Thinking of Bev Keane while listening to this:
This vid has completely obliterated me just as much as the show did, ending up in tears late in the evening.
It was impactful, relatable, and SO understanding of the core themes of the show- I am SO glad to have watched this 💜,but also heed the warnings.
It really touched on some heavy subjects, but the analysis is so, so good and relevant, and incredibly profound.
Erin Greene ☾ It isn’t about us anymore. It’s about everyone else in the world… Dying for people we haven’t even met. No greater love than that.
That moment I said, "Vote Greene for Mayor" before bursting into tears.
Hey, guys some tw-stuff happens a lot in Midnight Mass and it may be triggering for some people so imma compile tags that I've seen so far.
I promise to avoid spoilers.
Midnight Mass TW-Warnings:
- Animal deaths
- Religious Trauma
- Racism
- Islamophobia
- Slit-wrists imagery
And, those are the ones I think. Feel free to add if I missed some. Try to avoid spoilers. Take some breaks if it gets overwhelming. Take care. 💜
Finally. It has been acknowledged. We all know Angel came to Crocket coz they thought Pruitt was a good mate who provides a good home, bountiful food and children :^)
With snot and tears on my face, I laugh hysterically before full on sobbing on the floor.
Imagine hearing Girlboss Leeza Scarborough's speech again but said by Erin Green to Pruitt.
Imagine hearing Girlboss Leeza Scarborough's speech again but said by Erin Green to Pruitt.
A What If idea-
Just a slight ep 5 canon-divergence but somewhat canon-compliant in the end.
What if... Riley interacted with someone else before going to Erin's.
- What if he bumped into Ali? And he told him to go. To take his Dad and run. But the kid took it the wrong way and said that they're not going anywhere.
- And Riley quietly took that in and turned to walk away. His lonesome form mildly silhouetted by the street lights his eyes were visibly... different.
- Freaked out by the whole encounter, Ali came home to where the Sheriff treated his injured hand (kid's got a small cut he waved around that really tested Riley's control) and asked if eyes could change if someone glared enough. And we get Hassan's first "wtf" face.
- Ali recounted the encounter and how off the man was ("He told us to run"), and once the sheriff knew it was Riley and his probable state of mind he went out to search for him.
- Hesitant about approaching the Flynns first he went to approach Erin. But she wasn't there already. And reluctantly went to the Flynn's where they confirmed Riley's MIA for a while
- (Most likely did not reveal that Erin filed a missing report).
- The next day he decided to try again and was just on time to hear Erin delivering the news. He took her just as Mrs. Flynn shoved her away and brought her to Dr. Gunning's house.
- The whole story came out and the blood combustion is demonstrated, resulting to the Sheriff's more profound "WTF" moment.
- They decided Project Runaway is a go, and it's more or less canon with the added subplot of Hassan taking his kid out of school under the discerning and malicious eyes of
HellspawnBev. - Unhappy, and bewildered on why he's being taken away. Ali shoved his Bible in his bag and reluctantly followed his dad to the port? Harbor? Just on time to witness the shadiness of Sturge.
- Project Runaway failed and everyone's reluctantly revamped (lol) to Vampire Slayers status- in which the story comes out again and Ali Freaks Out.
- Not wanting his friends to be undead, he made a speech of saving this island's godforsaken peeps because they don't deserve such a fate (this op grudgingly agrees and I'm so proud of the Ali in my head)
- Hassan is heartbroken, and so, so proud of this boy he and his wife raised. (I pictured the whole interaction, know what emotions to put but now words their so hard rip) And the holy trinity of girl bosses approve.
- The Sheriff brings out the fucking gun. "Make every bullet count," he said. (Coz it's the only one he has, and it wasn't even supposed to be used and his Life Story comes out here.) And this wasn't said in-canon but they mostly did, didn't they?
- Before midnight mass-- Erin and Hassan bonding because it's clear at this point that they're in desperate need of grief counseling so they bonded over that and I need these two legends to be friends yo.
- Oh, right. Ali tried to tell his friends but that curly jerkhead kid was messing him up and Bev entered here. So he was forced to pretend everything's fine. He's still gung-ho about entering their church and admitted that he and his dad will attend mass that evening. Bev approves but her disdain shows and is, as usual, a condescending arse.
- More or less canon except for the part where Hassan freaked out coz he more or less saw it coming but he's "wtf" expression is on again. But this time so is everybody elses.
- He still shot Angel first before being forcibly restrained like canon, and everyone in the Slayers squad got their turn with an added bonus where Ali got his shot too trying to save his friends and was mauled over as a result but not before tossing it back to the squad as they looked on horrified and the Sheriff made that scream that Leeza Scarborough did not ever want to hear again.
