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#literally begging for this writers strike and sag strike to be over so I can go back to WORK#it’s nice to be able to sleep and have time to see family but also!! I fucking miss it!! a whole lot!!#I miss being a part of this huge thing getting to make some beautiful or funny or just really cool art!!!!#I really miss feeling like I’m making something meaningful!!!#and now it feels like quarantine again where I have such a fire inside me that wants to create and make art and films and everything#but I get so scared of starting it that I don’t even know where to begin#which is fucking stupid#but I feel like whatever I want to make won’t be good enough#which is also stupid#bc I know I have to make bad stuff to get to the good#anyway#bella's thoughts#personal