Guys do you see what I see?! Can it be real?
wonderwhump reblogged
Chicago PD 10x20 | Hailey (& Jay) scenes (Part 8) 💔
First off: I didn't watch the episode. Haven't watched any since Jay left. So I might have missed out on subtle little things that I didn't see/read here on Tumblr.
I just can't accept that Jay Halstead is the bad guy here. That's just not him at all! He'd do anything for Hailey. There must be more to it! A reason why Jay is not calling or answering calls. Maybe something big is going on in Bolivia he's not allowed to talk about. Maybe he's just on a lot of ops and totally oblivious to what's going on in Chicago and in Hailey's mind. I just don't accept that he's ignoring her intentionally and by his own free will.
And if Jay knew Hailey had been kidnapped he would totally freak out. But he just didn't know, right? He doesn't know how badly she is. Physically and mentally.
On the other hand I totally understand Hailey. She's waiting for him, waiting for a decision. There is not a lot of communication between them. And she's frustrated and sad. Understandable. I would be too. I'd be freakin' angry with Jay if I was in her shoes. I'd put all his stuff in a box and take off the ring too. But that's just a reaction to the frustration, the distance, the hurt, the kidnapping... But she'll come around. She just needs Jay back! Or at least an explanation why he has acted like he did.
And I expect, no, demand from the Chicago PD writers to fix this! Jay Halstead is a good man. A decent man who deeply cares about the people he loves. Who has a sense of responsibility. He wouldn't just do that to Hailey! Never! So come up with an explanation that gives us an ending with dignity. Don't let it end like that for Jay and for Upstead after so many years of character development. They deserve better. Jay deserves better. So does Jesse Lee Soffer.
Fix this!
wonderwhump / november_1 fanfiction list
Hi guy's I hope you're all doing fine :)
This is a list of my fanfics. I'm a huge fan of reading and also writing fanfiction of all kinds of fandoms. My AO3 name is november_1.
If you like, check my them out. They are all whump stories with various degrees of emotional and physical whump. If anything triggers you, please check out the tags before reading.
I'm happy about any feedback you might give me. Kudos and comments make my day (yeah, I'm desperate and attention seeking 🤣 But aren't all writers...)
I will add to this list as I write more stories.
FANDOM: Jedi Fallen Order / Star Wars
After Zeffo, after barely escaping Ordos Eris with his life, Cal is hurt. Physically, but also mentally. He should have listened to his master's words. "Trust in the Force alone." Now he's paying the price for letting his guard down and people in - and this stupid, childish notion that anybody might care about him in this vast universe.
A Cal Kestis whump story.
An explosion on Bracca and Cal and Prauf are in the thick of it. Hurt and comfort ensue…
FANDOM: Slow Horses
The force of the impact spun River around, slamming him backward into a tree, his back pressing into the rough bark. Then came the pain—a sharp, blinding sensation radiating from the point of impact.
The clamour from a few seconds ago had come to an abrupt halt. A brutal silence settled over them, broken only by a quiet, “Shit.” Blinking a few times to steady himself and grasp reality, River looked down. “You … you shot me!” he gasped.
FANDOM: Lockwood & Co.
Lucy had been keeping a close eye on Lockwood for days. Something was off, but she couldn’t quite put her finger on it. Yet. He was quiet. And pale. Big dark circles under his eyes. She knew something was wrong, but he didn’t talk about it. Of course he didn’t.
Will Lucy and George find out what's going on and be able to help their friend before it's too late?
A Lockwood & Co whump story with lots of angst and pain but also friendship and some undeniable more-than-friends-tension between Lockwood and Lucy.
FANDOM: Chicago PD / Chicago Med
“You want what?!” Voight’s voice came loudly from the office. Way quieter, but loud enough to understand, Halstead said “I need a few days off, Sir, because-“ But Voight didn’t listen. “Are you kidding me, Halstead?! You fuck up the op, let Harris get away and the next day you have the audacity to come in here and ask me for a few days off? What for? Too stressful for you around here? Need a holiday or some relaxing spa days while we are trying to fix your fucking mistakes? Are you out of your mind?”
Jay Halstead is having a tough time. But nobody knows just how tough...
A party. An argument. A car crash. And a dead brother...
Lots of angst and emotional whump for a young Jay Halstead.
