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I dwell in possibility...

@wickednerdery / wickednerdery.tumblr.com

Writer. Crocheter. Always Seeking Inspiration.
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Hey Byleistr, sorry not sorry. :D Daffodil, Carnation, Bone, and/or Black.

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Býleistr from HoarFrost Hel

Daffodil - Do you like trying new things? What is something new you’d like to try?

It would depend on the thing, the reason for trying it. If it might be beneficial to me, my people, I’m more than willing to test or attempt something. Also torture methods interest me and I do like trying them out on prisoners - you Midgardians have interesting methods, given their overall primitiveness. I’m somewhat interested in trying a few of them.

Carnation - Are you comfortable with PDA?

You people haven’t even the guts to use the words, ha! My people are not shy like yours. If we desire, we act. ...This said I prefer softer shows of affection to be reserved for private times. I’m a king, I can’t be seen as soft.

Bone - When was the first time you ever witnessed death? How did it impact you?

I...can’t recall. The first time that stands out is when my uncle raped and killed one of his lovers. She’d betrayed him, you see, even tried to sell Jotun technology to her off-world lover. I was playing with the woman’s son when my uncle came out and killed him as well. My uncle got a commendation for it. As far as impact...I’m not sure what you mean. I was disappointed, he was a friend, but traitors are not to be shown mercy. 

Black - What is the darkest thing you’ve ever done?

I imagine what I and others might consider “dark” would greatly vary. I will say it troubled me somewhat that, when my father was murdered, I didn’t cry. I didn’t care for others crying either. It bothered me, all that weeping and wailing. Pathetic...but then, with so many others doing it, why couldn’t I?

My biggest note here is that I seriously doubt Býleistr’s first memory of death is, in fact, his first experience with it, haha! I think he was born shortly after Odin’s war with Jotunheim so there was a lot of death around him from the moment he was born...this incident stands out because he felt something about it (it DID impact him), he was friends with the boy killed, he was there in the moment and is able to recall the actual death. Also, he laughed at the PDA question and not just mockingly, like in his answer, LOL!! Thanks for the questions, @holykryptonitekitten, they were great!!

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Laurel, Emerald and Army for Gabe?

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Gabe from HoarFrost Hel

Laurel - Is there a major victory you’ve achieved in your life? if so, what is it?

Ummm...I got outta the H.Y.D.R.A. labs all by myself, that was pretty big. Also I once brought back Cyclops from the dead and he says he’s “forever” in my debt, which is nice, I think. Oh oh! And I ate a whole tub of cookie dough faster than anyone else in the mansion.

Emerald - If you could be immortal, would you want to be?

Haha, I am immortal! I never thought much about it though because I just come back. But I like it, I like bringing other people back too. It’s nice to able to save and fix them. I just don’t like the seizures or headaches that come with it though, they make me sleepy and cranky for days after. 

Army - Do you have a fighting style? If so, what is it?

Yup, I sure do! Mostly I just spar, which is play-fighting. I don’t like fighting much, I try not to, but I can. I call it dance-fighting because that’s what everyone else calls it. See...

I have an idea of how Gabe got out of the lab and, it’s actually pretty gruesome for the H.Y.D.R.A. folks, hahahaha!! I think, in general, Gabe doesn’t think about his powers, he doesn’t see how extraordinary they are (or he is), he just thinks “I can fix/stop this” and does it, lol! And I can’t promise you’ll ever actually see him fight hand-to-hand if only because, once he gets to the level where fighting is necessary, he usually just uses his powers to do what he needs to and then takes off, haha! Loved the questions, @ultrarebelheart, thank you so much!!

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Send me a shade of color for my OC(s) to answer

Red - What makes you angry?

Crimson - Have you ever been in war? If so, describe how it impacted you

Maroon - What are you most passionate about?

Imperial - Are you in any position of power or authority? 

Ruby - Would you consider yourself impulsive or reckless?

Chili - Do you like spicy foods?

Brick - What are some things you dislike?

Rose - Would you consider yourself a romantic person?

