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2.16.21 | it’s been so long since i’ve posted any of my bujo spreads on this account but i’m here! i’ve still been journaling :”) i also graduated from university in December and will be starting optometry school in the fall...

sometimes, it still astonishes me how far i’ve come (and what i’ve achieved despite my fears, insecurities, the pandemic lol) and i wish i could just go back in time and tell my freshman year self that you’re gonna be okay. you’re gonna find your people in college and you’re gonna make the coveted “college experience” meaningful for you, even if that’s not the one the movies and books portray. you’re gonna shine and excel and you’re gonna do it in your very own way !!

12.6.18 | i shud really post on tumblr more 😬 but here is an update, for the future me who will read this caption. winter quarter of second year is almost over (practical tmrw :’( life’s moving way too fast and it seems like i’m never progressing enough (even tho i have! in v small ways) slow progress is still progress !!

i work now !! and i love those crazy little kids sm, even when they drive me up the wall. hopefully soon, i’ll start hospital volunteering, even tho i still feel really uncertain about. maybe start new things as well? we’re taking it one step at a time ✨

8.22.18 | so it’s been like five months since i’ve posted on tumblr? l o l but here’s a spread i made to document a summer day in the city of angels ✨✨

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3.2.18 | i did absolute shit on my midterms this time around. it’s so frustrating to study and do practice problems and read and reread and still receive a low grade, especially when your friends still score well. i don’t even know what to do. 

2.11.18 | i have crises every other night this is ridiculous

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2.7.18 | i love the yellow aesthetic 

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2.7.18 | half way through with winter quarter already? i just took my bio and chem midterms last week (and i did well!) and i have two more midterms to finish up next week. i’m trying to stay positive and to not be so hard on myself, and most days, it works out. 

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i remember going into 2017 with so much excitement and hope for the future. with graduation and turning 18 and entering college, there was so much to look forward to, and change was exciting and definitely much needed. 

2018? i don’t know what’s going to happen this year, where i’m going to end up, i don’t know how to feel about this new year. so i guess, i’m just going to take it one day at a time and figure it out along the way. 

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DAY 2 OF 12 

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✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟTWELVE DAYS OF CHRISTMAS  *:･ﾟ･ﾟ✧

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11.24.17 | i really have no clue where i’m going

so my first quarter at university is almost at an end (finals in three weeks what??) and college really wasn’t anything like i expected it to be. not going to lie, these eight or so weeks have been some of the hardest days ever, and here are a few of the things i have learned: 

1. You learn how to be alone. Everyone has their own dreams, their own things to do, and for the most part, you end up doing things by yourself. You walk to class alone, eat lunch alone, and it really teaches you to be independent.

2. You’re still a kid, and everyone around you is too. There’s still so much life ahead of you, so many things to learn and discover about the world, and it’s okay to feel like you’re scrambling to find a future. You have time, so don’t stress out too much.

3. It might be the best four years of your life, it might not be. I’m really starting to learn that college isn’t for everybody, and some people adapt and thrive a lot more easily than others. Don’t pressure yourself into making it “the best four years”. Just take it one day at a time and enjoy it as you go.

10.22.17 | ohmygosh, college is hard ;-; no one said it would be so incredibly lonely and it makes me miss my high school friends so so much; it’s so hard to meet anyone but i’m slowly getting used to college and getting used to all this solitude, maybe i’ll write a masterpost/letter to myself about it soon, we’ll see~

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8.24.17 | you know that place between sleep and awake, that place where you can still remember dreaming? that’s where i’ll always love you, that’s where i’ll be waiting 

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8.1.17 | people’s memories are the fuel they burn to stay alive - haruki murakami || ft. dried flowers from my graduation bouquet and a necklace filled with messages from my friends

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