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Anonymous asked:

Honey i just read Survivors guilt and wow you're amazing at writing. The way you build up this whole world, and the stories, and the characters with just WORDS. Are you planning on writing any original books? Cause i would die to read it

YOU ARE TOO SWEEET!! Survivor's Guilt was really the fic that made me think I could do this writing thing. And that's because people like yourself went out of their way to tell me how much they loved it and to encourage me to keep writing. Thank you! It still means the world, 5 years later.

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Not really a question, I just wanted to tell you that Survivor’s Guilt is literally my favorite Bellarke fic EVER!! I reread it at least two times a year, it’s just so fuckin good sis!! So, given the shitty end of the show, I’ve decided to completely ignore the last three seasons and make your fic, my headcanon, so thanks for that babe. Sending you ALL the love ❤️🙌

AWWW I LOVE YOU ????? i’ve written plenty of AUs, but my heart has always, always been with canon fanfiction. that’s how i fell in love with fanfic as well-- to imagine the ways the story could go or simply expand its borders. and most of all it’s for that sense of hope, that sense of possibility, that idea that a canon fic could have come true.  

it always makes me so happy to know that my work did that for someone else. :’)

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(1/?) Gosh I just finished reading “Survivor’s Guilt” and HOLY FUCK ARE YOU TALENTED. The way you were able to describe their journey and bring the characters to life, not to mention the emotions you made me feel!!!! I LOVED how you were able to weave your story telling with such memorable scenes from Clarke and Bellamy making a graveyard with the forget me nots to them meeting Xander. The way you described how EMPTY they felt and with a lack of purpose, and how you brought them purpose again

(2/2) with them agreeing to have a kid. Not to mention, how you perfectly depicted that confusing state of them loving each other but not wanting to cross boundaries in case they would ruin anything. ADDITIONALLY, the way you freaking wrote the scenes where Clarke and Bellamy were separated and how they *wouldn’t* stop fighting for each other. I just wanna thank you for sharing your writing with us and for just being you. You’re doing great things in this world even if you don’t realize it

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i.... the way this made me clutch my heart like i was a 75 yo lady???? IM NOT CRYING IM JUST ALLERGIC TO.... NICE PEOPLE..............  😭

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Survivors Guilt got me stayed up until 3am been reading it all at once oh my god your writing is unreal.

this MESSAGE is unreal, omg. it always blows my mind to think someone read my words for hours on end into the night. thank you so much for taking the time to tell me!!

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Ik you wrote Survivor’s Guilt like three years ago but I just ate it up in one afternoon and really wanted to say that you’re so incredibly talented!! It’s one of the most intelligently written and thoughtfully organized fics I’ve read and you and all other fic writers truly are the unsung heroes for doing all of this hard work on par with published authors completely unpaid and at the expense of your own time.....I hope you have the fuckin BEST 2019

aaah the fact that i still get messages like this nearly 3 years later is so touching omg :’) thank you very much for taking the time to send it. every bit of work i’ve put in is worth it for the incredible response i get from people in fandom! happy 2019 to you as well!

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I just want to say, I finally read through Survivor's Guilt and How to Save a Kingdom last week while on a camping trip. I enjoyed them both a TON (even while I was trying to read with campfire smoke in my eyes). So I just wanted to thank you for giving me some perfect bellarke feels while I was in the middle of nowhere!

thank YOU for reading them even while campfire smoke was in your eyes lmaooo and for taking the time to tell me, it means a lot!

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Omg I was just thinking about Survivor's Guilt and how it was so good... Then I remember how the first time I read it, that it would be absolutely bonkers if t100 had a real Gladiator fighting pit... And now it's happened, and I'm just not sure how I feel about it.

shock collars, gladiator pits, ALIE mansion beds&showers, clarke being the ~last person on earth; and all this in canon after i wrote the fic in early 2016 aksdhfla

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the holy trinity of fan fiction

I feel the need to write this down and if I could I would pin it to the top of my blog (but I can’t so here I am): 

1. Picking Up What You’re Laying Down - by verbaepulchellae ( @verbam )

 In which Bellamy and Clarke are friends with benefits but are really bad at it, because feelings. 

I always feel like I can’t properly describe just HOW FREAKING AMAZING this is.

- Angst 10/10

- Fluff 10/10 

- Smut 10/10 

- Characterization 15/10 (yes it’s that good)

2. Weave me a myrtle crown - by AJRedfern (I sadly don’t know her tumblr)

In which Clarke is a paramedic that has dreams/visions of roman gods and Bellamy a firefighter who is fiercely protective of his squad. Mix them together and you have an explosive combination. 

This work is unfortunately not completed BUT it’s still the best shit I have ever read in my entire live (books included and I’ve read a lot of those, my friend). It has a fair amount of angst, smut and A LOT of feelings and pining!Clarke in a way I just never got over, to be honest. I would pay a million dollars to see it finished but if it doesn’t, I’m still gonna read at least once a year until the day I die. 

3. Survivor’s Guilt - by laughingsenselessly ( @wellsjahasghost )

““There’s no one else to live for anymore.” Clarke utters those words without too much emotion. They’ve had time over the years to reflect on all the people ripped away from their lives. It’s no longer a fierce, stabbing pain, just a kind of endless ache that surges and subsides with every breath they take. After all their efforts, they failed. The story of the Skai Kru would die with them. “We’re the last of our people.”Bellamy finally looks up at her tone of voice and after a pause he says, slowly, “We don’t have to be.”–(Life After.)” I’m really bad at summarizing this beauty so have the authors. 