Redwood - How tall are you? 

Wine - What is your opinion on alcohol? (and does it exist in your world?) 

Orange - What are some of your comfort foods?

Spice - Do you like to cook? Do you cook often?

Tangerine - What is your favorite fruit?

Peach - Are you generally a more gentle and soft spoken person or a louder and rougher person? 

Squash - Do you live in an agricultural setting?  If so, are you a farmer or something of the sort? What kind of crops do you grow?

Amber - Do you wield any sort of superpower? If so, what is it?  

Honey - Have you ever considered marrying someone? What is your opinion on marriage in general? 

Sandstone - Who in your life has been the most healing for you?

Rust - Have you thought about becoming old? Can you become old? Are you scared of being old? What do you think about elders? 

Pumpkin - What is your favorite part of Autumn? (If that exists in your world)

Jumpsuit - Have you ever been arrested/ in trouble with authority?

Bronze - What is your favorite way to warm up when it’s cold 

Yellow - Are you an optimist or a pessimist? 

Dandelion - Would you consider yourself stubborn? 

Marigold - What types of flowers are in your setting? Do you have a favorite?

Blonde - What is your hair color? do you like it?

Lemon - Are you more of a clean or dirty person?

Safety - What is the most traumatic experience in your life?

Gold - Would you consider yourself more rich or poor, in comparison to the world you live in?

Butterscotch - Is there candy in the world you live in? If so, do you have a favorite one? 

Daffodil - Do you like trying new things? What is something new you’d like to try?

Sunshine - Are you a more active or lazy person? 

Green - Was there ever a time in your life that you went through a period of growth? describe it. 

Juniper - What is the nature like in your setting? 

Shamrock - Do you believe in luck? If so, are you a generally lucky person?

Pine- If camping exists in your wold, have you gone camping? did you like it? do you go often?

Green tea - Does Tea it exist in your world?  If so do you like it, and which kind is your favorite? 

Fern - Would you enjoy running a flower shop? 

Seafoam - Are there bodies of water in your setting? Describe them if you can

Mint - Does Ice cream exist in your world? If so, what is your favorite Ice cream flavor? 

Laurel - Is there a major victory you’ve achieved in your life? if so, what is it? 

Emerald - If you could be immortal, would you want to be? 

Brunswick - Are you a person who is often jealous? what makes you jealous most often? 

Avocado - Are you a health nut or a fan of junkfood? 

Army - Do you have a fighting style? If so, what is it?

Olive - What is your Greek personality type? (sanguine, phlegmatic, choleric, or melancholic)

Blue - Are you a creative person? How do you like to be creative? 

Peacock - Are you a more flashy person, or do you like to blend in?

Sky - What is your favorite time of the day?

Arctic - Do you prefer warm or cool weather? 

Cerulean- What is your favorite way to cool down in hot weather?

Baby (blue) - Would you consider having children? If so, how many?

Periwinkle -  Would you consider yourself to be a good parent? what do you think a good parent should be?

Denim - What is your fashion style?

Navy - have you ever been on a boat/sailing? does it exist in your world? did you enjoy it? 

Ultramarine - What is your favorite aquatic creature? (if they exist) 

Cobalt - Do you live in a world with freedom? Describe your opinion on the subject

Teal - What makes you feel most at peace? 

Turquoise - Are you good at communicating your feelings?   

Lapis - What is your opinion on religion and the afterlife? 

Aegean - Would you consider yourself a wise person? who do you look to for wisdom? 

Purple - Is there magic in your world? if so, describe how it works

Violet - What is your ideal date?

Lilac - How would someone win you over?

Lavender - what is a smell you really like? 

Royal - How do politics work in your world?

Eggplant - What’s the weirdest thing you’ve eaten?

Amethyst- What is your aesthetic?

Mauve - What makes you feel nostalgic? 

Magenta - What is your Zodiac sign? 

Pink - Are you currently in a relationship? if so, who is your partner? 

Watermelon - what are your favorite summer activities?  

