"I had two longings and one was fighting the other. I wanted to be loved and I wanted to be always alone."
– Jean Rhys
"I had two longings and one was fighting the other. I wanted to be loved and I wanted to be always alone."
– Jean Rhys
“I’m not for everyone. I’m barely for me.”
— Marc Maron (via goofballery)
what if someone loved me so much and wanted to love me forever lol what if
Girl who cares so much it makes her sick: whatever I don’t even care
I mean surely we all grew up feeling like there was a wrongness inherently deep inside us that will endure for the rest of our lives
has anyone else noticed that it becomes harder to hide that you’re weird about intimacy once you’re over 25
“No, not sad,“ I replied. “Just nothing.“
– Françoise Sagan, A Certain Smile
shout out to mutuals that have fucked up sleep schedule it's like we live in the same timezone
Florence + the Machine / How Big, How Blue, How Beautiful
“Something’s not right about what I’m doing but I’m still doing it—living in the worst parts, ruining myself. My inner life is a sheet of black glass. If I fell through the floor I would keep falling. The enormity of my desire disgusts me.”
— Richard Siken, Birds Hover the Trampled Field