THEY ARE EVEN SEXYER WHEN THEY COVERED IN BLOOD AND DUST🥺💕
4.01 | Lazarus Rising
Fourth of July, 1996
in which repressed feelings come to the surface and years of pining come to a close... sort of.
inspired by the fireworks scene from dean's heaven in 5x16
sam x dean
- weecest, first kiss, fluff with a lil hint of angst for spice
words: 1334
read it on archive!
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There’s a spark in Sammy’s eyes, and Dean’s not sure he’s ever seen anything quite like it. He’s happy. Really, truly happy, and God, it makes Dean’s chest ache. What he wouldn’t give to see Sam like this all the time. Is this what life would’ve been like had they been raised like real kids?
They weren’t, though. They weren’t raised like normal kids. Hell, there wasn’t a damn thing about their lives that came even close to normal. Whatever the fuck normal meant anyway.
Dean and his adorable bed-hair.
~AU
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Spoiler: No, Sam did not go home.
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Kept some of the original diolouge and made angst, I’m testing out a new text app.
#MySPNLittleMoments 158/365
Dean Winchester, protective big brother since 1983
x He Told Me He Was H o l l o w
Sometimes I wonder how many nights Dean spent outside, hanging around the stanford sign, looking into his little brother’s apartment, just seeing a glimpse of his new life through windows.
Sometimes I wonder if John never came home after Sam left for college, those 4 long years and Dean’s been on the road ever since, making pit stops at crappy motels, sleeping alone, and singing ‘ramblin’ on’ to an empty room, beer in hand and tearing to the tune.
Sometimes I wonder if Dean watched the two lovebirds at the halloween party, and the kiss they shared made him finally snap.
Sometimes I wonder if ‘Dad’s missing’ Was just a cop out for ‘I miss you, I want you back.’
Sometimes I wonder…
do not think about deans legs thrown over his partners shoulders, his fingers desperately clutching their hair/the sheets under him, the shameless moans he lets out, or how he rolls his hips helplessly while he gets (arguably) the best blowjob of his life
do not think about how his toes will curl, how his thighs will tense, or how he’ll arch up off the mattress and throw his head back with a wet sigh when he finally comes
just don’t do it, you will regret it
aight children let’s do this
(god that one just completely cracks me open he would give anYTHING TO SAM EVERYTHING TO SAM ANYTHING SAM ASKED FOR HE COULD DO IT HE WOULD MURDER AND CHEAT AND CUT PEOPLE OPEN HE’D RIP HIS OWN HEART OUT AND CHOP IT UP INTO PIECES LOOK AT HIM HE’S OFFERING SAM EVERYTHING)
THIS IS SOME HIGH QUALITY HOW TO LOOK AT YOUR BROTHER RIGHT HERE.
Quick destiel.. because I NEED IT!(sdkfjalsdfOTP)
I wanted to do an AU!…but ended looking like end!verse/2014!(?…then i cried
Also,I added more tattoos for the spnartchallenge!(i hit two birds with one stone(?))
Dean’s tattoo:(MMVIII-IX-XVIII: 2008-9-18)Near his heart)/(+Cas’s feathers+hickeys because I CAN)
(X)
Rape me,Rape me my friend♫ ♪ ~(X)
wip… v(@∀@)v
Sastiel Creations Challenge | Yifera ↳ Items: Party. Health. “We started with one and now we have seven. You have no chill.”
In an AU where the characters allow themselves to have nice things (and the bunker isn’t so because there’s windows) Cas adopts a puppy and gifts it to Sam. They make it a habit.
Happy 10 years of Sastiel! ❤️
Like the Gun
hey all! welcome to the master post for my fic, Like the Gun! :)
After a traumatic experience, Dean receives a service dog, a hundred therapists, and a type of healing he never expected.
a tutoring fic with a bit of a twist
(updated at no regular interval/whenever my mentally ill little brain lets me)
(note: while chapters one and two are uploaded on tumblr, i’ve decided uploading chaptered fics here is too much of a hassle so from now on, i’ll only be posting LtG on ao3! i will still post updates regarding the fic, as well as the occasional teaser here!)
chapters:
i - words: 1955, ii - words: 941, iii - words: 1596, iv - words: 2658, v - words: 2453, vi - words: 6652
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My boys 💕 the original idea wasn’t mine, it’s from z-pico in devianart. I just redraw it to be Sam and Dean Winchester ✨