When I started reading this I wasn’t the biggest fan of angst but afterwards I was like sign me up for every angsty bellarke fic there is please, thank you. It just hurts so good, the story is just so unique I want to keysmash all the time while reading it. Bellamy and Clarke feel so raw and real and I just cry EVERY TIME I READ THIS (which is at least three times a year). I feel like a lot of newer bellarke fam peeps just haven’t read this yet and don’t know the glory of what this story is. 

Every single work of the authors is awesome but these three are just the best what our fandom has to offer. It just feels like we don’t appreciate our fan fiction writers enough and we need to say it out loud more often how great they are. 

Yes, there are a lot more AMAZING, BREATHTAKING works by fabulous authors out there and we should appreciate them as well, but these three are just the fucking best there is. 

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Omg I just finished reading ch. 1 of Survivor’s Guilt (I know it was a while ago for you, sorry to bother you about it now) and it’s just AMAZING! You captured those two SO well!! Beautiful characterization and jeez, the UST is KILLING ME!! Thanks so much for writing 😍😍

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ummm girl it’ll NEVER be a bother to get a compliment about a fic! quite the opposite actually; doesn’t matter how old it is ;) thank you so much for taking the time to send me this and i hope you continue to enjoy it!!

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Anonymous asked:

Do you have any bellarke pregnancy fic recs?

Mate.

Can I just say that pregnancy/baby/kid fanfics are my jam, I adore children and Bellarke as parents are the most wholesome thing in the world. Now that that’s out of the way, let’s get to the recs. (Doing the same thing with linking the story, the author, and the author’s tumblr page, for convenience’s sake. Although the authors will probably get annoyed with me constantly tagging them i’m so sorry)

This is honestly a classic, a Bellarke bible if you will. It’s a must read for anyone who loves Bellarke, this is canon-ish, and there’s everything in it. Angst, some fluff (not a lot, but still), smut, etc. It’s amazing and I don’t even know what else to say, so just go and read it please, lol.
(From the number of times I recommend this author, you’d probably think I’m her biggest fan™, and you know what, I’m okay with that title.)So this is a fic about a one night stand that results in a pregnancy. I loved how the relationship between Bellamy and Clarke grew and developed into love as the story unravelled. There were moments that made me smile or giggle like a lunatic and also moments that give you that pang in your chest if you now what I mean. Absolutely amazing, this was one of the first fics I ever read on Bellarke, and I think it’s most likely my most favourite Bellarke fic of all time. Go read it, right now, I’m not kidding.
Another accidental pregnancy - I’m kind of a sucker for this trope - where Clarke gets knocked up and moves to her father’s hometown and meets Bellamy there. There’s a very healthy dynamic here - as always with Chash, really - and Bellamy’s kid-loving personality really shines through in this fic. I mean there isn’t a universe in which I wouldn’t enjoy this fanfic, so you should read it too, for sure!
A planned pregnancy for a change, where Bellamy and Clarke haven’t told their friends yet that Clarke’s pregnant, and so when they get together to get drunk, Bellamy has to sneakily down all of Clarke’s drinks. This is honestly such a funny and fluffy story, and both Bellamy and Clarke are excited for the baby they’re expecting and this is basically like crack for those who like fluff. 
This isn’t so much a pregnancy fanfic, but there’s a baby. Basically, Bellamy and Echo had slept together in the past, and so when Echo died, it was discovered that she had put his name on the baby’s birth certificate. I enjoyed this so much, it’s such a wholesome story, and the baby-related situations here were the most adorable thing in the world. Highly recommend.
This is a fic that I read on tumblr, and I don’t know if it’s been posted on ao3 as well, but search for it on Kat’s page here. This fanfic is honestly the most adorable thing in the world, it’s a married and pregnant fanfic, and both Bellamy and Clarke are so in character, and love each other so much, I honestly adore this. Go check it out.

And now for a list of random pregnancy/kid fanfics that I enjoyed:

Happy reading!

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Anonymous asked:

32 for the shipsmeme

32 - Share five must-read fics:

ahhh this is my favourite questions! okay, in no particular order:

@kylorenvevo‘s sword of the jedi series. SUCH an amazing story, i can’t recommend it enough. the angst had me reeling for days and i ended up going to bed late/getting up early just so i could read more. the characterization was flawless – but in a way that was so creative? like how ben was written to be the same ben, but under different circumstances, is absolutely brilliant. and how rey was still rey, but rey having grown up with companionship and family. and rey and ben keeping each other centered. SO good.  

@kylorenvevo​‘s landscape with a blur of conquerors - just like thea’s other work, when i binge-read landscape the other day, i ended up going to bed at like 3am and getting up at 7:30 because i wanted to read so badly. the plot is absolutely genius and the writing style is beautiful and incredibly descriptive (in the best possible way). the mix of AU and canon and slowburn and angst make this one of my favourite fics of all time.

angel_deux’s won’t you let us wander series - i’ve read it like 3 times now and wish it were a book so i could proudly display it on my shelf. this is my new canon for what would have happened to jyn and cassian had they survived scarif. the author captured jyn and cassian and their emotional baggage perfectly. the fic tugs on your heart like you wouldn’t believe.

@wellsjahasghost‘s survivor’s guilt - it will always hold a special place in my heart. the characterization of bellamy and clarke is beyond perfect and jade’s writing style is amazing. it’s like the holy grail of all bellarke fanfics. incredible writing style, really unique take on tropes, and amazing interpretation of bellamy and clarke’s emotions. 

monroeslittle’s love will come through - which is one of the first bellarke fics i read and has really stuck with me. i mean, an arranged marriage au with bellamy and clarke? falling in love with each other? my. jam. honestly though, it’s so well-written and i’ve lost track of how many times i’ve read it. it has very season-1 vibes but from a completely different angle and you can really immerse yourself in it.

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