Bubblegum - Are you a sassy or sarcastic person? 

Salmon - Do you have any health issues or physical disabilities? 

Blush - Do you have a crush on anyone? If so, who is it?

Cotten candy - Would you say you have a sweet tooth?

Carnation - Are you comfortable with PDA? 

Rouge- Do you have an unpopular opinion? 

Pastel - Do you prefer pastel, bright, neon, or dark colors?

Coral - Do you have a strong moral code? What are some moral things that you feel strongly about?

Fuchsia - Are you a generally playful or goofy person? Who or what makes you feel playful or goofy? 

White - Do you consider yourself a good person? What’s the best thing you’ve ever done for somebody?

Snow - Have you ever seen snow? Do you like it? What do you like to do in the snow? 

Frost - What do you like to wear in cold weather?

Bone - When was the first time you ever witnessed death? How did it impact you?

Cotton - What do you like to wear for pajamas? 

Cream - Do you prefer Tea, Coffee, or Cocoa? (If your world has those things. If not, what sort of hot drinks do you have?)

Coconut - What would be your ideal vacation? 

Pearl - What do you look for in a romantic partner?

Parchment - Do you like to read or write? 

Lace - What would you name your child if you were to have one?

Porcelain - Do you consider yourself a delicate person? Do you fall apart easily? 

Salt - Would you consider yourself a mean person? What is it like to fight with you? 

Ghost- Are you easily scared? What scares you the most? 

Ivory - Do you play any musical instruments? If so, which ones and how well? 

Chiffon - Do you prefer a larger and cleaner environment, or a smaller and cozier one?

Alabaster - What is the most recognizable thing about you? What are people most likely to notice about you when they first meet you?

Egg-nog - Do you celebrate Christmas? If so, what traditions do you have? Which are your favorite?

Ecru - Do you have curly, wavy, or straight hair? 

Beige - What kind of foods do you eat when you’re bored?

Tan - What is your skin color? Do you like it, or do you wish you looked different?

Buttermilk - Do you prefer pancakes or waffles? (if those exist in your world)

Oatmeal - What is your usual breakfast?

Linen - What clothes do you wear to work?

Sugar cookie - What reminds you of your childhood? 

Sand - Have you ever been to a beach? If so, what’s your favorite thing to do at the beach? 

Hazel - What kind of folklore/myths/stories are told in your family/community?

Sepia - Do you have any hobbies? If so, what are they?

Buff - Would you consider yourself to be fit, fat, or skinny?

Latte - Do you like milk in your hot drinks? 

Brown- Where do you call home? 

Mocha - How do you like your coffee? (If you like coffee) 

Cinnamon - Which of the “Cinnamon Roll” memes fits you best? (looks like they could kill but is actually a cinnamon roll, looks like a cinnamon roll but could actually kill you, looks like a cinnamon roll and is actually a cinnamon roll, looks like they could kill you and could actually kill you, or sinnamon roll)

Tawny - Cats or Dogs? (or any animal for that matter)

Hickory - How smart are you? Would you consider yourself more book smart or street smart?

Leather - How “basass” would you say you are?

Brunette - If you could change your hair color, what would you change it to? 

Gingerbread - What is your favorite holiday? 

Penny - If you could make a substantial living doing anything, what would you do?

Chocolate - Do you like chocolate? If so, what is your favorite way to eat it? 

Chestnut - Have you ever ridden an animal? If so, which one? 

Umber - Who do you call your friend? How many Friends do you have?

Carob - What do you look for in a friend? 

Cedar - How old are you? 

Caramel - How much does sugar affect you? 

Mahogany- What is your moral alignment? (Lawful good, Neutral good, Chaotic good, Lawful neutral, True neutral, Chaotic Neutral, Lawful evil, Neutral evil, Chaotic Evil)   

Peanut - Do you have any allergies? 

Grey/Gray - Introvert, Extrovert, or Ambivert? 

Shadow - What is your biggest regret? 

Silver - What do you imagine the future to be like? 

Graphite - Do you like to draw? If so, do you draw often? What do you like to draw?