"What are you supposed to do when somebody calls you out of the blue one beautiful summer evening and tells you, that your husband is missing?"
This story is set some months after 10x3. Jay and his team are captured on a mission in Bolivia. What will happen to them? Will they get out alive?
Jay and Will Halstead take a car trip together. It doesn't go that well...
Jay is out Christmas shopping. But the day doesn't go as planned.
They find Jay in his apartment, unconscious, unresponsive... dying. Pills and alcohol. A suicide attempt obviously. But was it really?
It was one of those days you wish you just hadn’t gotten up at all. That you’d just have turned over in bed, pulled up the sheets over your head and ignored the world out there. It had been a whole week of those days for Jay Halstead and he desperately wished to be able to crawl back into the safety of his comfy bed and hide from the world.
But the world had some more bad luck from him in store.
Jay gets injured during a Baseball game. But that's just the beginning and the day gets from bad to worse rather unexpectedly.
Jay stumbles into the bullpen and collapses to the ground unconscious. He's seriously injured and drugged up to his eyeballs. Everybody thought he was out in the woods camping and fishing for the last week... But did he even get there? What happened to Jay and who did this to him?!
A good looking stranger steps in to protect a woman in a bar.
It was Jay's fault that they were in this mess. Now he'd do anything to protect his unit. Even if it meant torture and death...
"The mornings were the worst. The nights were pretty bad too, to be honest. But the mornings made him feel so lost, like he had forfeited the grip on the world. Like the world, and Jay in it, had lost all meaning."
Jay Halstead is a broken man - physically and mentally - when he returns from the war in Afghanistan as the only survivor of his unit. How will he deal with the pain and the trauma?
Hailey is 37 weeks pregnant and she and Jay are excited and happy to be parents soon. But one day they are kidnapped right off the street... and suddenly happiness turns into fear, pain, suffering and despair... What will happen to Jay and Hailey and their unborn baby girl? Will they survive this dire situation unscathed?
The blood felt warm and sticky. It gushed out between her fingers and colored her hands in bright red. She pressed down as hard as she could and he groaned. But how ever hard she pressed down on the wounds, the blood kept on flowing. With every passing second, with every drop of blood, she could feel the life leaving him.
Jay knew he was getting a cold. He had been feeling off for the last couple of days: sore throat, beginning cough, headaches, maybe even a fever. But he just ignored it. It would pass. He didn’t have time for a common cold, no time for feeling like shit. And just for the record: Halsteads didn’t get ill. End of discussion.
"There was a sharp jolt and then the earth started shaking. From one second to the next the lovely sunny day turned into chaos and destruction."
Will and Jay Halstead are in Los Angeles visiting their friend Connor Rhodes who moved there a year ago to work at UCLA. It was supposed to be a vacation! A little escape from Chicago with sun, beach, fun and drinks. But somehow everything turns out quite differently when an earthquake hits the city and Will and Jay are buried under tons of debris.
Connor's day starts out perfect - until he is wrongfully accused of sexually assaulting a young woman. Suddenly everybody hates him, nobody believes in his innocence, he is suspended and arrested. Who is this woman that accused him of raping her? And what kind of game is she playing? Will Connor be found innocent or stumble deeper and deeper into this mess?
Terry's death hit Jay really hard. It triggers his PTSD and he's spiraling down. But before he can hit rock bottom, somebody from Jay's past turns up and something even worse happens. Something that Jay and his brother Will may not get out of alive...
This story is set right after 3x17.
If anybody had told Jay that morning that he would drown in thigh deep water in the middle of Chicago, he would have laughed. But right now, he didn’t feel like laughing as the water swashed over his mouth.
FANDOM: Seal Team
Brock’s last conscious thought was „Oh, fuck – that was it!”. He didn’t feel the shuddering of his body when it impacted with ground. Didn’t feel the bones splintering. Didn’t feel his limbs go slack. He didn’t feel the blood seeping from his nose and head wound, forming a little pool on the forest floor. He also didn’t hear his brother’s screaming. Didn’t hear Cerberus whining.
Clay still lay on his side, as he had before, eyes closed and fast asleep. He looked pale. Stella crouched down in front of him smiling, gently stroking his hair. “Hey, wake up, sleeping beauty.” She kissed him, first on his forehead, then on his lips. He didn’t move. Why didn’t he move?