- And the rest is as told.
(Mostly just wanted to have more Sheriff and his son's scenes)
(With an added bonus of me reimagining Erin Greene in Van Helsing's 2004 outfit as she shot Bev Keane to death.)
Midnight thoughts before I go to bed (ye, it's almost 12AM again rip 😭)
Midnight Mass AU Potentials
Pre-canon Hassan and Erin Greene and Riley friendship. coz THEY WERE BOTH (erin and Hassan) IN NEW YORK IMAGINE THE AUs GUYS C'mon.
- Hassan could've met Erin and him helping her runaway from her a-hole husband.
- Erin being there with him and Ali as they grieved. Because They Are Now Best Friends.
- Cute moments of everyone being excited about Littlefoot
- THEY MET RILEY WHEN HE HAD A TRIP/PARTY AT NEW YORK TOO MAYBE
- Riley realizing he has a shitty lifestyle, and consequently realizing he is mayhaps treating others shittily too, and taking steps to change (he did not kill anyone and the girl lived happily for the rest of her life)
- He took World Religion Studies coz the fundamental differences between his two friends intrigued him and he hasn't been practicing lately and he's curious.
- Predictably, he came out as an atheist afterwards.
- Ali has now 3 major influences when it comes to life and religion aka he has 4 parents now instead of 2 (we still count his mom ok?)
- Tentatively stable and encouraged, Riley reached out to his family to connect. They might not entirely understand one another, but they still love each other. #ReconciletheFlynnFamily Project
- Warren and Leeza are now dating. She's taking her life back with her own hands and wheeling herself to a path she's chosen to take (forgiveness and living- Joe ended up finally taking the courage to heal and leave the island)
- Those two visit Riley who's surprisingly incredibly successful and lives close by with his two best friends even tho he could afford a better place.
- Hassan retired from NYPD and is the Head Security of Riley's company- and the occasional sounding board of some admittedly either brilliant or weird ideas.
- Leeza, Warren, and Ali are now best friends. Riley and Erin wrote a book, with occasional prose/monologue contribution from Hassan (coz what are we without God tier monologues). He might snark on them monologuing too much but he's just as bad and continually added to the word count (his friends graciously do not point this out). And Littlefoot is born!
- Found Family Galore 🎉🎉
- There is no vampire plot coz Pruitt failed on smuggling Angel and it died in the sunlight.
- They shipped Pruitt back in Crockett wherein Sarah found out the truth and took care of him and her Mom. When her final duties were done. She hightailed out of there and had the most epic Lesbian Wedding Extravaganza that shooketh the entire CrockPot island when they've heard of it. The end.
- Oh, and Bev Keane was so scandalized, she choked, tripped and broke her neck. Dying alone and unnoticed.
I can’t quite articulate it yet, but there is something so incredibly heartbreaking about Erin’s final defiant actions against the angel.
she has that moment with Riley earlier on in the story where she tells him about her mother, and how they owned birds and had to clip their wings, and how her mother said that her own wings were clipped when Erin was born. a fucked up thing to say to a seven-year-old. damage done.
and then Erin spends some of her last few minutes alive ripping away at the angel’s wings, clipping them, in a sense, making it so the thing can’t fly away and cause more death and trauma elsewhere. this time, more damage prevented.
the part I can’t put my finger on is what that meant for Erin. I know it means something for her story - the way she was brought back home, the last place she wanted to return to, for the sake of her unborn child and its future. she sort of clips her own wings for the potential child’s sake, although she also recognizes that pregnancy saved her life. and when she’s clipping the angel’s wings, she’s sacrificing herself - it’s too distracted by drinking her blood to fight her off and protect itself.
and the virus of the angel prematurely ended Erin’s pregnancy, took her Littlefoot away from her. her own happiness in the child she never got to have - the opposite of what her mother wanted. a child Erin wouldn’t have resented in the same way, not at all. the virus takes that happiness away and Erin in turn takes the virus’s ability to spread and “procreate” away.
it’s circular and sacrificial and vengeful and defiant. and sad. really sad.
there’s layers and layers there, and I’m still unraveling them.
Midnight thoughts before I go to bed (ye, it's almost 12AM again rip 😭)
Midnight Mass AU Potentials
Pre-canon Hassan and Erin Greene and Riley friendship. coz THEY WERE BOTH (erin and Hassan) IN NEW YORK IMAGINE THE AUs GUYS C'mon.
- Hassan could've met Erin and him helping her runaway from her a-hole husband.
- Erin being there with him and Ali as they grieved. Because They Are Now Best Friends.
