here's what eliot's wearing before he finds out he's going to be meeting with damien moreau today: classique eliot spencer layered plaid look, blue, no braids

here's what eliot's changed into when he finds out he's going to be meeting with damien moreau today:

black collared shirt & black undershirt to match moreau's people's black-on-black theme, + secret comforting braids

i dont have any thoughts on this bc my brain is empty im just presenting the information :)

#im on the floor im eating grass im screaming its fine#its fine everythings fine#he. blends in#he wears the uniform but he needs something thats His so he has the braids#help via bostonbakeddeans

#oh fuxk oh fuck#hes wearing clothes to fit in. clothes that hide blood stains#hes going in there and presenting himself as an ally#he's really just trying to signal im still on ur side without having to say it bc he doesn't know if he can bear that lie#he usually wears colors bc he can now. no more suit#and while he doesn't wear the suit to the meeting#he wears the colors#almost like you can't take my full expression from me bc im not with you anymore#but you colored my existence and you colored it black#you colored it burned down houses and blacked out documents#you colored it hidden bloodstains bc no one can know The Right Hand got injured and Eliot has to stand at the dinner all evening#im combusting via therandomfandomme

#okay but like!!!#he’s playing power negative! just like always!#the closest he can get to playing power negative in a room full of people who really know what it means that he’s The Eliot Spencer#is to put on his Uniform via buzzmcnab