Clay just doesn't wake up the morning after they came home from deployment in Afghanistan. What happened? Will he be ok?
Sonny Quinn’s right leg was on fire. Well, obviously not literally, as he was lying on his back on the icy ground - in the snow of a dense larch forest. He was sure the leg was broken. He had sneaked a peak down his leg – and no leg should ever be bent in such an angle. But that wasn’t his top concern at the moment. Clay, his best friend, lay about 5 meters from him, his body curled around the tree trunk that had broken his fall down the steep slope - as if he was hugging it. Lifeless.
Brock felt something impact with the back of his head. Hard. His head, and with it his whole body, flew forward and stars exploded in front of his eyes.
Brock is mugged on his way home from the bar.
FANDOM: Six
Did you ever wonder what happened to Joe "Bear" Graves and his team after the show's last episode (S2E10)? This is my take on that story never told...
Joe „Bear“ Graves was in pain. 8 weeks since the day that had shattered his life to pieces. 8 weeks since the day he had destroyed the life of the people he loved. But now it would be over soon.
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wonderwhump reblogged
PROMOTIONAL PHOTOS Jesse Lee Soffer as Jay Halstead CHICAGO P.D. – 10.03, A Good Man scheduled airdate: October 5, 2022 source: NBCUMV
So this is my guess fo 10x03: Jay kills somebody to protect Hailey. Voight covers it up somehow but says he can’t have them both in Intelligence anymore because they are too close, too much of a risk. Jay has to go. And he won’t just switch units but leave Chicago altogether (considering what Nick Gehlfuss said in the interview).
So I‘m pretty sure Jay won’t die but he’ll leave Chicago. Upstead will be ok but seperated / long distance relationship. And as far as I know the Chicago One writers by now I‘m pretty sure we won’t get anything we are hoping for. No whump, no brotherly scenes between Jay and Will, no love scenes between Hailey and Jay. No heart, no ending with a big bang.
I know, we all love Jay Halstead to bits. But let’s face it. He has been an undervalued character in the show and will get an undervalued ending. I‘ll be sad about that. Sad for Jay, sad for Jesse, sad for the fans. But on the other hand an ending like that won’t break my little Jay fangirl heart. I won’t be watching Chicago PD anymore without Jay. But I won’t be destroyed. I will be able to continue reading and writing whumpy fanfiction about our boy.
And with an ending like that they are still leaving a door open for Jay/Jesse to return to the show later. Or maybe he could pop by every now and then for short visits…
Anyway, I‘m wishing Jesse all the best and a lit of fun and success for future endeavors. Maybe he’ll give us some new characters to obsess about 😂
wonderwhump reblogged
JESSE LEE SOFFER as JAY HALSTEAD CHICAGO P.D. – 3.17, Forty-Caliber Bread Crumb
oh, look at him, almost crying... 😢😍
Jay Halstead beat up
I made fanart! Whumpy fanart. 😈
This is my painting of Jay Halstead after being beat up and tortured. It was inspired by my Chicago PD / Chicago Med fanfic "It should have been me" on AO3 for which I posted the final chapter today.
So if you like, check it out:
About my fanart: The photo I used as inspiration isn't mine, it was a random photo I found online. The fanart is mine - digital oil painting, done with Procreate on iPad pro with Apple pencil.
I'm not earning any money with this.
Feel free to reblog.
It should have been me
Terry's death hit Jay really hard. It triggers his PTSD and he's spiraling down. But before he can hit rock bottom, somebody from Jay's past turns up and something even worse happens. Something that Jay and his brother Will may not get out of alive...
This story is set right after 3x17.
I'm currently writing my first Chicago PD / Chicago Med crossover whump fanfic where Jay and Will Halstead are whumped - like a lot!
Check it out if you like. And I'm happy about all comments and input you can give me!
wonderwhump reblogged
Chicago P.D. (TV Series 2014– ) Season 3 | Episode 1 | Life Is Fluid
So... they let us wait 2 whole seasons for some proper Jay whump (in 3x01) and then they make it so short and act like it's not a big deal. What happened to Jay after he got rescued? Where are the details, where's the comfort, the aftercare, hospital scenes... tv show producers and directors have no idea what we need ;)
I guess only fanfic can save us here and bring us some whumpy relief...