerged from the shadows, walking past you to gather his bloody card from the person's neck. You finally got the urge to move, turning swiftly to take in who it was that Hisoka killed.

"Oh... He was coming for his badge," you muttered out, hand coming up to scratch at your neck in the same place where the man was sliced. Hisoka picked up the card before turning back to you, "Oh? And you knew he was behind you?"

You shook your head sheepishly, not wanting to admit that you were more on edge from running into Hisoka than any lowlife following you. He clicked his tongue mockingly, "Illumi wouldn't be happy to hear that-"

"Illumi has nothing to do with this" you snapped out, finally tired of his stupid obsession with Illumi. It always made you jealous, but Illumi wouldn't give your anxious thoughts the time of day. Hisoka smirked at your anger, you always looked so cute when you were angry.

"Tell me. Do you miss him?"

Your eyebrows furrowed at the question, it was strange, to say the least, but nothing shocked you anymore when it came to Hisoka. He walked towards you, bloody card in hand as if trying to scare you further into submission. You backed up the closer he got before your back hit a tree, fuck.

"I think you do... I think you miss him more than you'd like to" he purred out, the bloody card now being used to trace your neck. You nearly gagged at the wet liquid being spread along your skin, but you tried your hardest to stay strong. You didn't have Illumi anymore, he wasn't going to save you.

A hiss fell from your lips as the card bit into your skin, your own blood mixing with the man's on the white edge of the Joker. "Oops, cut a little too deep..." Hisoka hummed sultrily as his other hand trailed down your side and to your backside. You let out a yelp as he grabbed a handful of ass, cheeks heating up in embarrassment at the way he manhandled you. Illumi never did this with you... He was much more reserved with his touches, so this felt...

Foreign.

"Why are you messing with me" you squeaked out as he yet again gripped you like a toy, smiling wildly at the way your body was reacting to him. He pulled the card away, tongue going to the edge to lick off the blood. "Because I've waited for this moment, and I want to break you"

"Illumi won't like that" you sputtered out boldly, but that boldness shriveled away as he let out a dry laugh. "Oh darling, Illumi doesn't care about you anymore, therefore, I can do what I want-"

Another branch snapped, causing your head to snap towards the shadows where it came from. Hisoka rolled his eyes, why was everyone trying to ruin his fun. However, his sour emotion didn't last long as he took in the blood lust hitting him with full force. Your stomach turned in angst as you too felt it throughout your entire being. You knew this bloodlust, knew it because you hated it, always asking him to tone it down when you were near as it made you nauseous. "Hello Illumi, care to join us?"

"Lumi" your voice was soft and he knew right away that you were scared. His bloodlust emerged from the forest before you caught sight of him. His dark eyes were glued to the way Hisoka was holding you, anger radiating off of him in thick, heavy waves. "Let her go Hisoka" he stated firmly. Despite the way he looked, Illumi was anything but calm and composed. If he would have known that letting you drift too far would result in this, he would have locked you down further. His goal was to protect you, who cares that he was hunting his brother... However, as Illumi watched Hisoka's hand grip you tighter, he decided that he would give up anything to have you safely back in his embrace.

But would you believe him?

Hisoka's wild smile had Illumi on edge, what was he planning? He knew Hisoka had been following you for days now, it was because he was following Hisoka for days now as well. He wanted, no, needed to make sure you were safe without him by your side. "Lu" you whimpered out again as Hisoka drug your body into his, holding you flush against him as he let his hand wander around your body. "C'mon, I just want to have fun-"

"Not with her. She's off-limits and you know that" Illumi snarled out, pins appearing in his fingers as he cocked his head at Hisoka mockingly. Hisoka laughed darkly at the sight of Illumis needles, "You think those are gonna stop me from-"

A whizzing sound filled the air as something struck your neck. You let out a yelp, hand flying to the object as you numbly tried to take it out. Hisoka gripped you with one arm as he turned with 5 cards ready in his free hand. As Hisoka released his cards, Illumis needles flew as well toward the assailant. A grunt and slicing sound came from the shadows, alerting all three of you that he was taken care of. "I don't feel good" you whimpered, your eyes becoming droopy as you leaned into Hisokas embrace. Stronger arms wrapped around you, pulling you from Hisoka into another more familiar hold.

"Go find the antidote on the man's body" Illumi snarled out as he lowered you to the ground. Your arms circled around Illumi's neck, whimpers flowing from your lips as you felt like the world was spinning. "W-what did he shoot me with Lu" you cried out, hands shaking against his pale flesh as you tried to capture his features in case this was your last moment on earth.

"Hisoka" Illumi called out anxiously as he watched your eyes droop more and more. "I got it. I think it's just a tranquilizer dart." He muttered out as he squatted beside you. Illumi pulled your arms away from him as he reached for the antidote in Hisokas hands, only to have Hisoka pull away.

