if i had a nickel for every ship that i have which is shorter light brown hair/bookish/artistic/dad who left trauma boy times longer curly black hair/super smart but kinda dumb/internalized homophobia/dad who stayed trauma boy id have two nickels which isn't a lot but its weird that it happened twice right?
both of them originally thought the other one just pitied them genre of sickening love is my favorite
sometimes you're talking to your parents and you realize not everyone knows that remus lupin is gay and then you get sad about it.
CONGRATS ON 200!!!!! <333 hehe ummm can I ask for wolfstar, and like their ‘first date’ at a restaurant… happy please!! Tysmmmm >333
'that feelings stuff'
best tropes for each of my fav marauders ships
rosekiller: honestly i just love pining barty and annoyed regulus. like a barty who is somehow convinced evan doesn't like him even though evan has been in love with him for YEARS and then regulus and pandora just lock them in a closet.
starchaser: THE ARGUMENT SCENE WHERE REGULUS SAYS JAMES INSTEAD OF POTTER CAN NOT BE OVERUSED I WILL DIE ON THIS HILL
wolfstar: sirius asks remus on a date and remus doesn't realise it was a date until a month later. this trope can not be messed up, every version is perfect.
dorlene: knight marlene x princess dorcas. the fanart and writing both impeccable. or coffee shop aus. all of those as well.
pandalily: all of them. every single one. you can not go wrong
i looked up at the sky and i said "please"
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"Remus?" But Remus is already running.
Away from Dumbledore. Away from the Order. Away from everything.
Sirius. It was Sirius.
No. That can't be right, because Sirius had promised he loved him. Said that it was forever.
Sirius, in Azkaban? Part of Remus wants to run there right now, rip the entire prison open and they would all be free, and then it wouldn't matter.
But, no. The worst part comes crashing down. Sirius was sent there for a reason. Sirius belongs in Azkaban because Sirius betrayed them.
James and Lily. Dead. That should be what he cares about. He should care about finding Harry, wherever he is can't be good.
But, that isn't what is happening right now.
Right now Remus is begging the cloudy night sky to bring the traitor back because he is desperately in love with him.
So much he doesn't care. About any of it.
"Please."
But nobody is listening.
i don't know how to articulate this but a wolfstar breakup is down bad with swears and a rosekiller breakup is down bad clean version. iykyk.
you don’t get to tell me about sad
@my-castles-crumbling ttpd microfic
(I wrote a full oneshot based on this)
“I’m sorry.”
Remus ignores him.
“I’m sorry.”
Remus keeps ignoring him.
“Look, Moony, I know I was wrong. It was a terrible thing.”
Remus doesn’t say a word.
“What can I do?”
Nothing.
“Please, Moony.”
Remus closes his eyes, and stays silent.
“Ok, I’m miserable. Are you happy now?”
“You’re miserable? You are?”
Sirius eyes widen as Remus actually turns around, his perfect eyes meeting Sirius’, filled with fury.
“I could’ve killed him. If James hadn’t intervened I would have killed him. You don’t know what that’s like. You can’t even fathom how awful that feels. I trusted you.”
“I know…”
“No. You don’t. I loved you. You don’t understand. And you don’t get forgiveness.”
And then Remus leaves. And Sirius knows it is different. But… Remus loved him. And he only finds out like this. After he has ruined it forever.
So Sirius cries himself to sleep every night. And Remus doesn’t care.
Because… why would he? Sirius doesn’t understand. Sirius can’t fix it.
You'll find that you were never not mine
@my-castles-crumbling TTPD microfic (wolfstar) WORD COUNT: 369
I wasn't clear on if we were supposed to put the lyric itself in the fic, so i did just to be safe :)
CHAPTER 15!!!!! OMGOMGOMG
taglist @gardenofrunar <3333
so proud of this fic. I can't believe its already at 30k words and im only just finishing year one! I love you all. so much more to come <3
ok is anyone bored? do you also like marauders fanfiction? because i need help. i'm not just doing this for clicks (or that isn't my intention), i really need people's thoughts on my fanfiction and what direction it should go because the writers block is KILLING ME! https://archiveofourown.org/works/55062496/chapters/139599376 here is the link. specifically on the end of chapter four. i'm going to tag all the ships because even if i annoy a bunch of people (and i really am sorry) if just one person spares like 8k words of their time it could really help me out. thank you tumblr <33
been dabbling in marauders fanfiction, written half a chapter of an au where there is no voldy because dumbledore ran off with grindelwald after convincing him to not be bad in that cafe scene in SOD3. so basically mcgonagall is the headmistress, and everything is great. would anyone read? be honest, it isn't very good so people really shouldn't be interested. but i'm supposed to be putting my work out there so here we are. i've tagged the main ships that would be included lol. idk this is probably nothing but i figured id share my idea. PS they would all be in the same year, since i don't have the energy to google when everyone would join the story and everyone else would graduate etc so they all start their first year in 1971. because then i can put sirius and regulus in the same classes. this is all hypothetical though lol. ok that's all i am going to actually post this. why? because it's my blog. why am i still typing? because i have imposter syndrome and clinical anxiety and depression and i feel the need to constantly justify my actions in the eyes of everyone in the entire world ok i will shut up now sorry.
the linny to wolfstar to jegulus to pandalily to rosekiller pipeline is real. my dearest little wizard gays <3
reminder that gay people recognize gay people in fiction. if i tell you “oh their gay” they almost certainly are. like, i know for a fact.