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The first time Dean and Cas get married, they do it on a whim. They’re passing by the townhouse and they’ve got half an hour to spare, so why not?

When they get back home, Sam and Jack are both devastated that they didn’t get an invite - Eileen finds the whole thing too funny to care - so that’s how their second wedding happens. It’s small ceremony in the woods behind the bunker, with Eileen officiating (she’s not a pastor but it’s not like any of this is legally binding) and Sam and Jack as best men to Dean and Cas respectively. 

The third wedding comes about when they’re visiting Jody and the girls and Claire gets a wind of it.

“Wait,” she says, gesturing at Jack, “Wonder Boy gets an invite and I don’t? How is that fair?”

So they throw another ceremony. It takes place a couple of days later, because Donna wants to be there and needs to take time off, and this time they do it in a church because why not? Jody ropes everyone but Dean and Cas into cooking a feast for the occasion, though Dean ends up helping out more than most of them, and they buy bottles and bottles of cheap sparkling wine so they can keep toasting well into the night.

It takes another year for them to get married again, when on their first anniversary Dean notices that their rings aren’t looking so great.

“That’s what we get for being cheap,” he says. “We should probably invest in something higher quality if we want them to last.”

“If we get new rings, does that mean we need to get married again?” Cas muses.

Dean grins. “Well, they do say fourth time’s the charm.”

“They do not-”

Dean cuts him off with a kiss. “Yes, let’s get married again.”

And that’s it. For a few years.

Then, on what turns out to be their last hunt, Cas gets into some serious trouble. They rush him to the hospital, where he is declared clinically dead for a minute. Dean stays at his bedside after and he is there hours later, when Cas finally wakes up.

“That’s it,” he tells Cas. “No more hunts. Someone else can pick up our slack, I don’t care, I’m not losing you again.”

Cas holds out his hand, smiling weakly when Dean takes it in both of his. 

“They said you were dead,” Dean continues, not even caring that his voice has choked up or that tears are now freely streaming down his cheeks. “If we’d arrived at the hospital a few minutes later…”

He stops. He doesn’t want to even contemplate that. What matters is that Cas is with him, injured but alive, and that Dean will bring him back to their home as soon as he’s better.

“We’ll have to get married again,” Cas says.

Dean blinks. “What?”

“The vows say ‘til death do us part’. I died. We’ll have to do it again.”

“We don’t have to-”

“Dean,” Cas cuts in, smiling fondly. “Will you marry me again?”

Dean smiles back. Raises Cas’ hand carefully, leaning in to kiss his bruised knuckles. “Yeah. Yeah, of course I’ll marry you. As many times as you want.”

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They’re really saying they saw kids being kept in cages and thought hey, let’s not make a story about them, but let’s make a story about the poor smol white law enforcers who do it to them and their mOrAL diLeMmA.

Speechless.

Added to the long list of reasons I am not ever going to watch Walker or support it and now sadly after just too many bad actions and takes and zero remorse, Jared.

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It’s important to note

A character with a history of suicidal tendencies making the choice to end his life thinking it’s better that way, with his brother standing by, basically assisting in his death with inaction is not good storytelling. It’s not “fitting.” It’s harmful. 

If you’re having a hard time right now, just know that you belong here. You deserve to be here. You deserve to be able to move forward and keep fighting for yourself. Your struggles are real, and seen. Nothing would be better if you weren’t here.

If things are looking bleak, please don’t forget that resources exist to help you: 

For Americans, The National Suicide Prevention Hotline:  800-273-8255

You are seen. You are loved. Don’t give up.

SIGNAL BOOST 

this is IMPORTANT, especially now given what J*red said in that interview, and honestly his words hurt so much more because of AKF. 

death is not the answer. 

you deserve to be saved. 

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k i know nobody asked but the one line from 15x18 that i specifically Cannot Process and Will Never Be Over is “because the one thing……i want………….it’s something i know i can’t have.” LIKE THAT IS SO INSANE??? THAT HE WAS ALLOWED TO JUST SAY THAT OUT LOUD?? ON REAL ACTUAL NETWORK TELEVISION?? like. like. at LEAST once an hour, every single day, for fucking two months straight now, it just Hits again that cas wants dean. like he thinks dean is beautiful, and he daydreams about dean in his spare moments, and his heart flutters when dean looks at him or laughs at his jokes or brushes a hand across his shoulder, because cas fucking Wants Him. wants him!!!! like oh my fucking god, there are so many intimate and vulnerable and deeply romantic experiences implied in the idea of wanting someone, and it’s just CANON??? fucking CANON!?? that castiel, THEE angel of THEE lord, has felt ALL OF THAT for dean. that something about him was so fundamentally changed in such a relatively short amount of time that now the One Thing He Wants, More Than Anything Else In All Of Creation, is a fucking romantic relationship with dean winchester. and that’s just real???????? and they aired it???? absolute fucking MADNESS LUV!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyways my bad if that was unhinged, i just watched soberdenatutal’s lord huron the night we met amv again and i am not “in control of my actions” at the moment

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Hey, I'm really struggling. My mental health hasn't been getting any better and I'm really struggling again financially. I'm behind on council tax and rent, we barely got any food. My family have just sort of ditched me and not helping me at all and I feel so lost and abandoned.

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