Smoke - Have you ever taken any drugs? 

Fog - Was there ever a period in your life when you were confused and lost? how did you get out of it? 

Fossil - Do you have any older relatives other than your parents? If so, how many? Do you like them? 

Slate - If you could erase any memory from your life, would you do it? If so, which memory would you chose? 

Cloud - What do you spend the majority of your time thinking about? 

Ash - Is there something or someone from your past that you miss? 

Iron - Have you ever used a weapon? Do you own one? If so what is it?

Black - What is the darkest thing you’ve ever done? 

Ebony - Describe your family

Onyx - What are your nightmares most often about? 

Obsidian - Do you suffer from any mental disabilities? 

Spider - What irrational fears do you have? 

Charcoal - on a scale of one to ten how would you rate your survival skills? 

Soot - How hard do you work to achieve your goals? 

Midnight - Are you a night or morning person?

Raven - Can you fly? If not, do you ever dream about flying? 

Ink - write your autobiography in one sentence 

Just tell me which OC and what story!!

Ask one of these, something else you’re curious about, or share/request headcanons For OCs…

Any OC I have, including readers and the Norse Myth ones I’ve made my own - Býleistr, Helblindi, Hermóðr.

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Fossil, Slate, Cloud, Ash, Iron and Black for Malina?

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Malina from HoarFrost Hel

Fossil - Do you have any older relatives other than your parents? If so, how many? Do you like them?

I don’t know. I was born into slavery, separated from all possible family at birth. Slaves are generally not kept together if they’ve a bond and those that are kept together tend to be at greater risk, in my experience.

Slate - If you could erase any memory from your life, would you do it? If so, which memory would you chose?

No, I don’t think I would. I’ve seen and done many things that I wished I had not, but to erase them would change me. I would not have the lessons I learned, the knowledge I’ve gained.  

Cloud - What do you spend the majority of your time thinking about?

I should say pleasing my mater or mistress, but that is not the truth. The truth is I think most about surviving and how to make my life still worth living.

Ash - Is there something or someone from your past that you miss?

When I was very young I had a child with one of my masters. When his wife found out, she killed the child. She would’ve killed me too, but my master sold me before she was able. I miss him and our lost child so much, I do not try to think on either of them anymore.

Iron - Have you ever used a weapon? Do you own one? If so what is it?

Only in fighting other slaves, be it for sport or self-defense. I was trained for combat, briefly, and am able to use a number of weapons. I don’t own any though, it’s illegal for a slave to own such things. The closest to owning a weapon I’ve come is having, using, the poisonous venom that comes naturally to my species. That is a weapon that cannot be taken from me.

Black - What is the darkest thing you’ve ever done?

I’ve killed other slaves. Some in competition, some of defense. One for preying on slave children, which was, as humans say, the most cold-blooded thing I’ve done. I’ve never regretted though and would do it again, if need be.

...WOW...so, haha, gonna be honest here, I had NO clue about her child or, really, any of this. This is why I love “Ask the OCs” though, because I end up learning as much as you guys, haha! @ultrarebelheart, thank you so much for these, they were great and I learned a lot about Malina here!! :D

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Black, Ebony, Onyx, Obsidian, Spider and Charcoal for Ash please?

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Ash From HoarFrost Hel

Black - What is the darkest thing you’ve ever done?

I worked for Division 3 of S.H.I.E.L.D. using my abilities to find other mutants. I thought I was sending them to safety, to be helped, but in the end I discovered they were not given those things and, instead, often held as prisoners...and, if certain rumors are true, worse. It’s the worst, darkest, thing I’ve done and my biggest regret, I think.

Ebony - Describe your family

My birth mother was human, my birth father a mutant, but they are both deceased, I’m afraid. I don’t recall them, but am told they died protecting my elder brother, Dustin, and I. Dustin, who prefers Dusty, is also a mutant, though we’ve different abilities - his is the ability to activate and deactivate others’ powers. My adopted parents are very kind, though not mutants so there’s a slight disconnect in our world views at times. Still, I love them very much and have no doubt they’ve always loved me.

