Sam lost his shoe…but Adagio For Strings  is playing.

he lost his shoe :( (jared is so baby.)

Understood? So, what’s it gonna be?

all hail the boy king and his scruff

Desperate Sam - His last-ditch attempt to save Dean. 

jack sam HAS FAITH IN YOU

I really, really like that Jack’s positive flashbacks are of Sam. That makes me happy.

I don’t care what anything in canon says SAM IS JACK’S DAD.

I see your 'sam is jack's dad' and raise you 'jack sees sam as a dad but sam sees jack as the baby brother he's always wanted to be able to raise and care for and he lost adam too quickly but now he has jack and he is damn well going to Do Right By Him'.

there’s nothing they can’t accomplish together

I love this as a thing that hypothetically could have happened. But I also love that it is Sam's dream and Sam dreamed teasing Dean with his mum but ALSO LETTING DEAN HAVE THE FOOD and Cas giving it to him.

SPN 13x20: Unfinished Business

Oh look, pretty boys huffing.

God, to Dean: You’re the firewall between light and darkness

God, to Dean: The Earth will be fine. It’s got you, and Sam. 

Darkness, to Dean: You gave me what I needed most, let me do the same for you. *resurrects Mary*

Death, to Dean: You’re important. You and your brother. 

…

Will some cosmic entity please tell Sam personally that he’s goddamn fucking important so he can stop hearing it second-hand from Dean?

But I think that’s part of the cosmic joke? The irony? The journey? Because, to Dean, this is absolutely not good news. He doesn’t want to be the firewall and have all of that responsibility. He thinks Chuck is a shit for trying to leave it all in their hands like that. But Sam? Sam, I think, would love to hear this. It would make him feel so much better, like when he said the trials were purifying him. He feels unclean and to have God and sundry BIG IMPORTANT IMMORTAL beings telling him he’s important, that he matters, that he is not unclean, that he’s good?? That would mean so much to Sam. It would do him so much good. But I don’t think that’s where we are in Sam’s journey. Not yet. 

Exactly. Dean hates being singled out at birthday parties let alone by God, Sam wishes he could be like the knights on the quest for the Holy Grail.

Sam, the man who was positively giddy at the prospect of actually shaking hands with a real live angel, while Dean was grumpy about being chosen by heaven from the get-go and was convinced that those angels were all dicks.

Sam, the man who’d sacrificed himself to save the world after being told personally that God just didn’t care enough to intervene to save it.

Sam, who’d been through everything he had, offered himself up over and over again to put right what God had let go wrong, when he finally MET God face to face instead of being ANGRY about all of this, he was practically giddy. Because through everything God had put him through, even by proxy, Sam still had faith.

Dean never did, and never even wanted faith in some cosmic power. It’s irrelevant and an unwanted burden to him.

Whatever Sam discussed with Chuck when he agreed to take on the Mark of Cain in 11.22, when he was willing to take on that burden knowing exactly what it would mean for him after spending most of s10 trying to save Dean from it… well… I think that at least gives us SOMETHING about what Chuck and Sam must have covered in that discussion for Sam to have agreed to take the mark on himself.

Yet another difference between Sam and Dean. Dean doesn’t want to be singled out. He just wants to keep his head down and do his job. And the universe has repaid him by repeatedly dragging him kicking and screaming into the limelight. Sam has repeatedly singled HIMSELF out, and the universe has repaid him by repeatedly failing to acknowledge how much he’s sacrificed personally to keep it from self-destructing.

So basically: 

- Sam needs to know that he’s enough, that he’s good and worthy and that his suffering has purpose (or even that he doesn’t have to suffer to be good and worthy). - Dean needs to stop having cosmic responsibilities dropped on him every five minutes because that shit is exhausting, and all he wants to do is work, maybe get a decent burger now and then, and maybe bone down with the angel who keeps coming back to him. 

The whole thing is made infinitely worse when you throw Dean/Cas into it, because just as Dean goes off to talk to God and the Darkness and gets told he’s important and comes back with his resurrected mother… he goes and talks to Death and gets told he’s important…

… and then immediately following that, Cas is resurrected. 

It doesn’t matter what the reason actually is. From Sam’s perspective, Dean keeps getting rewarded, while Sam gets a dead Eileen. 

This is a fascinating discussion. I’m excited/terrified to see what’s next for Sam..

this is all terrible and horrible and no good and very bad, how dare you

Does this really need any explanation? ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) 

(Okay, a little explanation, for folks who don’t wear Sam goggles, hee! Late-seasons’ Sam in early-seasons’ Sam’s wardrobe.)

@themegalosaurus @monicawoe @denugis @lipglosskaz @ameliacareful @ifisgood @sunflowerchester @soulless-puppy @caranfindel @the-megalosaurus @ilikaicalie   I think I pinged all the instigators! I LOVE YOU HORRIBLE PEOPLE.

Edit: Dang it! I forgot Sam’s belt! Ah, well. Maybe he left it in Dean’s room….

*looped around Dean's headboard (and this is adorable and I love the sketchy way you got the folds in the way the shirt's hiked up by his arm)

So as I already have Cassy and Deana here.

I thought of Samantha. And here she is!

“Fuck it. You’re coming with me.”

Dear @haipuvainen had written me the most heartwarming little fic for christmas, and before long i found myself doodling this adorable scene from it uvu

@dreamsfromthebunker

oh no how can you post this and not link to the fic??? WANT NEED.

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so i wanted to share this little tidbit from my m&g with jared and it’s specifically show related/about sam so i think it’s okay. and i wanted sam fans to hear this bc i know it’s something discussed a lot (this is all paraphrased and stuff btw, but i tried to accurately capture jared’s answer).

at njcon, i essentially asked jared this: “the show has had this trope of having sam constantly have to work with his abusers but never addresses the after effects. last season he had to work with lucifer, and lucifer was even in his room, and cole the season before that, and gadreel before that. and most recently there was his torture and sexual assault from toni, who i have a feeling he’ll now have to work with. so do you think sam has any trauma and ptsd and struggles working with them?”

jared said that he thought that of course sam had trauma, a lot of trauma, from all these events and these people. but he went on to say that he thinks sam is a character who constantly feels like he needs forgiveness - that he needs to be forgiven for the things he’s done wrong in his life. and because sam always feels like he needs to be forgiven, that makes him feel like he needs to forgive others in return for the wrongs they’ve done. he said that sam doesn’t want to work with them, nor forgive them, and it’s hard for him in these situations and of course the trauma is real and present for sam, but sam also knows that when he is working with them it’s typically born from necessity, so he has to kind of shoulder his own demons and work with these people despite what they’ve done. so it boiled down to jared saying that yes, sam has a great deal amount of trauma, but he will stomach that/ignore that because sam is a character that feels like he needs to be forgiven and therefore has to give forgiveness back and also because of the situations of the boys’ life 

also jared seemed a little shocked/interested by the question, said it was one he didn’t think anyone had really asked or put together, but he appreciated the weight of it and definitely took his time to answer seriously and think about sam and sam’s headspace, which i truly appreciated. 

omg. he does it because he blames himself. because he feels he needs forgiveness so much that he extends that forgiveness to others first as a defence mechanism, because it feels less evil to blame himself than others :( SAM

S10 vs S12

gabriel would like to register an objection to this blatant overuse of a melodramatic plot device nobody gets to torture sam but him from now on okay