eddie and chris giving buck a st. christopher medallion for @meepmoopdraws2 (they are proposing in their pajamas 🥰)
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This isn't good news. This is the best news!
help me this is so 9th grade flirting eddie please
eddie told buck to call tommy as a sort of humiliation ritual which went on for much longer than it was supposed to and now he is saying BUCK. STOP. YOU DON’T NEED TO DO THIS TO YOURSELF ANYMORE. and buck is saying no eddie no pleaseeeeee let me back into the humiliation ritual please please i don’t want to turn inward please!!!!!! and bobby is saying BUCK YOU ARE DOING THINGS THAT ARE FAMILIAR TO ME AS AN ALCOHOLIC.
Eddie Diaz & Evan Buckley | 9-1-1 Season 8 Episode 7 'Hotshots'
buck buckley baked. instead of calling his ex-boyfriend who was Not Good For Him. HE BAKED. like, can we please be proud of buck buckley. for that. because no, buck wanting to call tommy is not a sign that they were Meant To Be. it is a classic buck buckley move. a direct comparison to abby. who he DID cling onto, to his own detriment. for MONTHS. like, this is a pattern. his family recognises that this is a pattern. because buck clings. buck clings because he's afraid to be alone and he's afraid he's not good enough. and his family knows this. MADDIE knows this, perhaps most of all. which is why she said what she said. bobby knows this too, has seen it. has seen the way buck throws himself into relationships (there was a whole conversation about it in the truck that one time) and clings to them even when (especially when) they are not good for him. he compared it to recovery, in fact. to being able to recognise when you are clinging on to something for all the wrong reasons. because you have let it shape so much of you that you don't know who you are without it. and eddie. eddie knows it too. knows that buck will shrink himself down, create a new version of himself to be whatever it is he thinks someone else needs. when, actually. he doesn't need to be anything for anyone. buck buckley BAKED. he baked. and when baking wasn't enough to combat the fear of being alone. his family rallied around him and refused to let him call his ex-boyfriend and shrink himself down again in order to be good enough. and i think that's beautiful.
Since the actor that plays Brad said there is a really beautiful poignant scene coming up with Brad and Eddie and he thinks the fans will love it and that Brad and Eddie share a “core wound” really has me thinking about how maybe Brad stayed in the closet so he could pursue acting and not be pigeonholed as a “gay actor” or whatever, especially being an older guy. And that he kind of had to give up that part of himself to live his dream, or he thought he had to anyways. And now maybe he regrets it, not being able to date and love freely, living in fear of being outed and that it might end his career.
Mama, a big red bisexual behind you… 9-1-1 | HOTSHOTS (8.07)
Oliver really just follows Ryan around with a camera all day long between takes huh
Mama the gays behind you.
how the turntables....
Watching Athena do literally anything else but be a cop is the best, I so wish she would retire and become a private investigator or something else god. I hate these cop forward episodes but I loved the cruise ship arc with her and Bobby and when they went under cover at the casino. And I’m sorry but in the year 2024 if you need a tv show to tell you cops are bad then idk what to tell you, I’m so tired of watching it.
Remember when I told you that the universe is gonna send a special person your way? Here she is!
I just wanna say if you break up with someone and everyone in your life including the people who know you the most are telling you to move on and not to dwell on that person there’s a good chance they didn’t like them and think y’all aren’t a good match.
Do you love him?
trying a new painterly rendering style!
the text was inspired from this fic. i already had this WIP drawn, but when i read this fic, it was almost exactly the same as what i had already drawn, so i got permission from the writer to incorporate a line from the fic.
The universe does not scream. 9-1-1, S04E06, S08E06 & S08E07 (Sneak peak)
