14. He said, I swear, I can’t bear to look at you - Rejection | Scars
Warnings: scars, injuries, implied torture, mentioned drowning, intimate whumper
The welts across their back had turned into thick scars. They could feel them sometimes with the shift and tug of clothes, the way the skin felt tight if it pulled in the wrong direction. The bruises on their wrists bloomed in deeper shades only to fade quickly, but the ache was still there.
They looked at the cuts on their face, stark under the harsh lighting of the bathroom. Glistening red. Their eyes traced the shapes of their features, the line of their jaw. The way their hair fell around their face and framed them like the dark circles framed their eyes and the blotchy ring of bruises that circled their throat.
So many injuries. So many hurts. All healed by her stupid, magical, wonderful pool. They went in willingly now, not wishing to be half-drowned again. But still, it was all scarred. She couldn’t wash that away. They were still marked. There was still evidence, she couldn’t erase the pain, even if sometimes the memories were hazy.
They trudged down the stairs and found their way to the breakfast room, slipping into the chair she pulled out. The table was laid with fancy, delicate plates of pastries, fresh fruit, and a rack of toast, and the smell of strong coffee and freshly squeezed orange juice permeated the air. Like it was just a typical day, in an ordinary house, during normal circumstances.
They felt entirely underdressed for the setting, always did. They felt like a mess of scar tissue, webs and lines and fissures, inside and out. The glue of defiance that held them together was starting to weaken, crumble. Cracks appeared, like the lines they could trace on their skin.
“Good morning,” Celeste said, lightly brushing their hair aside.
Stone nodded hello, numb. They tried to find something to say but came up blank, bit their lip and sighed.
“You do look lovely today,” Celeste murmured.
Of course she would think so. It was all her making, afterall.
oh no this is the last one uploaded uwu :3 i love all of these so much Socks, you’ve done such an awesome job!! :’)
Stone breaking down here, ouchie my heart </3 they’ve been so good and strong, they rly need a hug,, (not from you Celeste!! >.>)
oh and this: ‘The glue of defiance that held them together was starting to weaken, crumble. Cracks appeared, like the lines they could trace on their skin.’ like, bud, your writing is too beautiful, the angst is killing me here ^w^
and them having scars despite the magic pool... like yes pls, ‘still, it was all scarred. She couldn’t wash that away. They were still marked.’ - i mean, we wouldn’t want the magic water to heal all of it, right?? gotta have a little reminder :3
love itttttttt :D <3 <3 <3