can't decide if i want an au where eddie and tommy fuck after the bucktommy breakup (tommy texts him 'is he okay' and eddie says he's not going to get in the middle of it but then they keep texting and then they meet for coffee and then somehow eddie's dick is in tommy's mouth and it's deeply about buck for both of them and eddie doesn't know how it HAPPENED), or an au where eddie finds out that buck and tommy have continued to hook up after the breakup, and has a series of conversations with buck about it that make him feel lightheaded with lust and stomach-churningly sad at the same time. like i want both.