Onyx - What are your nightmares most often about?

Possible deaths I have been, or at least feel, responsible for. Those of my parents, those of mutants I found while working for Division 3. I’ve also experienced the fear associated with nightmares while my dreams remain quite tame as my powers of empathy roam while I sleep.

Obsidian - Do you suffer from any mental disabilities?

Depression, mainly. It’s not a constant, but it’s there and can be easily trigged when I’m near others’ suffering. Anxiety is also an issue at times, but I’m not sure it’s so bad as to be diagnosable as a disability or disorder.

Spider - What irrational fears do you have?

Irrational fears? Going hungry. I’ve plenty of food, always have had to my recall, but for some reason I always fear I won’t. It’s made all the more irrational given I don’t actually eat much to start. I’m also not fond of the dark, but I can handle it.

Charcoal - on a scale of one to ten how would you rate your survival skills?

It depends on the circumstances that need surviving, but perhaps a 7 or 8? I consider myself relatively adaptable to most things and, when out of my element, I can usually find and befriend someone more skilled than I. I’ve also been blessed to have friends, such as Logan, who’ve taught me to survive the wilderness.

Oh my god this is so much fun and I’m learning/remembering so much, haha!! Thank you so much, @ultrarebelheart, I’m so glad you sent these!! 

((Side Notes: Division 3 is from Legion FX, but I made it my own in a way so...yeah, LOL!! And you guys MAY meet Dusty in this story at some point, he’s very different from Ash and has the faceclaim of Naveen Andrews.))

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 ϡ  MENTAL STATE, Malina from HoarFrost Hel 

Most of the time, Malina is actually rather stable mentally - born into slavery she’s accustomed to being treated as such and manages to navigate within her world quite well. More recently The Creator’s experiments have left her on edge and sadder than in the past though and hope of a better master/mistress is fast fading...That said, she continues to be respected by others of her station and remains strong as possible so that she might, at least, survive.

Ehehehe, that was fun and reminds me that, fuck, I gotta catch up with her...maybe in Loki’s next piece or two??

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LMAO!! I’m not a morning bird by choice…I was forced into it, LMAO!!

My Mother tried to force me but it never took lol, only my kids talk to me before I have my coffee

I confess, more than family, it was my years in nursing school that forced me into being one.

You just can’t go 24-48+ hours without sleep every couple days and still function so I had to give in, go to bed early, so I could wake up around 4-5AM and still be able to do what I needed for my clinical.

Otherwise I was just this guy…

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chibiyanai

You’re a nurse?! :o

I feel so bad for you working those kinds of hours, if someone does that here the hospital gets a reputation of exploitation

No, I’m not a nurse @chibiyanai...I did 3 out of the required 4 years of nursing school - did well too - but it ultimately wasn’t for me. I always got in trouble for talking to the patients too much, which ultimately turned the experience sour for me. (The hours and aggressive competition encouraged by the teachers also didn’t help, heh.)

I am now and have always been - career wise - a writer first and foremost. Though I’ve worked in hospitals now and again and, if I had the money, I’d likely go back to school in order to gain a Master’s degree in Psychology. (I currently have my Bachelor’s in in along with English and a Master’s in English with a concentration in Creative Writing.)

...I’m a huge fucking nerd, have I mentioned this??

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‘The most interesting thing about life is the answer to that question: ‘What do you want?’ And that’s the question you have to start with, with these characters.’

I can’t speak much on acting, but this is 100% true with writing and why I absolutely love it...well said, Mr Hiddleston!

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mindfulwrath

Here’s a hot take: villains should be relatable.

Not every villain, not every time, and certainly not to everyone at once, but there should be moments. We should, occasionally, be able to see ourselves in the bad guys, be able to understand how they got there.

Because it reminds us not to fucking go there.

Antis who get upset about villains having relatable qualities (often couched as being “romanticized” or “woobified”) are people who cannot bear to ever think of themselves as having the capability of being wrong.

