the worst feeling is when you find out you didn't mean as much to someone as you thought you did and you look so stupid for caring too much
sorry that i am obsessed with you in the unhealthiest way possible. as if it's my fault
just found out my entire personality is a trauma response
Mary Oliver, Blue Iris: poems and essays
— Ama Asantewa Diaka, from "Saturday Evening WhatsApp Message," Woman, Eat Me Whole
Here’s to hoping that every single person with schizophrenia or a schizoaffective disorder or DID or NPD or any other ridiculously demonized mental illnesses has a wonderful day
oh and people with ASPD and borderline and bipolar disorder and anybody who experiences psychosis but doesn’t have schizophrenia or a schizoaffective disorder. i love all of you and i wish you the absolute best <3
hi just so you know if you have a personality disorder I love you personally
its fine, i don’t care (i care very much) (it’s eating me alive)
BPD feels like you’re slowly catching on fire and nobody but you can see it
hang on i need a minute *escapes into the fantasy where I'm the tragically tormented protagonist but the whole audience is rooting for me*
Nobody should have to experience googling their disorder for help and support and exclusively find articles about how neurotypical people can “deal with them”
shoutout to my girls experiencing intense emotional pain to the point of numbness
HATE havIng hyperfixation s sometimes bc ill see someone being a bit hostile towards it and i start to feel NAUSEOUS and my HEART is breaking in pieces and then dies a million deaths over and over for an extended period of time. like that sad spongebob gif
my brain says ppl are allowed to simply dislike harmless things even without any reason in particular as long as they are respectful of the other party but my heart says if i hear one bit of negativity about this thing i like im going to explode
why does every little thing have to make me explode why do i get so fucking upset over everything i just want it to stop