The Confession
Some super random silly comic for practice… =_=
The Confession
Some super random silly comic for practice… =_=
>_>
So, this seller on etsy has a ton of fleece and featherweight bedding which features tentacles. If, you know, that’s your thing.
Gorgeous!!!!!!! formallyfreya
I haven't felt soul crushing despair and self-hatred for a long long time. I've been ok for months. A) feeling ok is amazing B) it is possible to achieve!! You can be okay!! Eventually
thank you so much, this is really encouranging. and i’m so glad you’re okay :)
M, Y
M: a song that hasn’t got a video but I wish it had
Argh, as I said, I don’t watch music videos. But I can do this again for a fanvid. :P Les Jours Tristes then. No, wait, you know it for sure. Ah, well... I already mentioned it to someone else, but fuck it, give me Pharma-vid set to Violente valse.
Y: a song I’d send to my crush
Ha. Hahaha.
The phrasing is weird, though. I wouldn’t send them anything? Well, maybe the second and the third. MAYBE.
НИКОЛАЙ
Hmm... there was a Nikolay I met in one of the firsts language camps I went to, in Finland, 2006. a cool enough dude, and we kinda formed a company of friends together. I think I felt a little outside that group, plus they mostly were from Moscow, and only me and one other girl were from SPb, anyway. we met up in SPb at the language camp meeting later and decided to all go to a winter camp :D Which was yeah, very nice. I think I was still a bit of an outsider at the time, buuut these people were very nice. He had a friend of the same name, and they mostly go together in my mind xD I remember hugging them very tightly when we parted after coming back to SPb.
the most amazing thing is not that, though. my friend from Moscow (a proper friend this time, made online, originally), while looking through my friends on vkontakte (russian facebook) saw him and went, “.....that’s the guy I went to elementary school with.” i was like, “no way.”
well guess fucking what, when a year or two later i came to moscow, and my friend met me on the railway station and we were making our way out, we chanced upon him with that original circle of friends, and of course we were all “whoa hey”, BUT THEY RECOGNISED EACH OTHER, my friend and him. like. whoa.
yoU COULD WATCH SU
I do watch it, I just, I kinda slowed down somewhere around the… 20th episode?.. as I inevitably do. I just need something that won’t pull me out of thinking about my thesis too much, you know? just briefly.
i don’t care how long it takes
sooner or later, my family will have to look out the window
copannan replied to your post “today in the shit my brain tells me: you will never find a job because...”
It always calmed me down when my older friends did this, so MESSAGE FROM THE FUTURE: JOB FOUND. APPARENTLY YOUR 'PASSABLE' IS MUCH MUCH BETTER THEN PEOPLE EXPECT. EVERYBODY IS IN AWE. ALSO YOU ARE HOT
thank you polina
<3
morganida replied to your post “today in the shit my brain tells me: you will never find a job because...”
shhh dont listen you'r cool and languages and stuff. they don't appreciate you they are wrong
D: yeah i’ll. i’ll try. thank you
moyaofthemist replied to your post “today in the shit my brain tells me: you will never find a job because...”
what about fic commissions?
yeah, I actually thought about this, though later, after I’m done with my thesis and most of the other things that graduating from a university contain. :/ I’ve thought about doing them to raise a bit of money to make a trip to AA and stuff.
but I’m, as a ficwriter, I’m pretty weak. I know people ask for different things, but I won’t write smut and I write very slowly, and now even slower than usual. I often wait until the right mood rolls around. Sometimes I’m able to concentrate and get something out of me in order to finish a fic by someone’s birthday or for a prompt, so I guess I can do those things, but I tend to be very... strained. I’m also afraid that while I am interested in many different characters at least in MTMTE, writing many of those I haven’t ever thought through would be very difficult. but idk, it’s also a nice challenge, I like those. maybe there can also be an option of like, how is it called? bribing? for the stuff I would write anyway, but to help me be more expedient.
but idk. I’m not sure I’m cut out to do that stuff, other than the fact that I can theoretically get interested in any characters. well. most of them.
So behold! Who are they really? main post - here. (also on Behance)
when u finally convince ur friends to do something that u want to do
fanfiction questions #8, 43 and 26!
8. Talk about the ships that you read.
I assume this is meant as a general kind of thing, because listing them would be too much?.. Right. I think I tend to read stuff that’s somehow already in canon in some way. But lately I’ve been more and more open to everything (probably comes with a fandom that really doesn’t have that much to offer), so I read most of the stuff. But generally, I do tend to go for things I already ship, characters who I think would work together.
I feel like I used to have more of a type, before. More often than not, I’m into friends-turned-lovers, or more like friends-gradually-sliding-into-some-other-categories. But-still-friends. You know? I’m not very interested in characters developing everything from scratch, I prefer those that already have some sort of relationship. Possibly more of a friendly kind, maybe friendly rivalry, but those are just tendencies.
26. Name a type of fic you’ll never ever read.
I feel like the answer should be more interesting than just “mpreg”. But it kinda is mpreg. :P
I also don’t really go for super darkfic, apocalypse and zombie stuff, and generally AUs… hm. I’m just not sure there is more stuff I’ll NEVER read.
43. Do you read OT3 fics commonly? Have you ever?
WELL SEEING AS I WROTE ONE THEN YES
I KIND OF DO
I wish there were more. I haven’t been that much into them before, like more than a year ago, I guess. I’m glad I’ve gradually come to change my mind, I find the possible dynamics very interesting.