"Hisoka. Give it to me" Illumi's hair stood on end, blood lust flowing from him stronger than ever before. You curled into yourself, gagging at how potent the anger was in the air. Hisoka smirked before letting Illumi take it from him. "Please calm down" you heaved out, hand coming to grasp Illumi's bicep in the hopes that it would calm him down. Soon, the needle was pressed into your flesh, causing you to whimper in slight discomfort. "I think it will make her fall asleep" Illumi muttered to himself as he threw the syringe away. As if on command, your eyes began to grow heavier than before, but your hands were still trying to find purchase on Illumi.

"I don't want to die" you cried out weakly. Hisoka rolled his eyes at the scene before him, hating how soft his assassin friend had become because of some stupid girl. "You won't die. I'll be here when you wake up" Illumi stated bluntly, hand brushing back your hair as he repositioned you so you were laying your head on his lap. He let you snuggle into his stomach, hand still going through your hair in an attempt to lull you to sleep like he normally does. "Promise?" you whispered out.

"Always"

Who's Your Family? (Part 1)

Illumi Zoldyck x Reader

Synopsis: The moment you met Killua and Gon, you instantly grew attached and saw them as your little brothers. But you didn't realize that one could one day be your actual baby brother.

Part 1 Part 2

A/n: hi! I am feeling better mentally. Thank you for asking and reaching out. You all are lovely. This will have a part 2, but again, school is starting up and my job is being extended out through the year, so I wont be writing that much. Love ya!

The hunter exam was where it all began as the white and black haired children instantly caught your attention. Being the only female in the group of wannabe hunters, you felt almost obligated to protect them and be an older sister.

Illumi didn't say anything to you as you walked towards the pair, if he did, it would surely give him away. Instead, he ignored it but kept a close eye on you, knowing fully how powerful his baby brother was. You were aware of Illumi's disguise, but thought nothing of it. It was better to not ask questions.

Something you learned after dating an assassin.

The first two rounds passed and soon you learned more and more about the group of four, but Killua felt different. You didn't know why and you didn't know how, but you felt closer to him. It wasn't until you were with the boys on the air ship when the secret came out, and the gears began to turn.

"My Mom and Dad are assassins"

Your body froze but Killua didn't notice, not with Gon's innocent questions flying at him left and right. As Killua began to answer more and more of the questions, you only felt yourself growing sicker. It couldn't be him, no... Illumi would have told you...

"Who's your family?"

Killua brought his eyes up to yours, scrunching his nose a bit in confusion as to why you had grown pale. Choosing to ignore it, a cocky grin grew on his face. "The Zoldyck's... You might have heard of us..." he trailed off, continuing his rampage on how famous his family was.

But all you could hear was the blood rushing through your ears. This was Illumi's job, this was why he was here. "T-thats awesome Killua, I'm quite tired so I'm going to head to bed... Y-you boys try and get some sleep. O-okay?" Gon was the one to reassure you that they would get some sleep, but Killua's gaze was glued on yours. Before he had a chance to question you, you spun on your heels and swiftly moved to the bedrooms.

Tears pricked at your eyes as you ripped the bedroom door open. Illumi was sleeping against the wall, the pins in his face making him look like anything but the man you loved. Looking like anything but the brother Killua was afraid of. Your stomach felt sick as you walked over the bodies, eyes glued to his molded face as your body began to shake. Stopping before him, you let out a deep breath before dropping to your knees between his sprawled out legs.

"Lumi" you whispered as your hand moved towards his face. It was quickly caught in his grasp as he woke up, the tightness of the grip telling you that he was indeed sleeping. Once he realized it was you, his grip softened before he cocked his head at you.

Why the hell were you crying? Did someone hurt you?? Did Killua?! God he'd kill his stupid brother once and for all if he ever so much as laid a finger on you. But soon he realized that the heartbroken look in your eyes was related to him. Silence filled the space as he waited for you to talk. After a few seconds of deep breathing, you gathered the courage to speak the words that have been plaguing your mind.

"We need to talk about Killua"

Bluebirds [Illumi x Reader]

Title: Bluebirds [Illumi x Reader]

Synopsis: You loved Illumi.  You really did. But his obsession with your pregnancy, or lack thereof, was beginning to grate at you. Did he really care that much about it? 

Word count: 1570

notes: possessiveness, mentions of violence against reader, reader pregnancy talk

There was a routine to your life with Illumi. You slept in the same bed (you were married, after all); you would wiggle your way into his arms in the morning, enjoying the warmth of his body, a rare physical reaction that he could not control whilst he slept. When he finally woke up,  you would cling to him, annoyingly, cloyingly, until he peeled himself from your arms to begin his day.

You would get out of bed yourself when he’d woken up (Illumi was, all things considered, not a morning person) and refuse to let him leave without a plethora of affectionate gestures. A kiss–one for his cheek, one for his lips. A hug. A promise to see him later.

It was nice.

Of course, it wasn’t always nice. No, no routine present in the vast Zoldyck estate could be called entirely nice. There was training every day that ended with bleeding fingertips or broken digits or a heady combination of blood, sweat and tears.

But when it was nice… well,  you could enjoy it.

Lately, though.

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