more Marvel trash

sin tm meme , rebelcaptain. n26 please? ;u;

They haven’t seen each other in three standard weeks, and although that doesn’t seem like such a long time, it’s entirely far too long when it comes to Cassian. She wants to be near him all the time, wants to touch him and talk to him, keep him safe from the horrors of the galaxy, and it drives her nearly insane every time he’s out there without anyone to watch his back. When he comes back, it’s all she can do to keep from throwing herself at him in the hangar, in front of everyone, onlookers be damned. She manages, somehow, but all bets are off when they’re finally alone in the small room they share.

She pushes him against the door at first, kissing, then he flips her, fingers digging into her waist, and eventually, they end up on the bed. Cassian sits on the edge as Jyn leans over him, arms around his neck, unwilling to let go of him for a second.

“I missed you, Captain,” she sighs into his mouth, just an instinct, not really thinking about what she’s saying.

Cassian groans, low in his throat, and he sounds similarly distracted when he answers. “I love it when you call me that.”

Jyn pulls away at those words, too tantalizing to be ignored. A grin forms on her lips. “What? Captain?”

At her question, Cassian immediately flushes a soft shade of pink, which is… something. She can count on one hand the number of times she’s seen him blush.

But as he opens his mouth, stammering, it’s clear that he’s flustered. “I – well…”

It’s endearing, and a little amusing, but she takes pity on him when he can’t even meet her eyes.

“Cassian,” she says and pushes him on his back so she can straddle his lap. Then she takes hold of his wrists, catching his eyes. “Don’t be embarrassed. You don’t have to hide anything from me, ever.”

To make her point known, she holds his gaze, refusing to look away until he’s seen her sincerity. Cassian stares at her for a long second, searching her face, before he caves in, shoulders sagging.

“Alright, fine. I like it,” he says, and he still sounds embarrassed, but at least he’s admitting it. That’s good. She can work with this information. It’s information she’s very happy to know.

Jyn grins and leans down to kiss him.

“What else do you like, Captain?” she asks as she breaks away, voice low and husky. She adopts a teasing tone, wiggling her eyebrows. “Want me to be the disobedient rookie with a big mouth?”

“No,” he says seriously, and that stops her in her tracks. Looking at him, she sees that he isn’t upset, but something in his eyes tells her that he’s not at all attracted to the idea. If she thinks about it, it’s probably because they’ve both spent too much time pretending to be other people to enjoy any roleplay games, even in bed. “I just want you to be Jyn.”

She nods, a little touched by the sincerity of his voice, the way he gazes up at her. In awe, full of vulnerability and devotion. She’s overwhelmed with affection for him, almost brought to tears by the simplicity of his desire. It’s silly. But –

He only wants her. Nothing else, no conditions, no reservations. It’s an exhilarating knowledge.

She tries to hide her tears in an attempt not to kill the mood and runs her fingers through his hair.

“Jyn and her captain,” she whispers, and despite her best effort, some of her sentimentality slips through her voice. “I can do that.”