I dropped off of this tumblr a year ago. I’m back guys.

Welcome to the all consuming void

Ryder’s back

3:00am

Wide awake and a psych appointment at 830am that I CANNOT miss. Welp.

1:03am

Nothing is working. I've smoked eaten walked around. Stared endlessly into the abyss that is my ceiling. And nothing. Fml.

12:28am

I can't sleep. I can't stop moving. I can't stop thinking. What is wrong with me and Fuck you insomnia.

I don't know what's wrong with me. But she's the most fantastic little human I've ever encountered and I would greatly enjoy spending pretty much all of my time taking on the patriarchy with her. Or going on bookstore dates. That too.

Buying new breaks is a lot easier than buying a new car

Time to sit in my closet stoned and draw. I have a very large closet btw. Im not doing any Harry Potter shit. Fuck that If a spider is on the wall you can't run

Me as a barber: gets haircut by someone Goes home: buzz buzz buzz, just gonna be an anal little prick about every detail real quick Me, an hour later: ahhh perfect