I hope to one day be loved unconditionally, that when I’m looked at they will see their future. I want to be craved so deeply. I want to never have to beg or plead for any kind of love or compassion, I want it all to come naturally. I want new adventures and memories daily, I want my face to ache from smiling, I want to always feel whole and to forget what empty is. I want constant fireworks. I want my skin to always tingle with excitement. I want to be safe, I want to feel safe. To sleep peacefully each night. I want a dance in the rain kind of love. I want a lay in front of the fire and watch the flames dance in your eyes kinda love. I want memorize all your smells, how every inch of your skin feels kinda love. Draw you out with my eyes closed kinda love. I got this because I thought of you kinda love. Tell every important person in your life about me kinda love. The thought of me brings a smile to your face kinda love. A one and only love.

Having a big heart is one of the most painful things in the world.

At what age does your life start coming together instead of falling apart?

My heart is really hurting. I literally can't stop thinking. My chest is tight. My mouth is dry. I just want to close my eyes and never open them again.

I'm sad again. I just want to cry, get high and be fucked hard.

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After sex selfies

By the way I got this finished forever ago and this picture is so old

I often think about what I’d be doing if I wasn’t in a relationship. I picture myself going to parties like I used to all the time, hanging out with all my old guy friends I always wanted to kiss, getting high as a kite and drunker than a pickle, dressing up and going to the casino and hitting on people like I used to, doing beyond stupid things like I used to. It’d be nice but I don’t want that, I have my prince charming who keeps me smiling and holds me every night. I don’t want the past, I sleep next to my future every night.

oh yeah, got this done last week.

if you love someone you should be willing to do things that make them happy even if it’s posting embarrassing pictures and posts online, or writing them letters, little things that are simple or seem pointless to you. just do them, because they might not effect you but it could effect them and your relationship.

took this, i thought it was incredible! the sky way black and the other half bright blue and sunny.

my new addition, Zack and i had a kid! meet Lola.

boating from the beginning of the summer.

one of the beautiful places i discovered.