Every human alive is capable of being a horrible person. Relatable villains remind us to keep an eye on that shit.

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Ben Mendelsohn in Animal Kingdom (2010)

POPE!!!

(Seriously my first Ben love, this role was fucking incredible…just….chills!)

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losethehours

He moves through the world looking human and people assume he is one @wickednerdery.

YES!!!  He is a complete and utter psychopath of the highest order (I’ve no doubt Pope would be diagnosed with antisocial personality disorder).  Every thing and every one is either to be used or destroyed and there’s nothing he isn’t capable of…all the while he puts on a show of docility, but even then always with the undercurrent of a threat as he sizes up and stares down with his gaze.

I could never truly express how amazing Ben was as this character @losethehours 😊

@wickednerdery I don’t think he does anything for show. I don’t think he ever intends to threaten. He seems a visceral creature so his actions are all based on gut instinct. Stop, Go, Eat, Sleep, Kill.

He has that stare but it does not seem to be a threat it is simply how he looks at everything and everyone. Which makes it all the more terrifying.

Nothing about him can be predicted and none of the current psychiatric labels are enough.

People around him learn to never catch his attention for anything.

The only one he seems to genuinely communicate with in any form is his mother. He’s learned from her that his brother’s are not to be physically harmed and he obeys that law. It does not extend to anyone else though.

When he is searching the house for his keys and is frustrated, agitated then even his thinking and language skills drop away. In trying to ask about the pretty young girlfriend he starts throwing out words and the one thing he did that was the most telling, the most chilling was how he threw in the word “human” under his breath. That’s one of his labels for her, “human”. That one thrown in moment said more to me than anything else. Who thinks in those terms? What thinks in those terms?

He is also very smart. He knows his family members are idiots so his paranoia is always set to high and he does not confer with them before he acts.

Oh, see, I really think he does, haha!  Like when he’s asking Darren if he’s gay and if he’s scared...I think he intends to insult and intimidate, bully the younger into not backing out, but in a way that’s subtle and prevents Darren from responding negatively because Pope’s “just asking”, just wants Darren to talk to him about those things.  (Outside as ammo, I doubt he cares if Darren is gay or scared lol.)

I agree on the stare @losethehours ...the threat isn’t intentional, it’s just how he looks at everything, but that sort of look is always threatening because it naturally says “you’re nothing/you’re food”.  (I think even Ben said “Don’t look into his eyes because he’s just looking where he’s going to fucking bite you.”) 

...He’s a shark in a human suit and while he tries to pass as the rest of us, he doesn’t wear that suit well enough.  It’s why his seeming helpfulness/curiosity/human behavior never quite sits right and he becomes all the more disturbing to watch.

And, yes, he’s very bright and why he generally keeps his family out of the loop...I’ve always imagined his mother is one of the only ones who could keep up with his mind/match his personality on any level (her own viciousness is wonderfully interesting and, ha, far more subtle) and that’s why they seem to share a bond that seems otherwise impossible for a man - creature? - like Pope.

Also I agree that that scene where he goes “human” is one of the most revealing ones for his character....like you point out, who/what thinks in those terms?  Because it’s not a human - I still imagine he’d be diagnosed with APD, but that doesn’t even cover what Pope is.

((PS: I love that I have someone to delve into Pope’s psychology/character with, finally, haha!  And bless Ben for making him the creature-character he is!)

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Ben Mendelsohn in Animal Kingdom (2010)

POPE!!!

(Seriously my first Ben love, this role was fucking incredible…just….chills!)

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losethehours

He moves through the world looking human and people assume he is one @wickednerdery.

YES!!!  He is a complete and utter psychopath of the highest order (I’ve no doubt Pope would be diagnosed with antisocial personality disorder).  Every thing and every one is either to be used or destroyed and there’s nothing he isn’t capable of...all the while he puts on a show of docility, but even then always with the undercurrent of a threat as he sizes up and stares down with his gaze.

I could never truly express how amazing Ben was as this character @losethehours 😊

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