and i you, cas

Loving Day by Mat Johnson

[ID: A picture of a line from the mentioned book. It reads (quotation marks in the original): "Let's pretend desire isn't the first stage of despair." It is underlined by hand.

In the addition, two frames from Supernatural: Dean looking at Cas in the green room and Dean sitting on the floor in Despair. /End ID]

STACKEDNATURAL ⇉ 100/327 (part 1)

dean's like idk why you love me you're so much better than me you don't have to love me let alone this much but me? i'm a wretched and broken thing, i do need you like the very air i breathe i have an existential guilt eating me from the inside but you're my world cas

but cas is like you're not broken you're only scared and i do love you yk and i'm okay with you wanting me needing me i like that it makes me feel sickly addicted to you wanting me like i'm just a rebellious failed angel i'm not that interesting anyway and i'm not a human i don't love like you do i hardly understand how humanity does it, loving and you do it so effortlessly most of all

dean + hugs

I don’t want to find out about world events anymore

reblog if you need a hug

Reblog to give the person you reblogged this from a much needed hug

message to all bitches

please survive

"why are you celebrating the 4 year anniversary of a fictional character confessing his love for another character?" YOU WOULDN'T GET IT

like yes it's obviously about Them, but it's also about celebrating each other, fans that I've talked to for literal years. about celebrating the amazing creators, funny bloggers, and otherwise sweet people that have bonded over a cheesy monster of the week show. it's about celebrating queerness and connecting it to the things we love because it's important to us and it's beautiful no matter the stupid shit people working on the show have said or done. it's about telling my 14 year old self that we win, how even if some of the show turns in a shitty direction, they are in love and they can't undo that. and yes it's also about destiel kissing with tongue!!!

Finally

WE'RE SO BACK

— Tamsyn Muir, Nona the Ninth

Happy 5th of November <3