one of the many facebook status' of mine. yup.
the other night i went out and got 4 hickeys on my tits, which i don't know who they're from. and last night i got a hug ass hickey on my neck from a chick at my party. oh.
JESUS FUCKING CHRIST, LISTEN I KNOW I DO A LOT OF THINGS AND USUALLY HAVE PLANS BUT DON'T FUCKING TELL ME I DON'T FEEL LONELY WHEN I DO. HOLY SHIT, YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW I MENTALLY FEEL. YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW OR WHAT I THINK SO JUST FUCKING STOP GOD DAMMIT.
my goal: have a cute relationship with someone in their earlyish twenties smothered in tattoos and piercings and has a nice beard that will take selfies all the time with me and make cute gifs with me and be cute with me and cuddle with me and love me.
wook at my cute wittle room guys and my bootyful frand Mia. c:
must. make.
her.
mine.
right. now. yes.
i really am considering like having her sleep over this week so we can do the cuddling thing.
so like i kind of have a crush on someone now and i want to like take her somewhere, like the movies or something. but like, i don't know because i feel like she wouldn't ever develop a crush on me, and plus i know the person she likes and sadface. but today i saw her, she said hi to me and called me beautiful. so that was pretty nice.
her: why aren't you saying much?
me: i'm just kind of sad and stuff..
her: lol oh.
me: yeah, i'm sorry.
her: haha okay lol
me: yeah...
her: whatever bye.
please tell me if i did something wrong here or if my friends just suck...
the results of drinking. apparently i think black and white photos are classy as fuck when i'm drunk.
so, i drew some faces on my popcorn and i've been pouring water on them and talking in little voices as they melt and turn to mush... and then i laugh because it's what i want to do to everyone that ever hurt me. :')
i see all these people with social lives and i'm just like, ....where can i find one of those? do they sell them on the internet? ;-;
so what if we're all really sperm, and we're like living in someone, and life and all it's ups and downs are like our challenges to getting to the egg and what not, and when we die it's us like being born into actual living beings. o-o
i hope you think of me when she touches you, when you see her smile, when she laughs, when you hear her heartbeat. i hope you think about me when she can't make you feel the way i made you feel.