I'm genuinely like teared up I've never come across someone irl or online who grew up in a similar situation to me, it means so much to be able to relate to the posts about feeling like an alien when outside the cult environment but also feeling wrong within it. Like even the memes you make I can relate to. I can't really talk to my friends about it coz how tf do you even go about explaining cults without them jumping straight to "jonestown" so it means the WORLD to have found your blog ily 🥺😭💗💗💗