jatatyla’s relationship with loreleaf is like “i used to think it was funny that i gave you scars and now i won’t let anyone else do the same thing. i resent you from the bottom of my heart because you have everything i want and i also wish i could give you everything you need. i’ll share your worst secrets with someone else to hurt you and i’ll pretend to stomp on the devils you’re hallucinating so you can sleep. we’re on different sides of the war and we’re both enemies in a half dozen different ways and when i told you i killed one of your people, you helped me wash the blood out of my hair. i lose all my most important people to you and you have the nerve to give them back to me. we’d be dead if we weren’t in each other’s lives. you’re my worst nightmare and my baby brother and i'll tell you i hate you and never mean it and i will never tell you i love you even though that's all i can do even when i'm bad at it.”
