Worst part about HRT reducing my libido to 0 is that now i can only be ironically horny on main
at about 0 months of hrt, i cycled over 13 miles in 3 hours and barely broke a sweat
now im 3 months in and struggled to do 45 minutes and 3 miles
maybe its because im on hrt, maybe its because im on an older bike now, maybe it doesnt fit as well as the one i borrowed 3 months ago, maybe its the hills here, but im concerned
first day of hrt!!!! gonna be awkward when i get back from uni next year with huge bazonkers
heya! its my newest character, aurela talsyn! she is a sheep who can do some illusions! i hope you enjoy her!
i did an odd amount of development and stuff on her and she probably has more personality than all of my other fursonae haha not counting d&d characters like nix and tanitha
i went out, in public, presenting as my gender, for the first time today.
i even used the proper toilets
i had a nice dress on, a jumper on top of that, and black tights. it got pretty cold in the evening but it was worth it
i mean sure it was just bovington tank museum and i went with 7 cis male friends so there werent loads of people but i didnt see or hear anyone talk about it
it was great
my decade in art!
started off with doing that pokedraw challenge in 2015, then drew more pokemon and had a vaporeon sona. all with a mouse. i bought a drawing tablet for myself for christmas 2016.
2017 was a lot about discovery on how to draw, anatomy, developing a style. the quality was very inconsistent. that was also where nomi, my azure-winged magpie fursona started existing. every pose was a wave and i hate it.
in 2018 i drew fewer things but they were better and i improved a lot. discovered i was ace then too. also made a trans rights meme with perhaps the cutest versuion of original nomi before i realised i was trans so that’s something.
in 2019 i went through a lot. was interacting with someone who turned out to be not very good and drew a lot for him then. i mustered up the courage to block him on everything in july though. that person, through encouraging me to crossdress, made me actually question my gender and it turns out im trans so. huh. didnt draw that much in 2019 overall. in september i got commissioned for the first time which was nice.
the rest is history.
my relationship with my family is like a rope with a fire under it that only i can see and only they have water
i could tell them theres a fire but they might think im lying, and then the rope will burn faster
my fear of them thinking that means i dont say and so the rope burns slowly
but them not seeing the fire makes me tense
the fire is me being trans
trans car trans car
in the venn diagram of motorsports fans, furries and lgbt+ people is a section right in the middle where i am and want to see if there are others
i saw my shadow cast on the wall and that my hair was finally starting to reach my shoulders and cried tears of happiness.
haven't had a haircut this year and it's starting to pay off. (any tips on growing it out faster)
how come i feel dysphoric about my forehead where did that come from why is it a thing? are man foreheads different?
i came out with my name and gender to my friends a few days ago and it went pretty well, they all respected it and have done alright at correcting themselves.
but one of them, who also is a bit problematic occasionally, has started like punishing himself when he messes up? like he hits his head on the table and shouts in anger? and im just sitting there like please don't?
just correct and move on, please, it's not about you
guys i got my first trans specific harassment!!!
i feel super honoured
luckily everyone else in the comments was nice
it was on the recent mumbo jumbo video building a cave
this game hits very close to home. just finished the underground bit. it’s so good. so, so good
i just bought celeste firstly because it's great and secondly because madeline is a trans icon and i get gender euphoria thinking about it