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Overdosed again last week.
Been recovering from a cracked sternum I got receiving CPR.
Overdosed on Lab-made Benzos and Heroin.
I only remember the morning of the incident. I was apparently sent home from work, went home and fell out without breathing or a pulse.
I woke up the next night in the hospital with one shoe, missing my phone, my glasses, and a bunch of other things.
My chest still hurts now a week later.
I'm alive, again.
Something tells me the third strike and I'll be out.
I don't know whether it's depression or other reasons, and I can't even say for certain it was an accident.
I think part of me hopes I won't wake up one day.
workersolidarity reblogged
I died of an drug overdose last week.
Why doesn't this bother me?
Why am I still here? Other than naloxone.
Why?
So many better people, friends, are gone. Why am I here still?
Just why?
I know this is unrelated but I'm so happy to hear that you're alive.
I appreciate it. Though I'm still not so sure how happy I am about it. I'm not really sure how I survived. My wrist looked like an open mouth and I had taken a double dose of prescription blood pressure medication that causes blood thinning. But I'm here and it is what it is. Just trying to make the best of it now.
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workersolidarity reblogged
It’s an extremely profitable cycle. Stop paying these companies to destroy you and improve your health and build your dreams.
workersolidarity reblogged
For those of you out there feeling sad or depressed, hopeless or helpless, anxious or suicidal, self harming or self medicating, or suffering from mental illness
I just wanted to say to all of you, myself included, let’s just take today and survive. Let’s make it just for today. Call it an early night, eat something, read a book, whatever your thing is, just breathe, take a benadryl or a Tylenol pm and just relax and get some rest. For today let’s live to fight another day.
Take no bullshit or drama, just go to bed and get some sleep. I love you all for surviving!
Lets take care of ourselves tonight.
We deserve it.
I deserve it.
You deserve it.
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