- Cute moments of everyone being excited about Littlefoot
- THEY MET RILEY WHEN HE HAD A TRIP/PARTY AT NEW YORK TOO MAYBE
- Riley realizing he has a shitty lifestyle, and consequently realizing he is mayhaps treating others shittily too, and taking steps to change (he did not kill anyone and the girl lived happily for the rest of her life)
- He took World Religion Studies coz the fundamental differences between his two friends intrigued him and he hasn't been practicing lately and he's curious.
- Predictably, he came out as an atheist afterwards.
- Ali has now 3 major influences when it comes to life and religion aka he has 4 parents now instead of 2 (we still count his mom ok?)
- Tentatively stable and encouraged, Riley reached out to his family to connect. They might not entirely understand one another, but they still love each other. #ReconciletheFlynnFamily Project
- Warren and Leeza are now dating. She's taking her life back with her own hands and wheeling herself to a path she's chosen to take (forgiveness and living- Joe ended up finally taking the courage to heal and leave the island)
- Those two visit Riley who's surprisingly incredibly successful and lives close by with his two best friends even tho he could afford a better place.
- Hassan retired from NYPD and is the Head Security of Riley's company- and the occasional sounding board of some admittedly either brilliant or weird ideas.
- Leeza, Warren, and Ali are now best friends. Riley and Erin wrote a book, with occasional prose/monologue contribution from Hassan (coz what are we without God tier monologues). He might snark on them monologuing too much but he's just as bad and continually added to the word count (his friends graciously do not point this out). And Littlefoot is born!
- Found Family Galore 🎉🎉
- There is no vampire plot coz Pruitt failed on smuggling Angel and it died in the sunlight.
- They shipped Pruitt back in Crockett wherein Sarah found out the truth and took care of him and her Mom. When her final duties were done. She hightailed out of there and had the most epic Lesbian Wedding Extravaganza that shooketh the entire CrockPot island when they've heard of it. The end.
- Oh, and Bev Keane was so scandalized, she choked, tripped and broke her neck. Dying alone and unnoticed.
Midnight thoughts before I go to bed (ye, it's almost 12AM again rip 😭)
Midnight Mass AU Potentials
Pre-canon Hassan and Erin Greene and Riley friendship. coz THEY WERE BOTH (erin and Hassan) IN NEW YORK IMAGINE THE AUs GUYS C'mon.
- Hassan could've met Erin and him helping her runaway from her a-hole husband.
- Erin being there with him and Ali as they grieved. Because They Are Now Best Friends.
- Cute moments of everyone being excited about Littlefoot
- THEY MET RILEY WHEN HE HAD A TRIP/PARTY AT NEW YORK TOO MAYBE
- Riley realizing he has a shitty lifestyle, and consequently realizing he is mayhaps treating others shittily too, and taking steps to change (he did not kill anyone and the girl lived happily for the rest of her life)
- He took World Religion Studies coz the fundamental differences between his two friends intrigued him and he hasn't been practicing lately and he's curious.
- Predictably, he came out as an atheist afterwards.
- Ali has now 3 major influences when it comes to life and religion aka he has 4 parents now instead of 2 (we still count his mom ok?)
- Tentatively stable and encouraged, Riley reached out to his family to connect. They might not entirely understand one another, but they still love each other. #ReconciletheFlynnFamily Project
- Warren and Leeza are now dating. She's taking her life back with her own hands and wheeling herself to a path she's chosen to take (forgiveness and living- Joe ended up finally taking the courage to heal and leave the island)
- Those two visit Riley who's surprisingly incredibly successful and lives close by with his two best friends even tho he could afford a better place.
- Hassan retired from NYPD and is the Head Security of Riley's company- and the occasional sounding board of some admittedly either brilliant or weird ideas.
- Leeza, Warren, and Ali are now best friends. Riley and Erin wrote a book, with occasional prose/monologue contribution from Hassan (coz what are we without God tier monologues). He might snark on them monologuing too much but he's just as bad and continually added to the word count (his friends graciously do not point this out). And Littlefoot is born!
- Found Family Galore 🎉🎉
- There is no vampire plot coz Pruitt failed on smuggling Angel and it died in the sunlight.
- They shipped Pruitt back in Crockett wherein Sarah found out the truth and took care of him and her Mom. When her final duties were done. She hightailed out of there and had the most epic Lesbian Wedding Extravaganza that shooketh the entire CrockPot island when they've heard of it. The end.
- Oh, and Bev Keane was so scandalized, she choked, tripped and broke her neck. Dying alone and unnoticed.
I can’t decide if Erin’s dying soliloquy was incredibly profound or profoundly nonsense.
Thats the point isn't it? It sounded like the words of a dying person and it shows 😭👌
Agsnskkais halp