If everyone could send me “bucket list” ideas it would mean the world to me!

This is very important, can everyone and anyone please message me or something with tips. I need ideas on how to deal with depression, like what you personally do. Good ways to distract yourself. Anything really. Everything of looked up isn’t helping. I want personal things, please and thanks. ASAP.

I don’t wish this emptiness on anyone. This ache in my chest, this shortness of breath, these tears I can’t shed. This is a pain no one should feel.

I definitely could use some financial help. I hate asking but I’m super desperate. So if you could all reblog this and send a few dollars, it would be a huge help. Anything at all will help. Please and thank you.

Cash app: $28ali

I’m struggling to come up with the proper words to describe what’s going on in my head. I have a million different things going on; I have sadness, I have ideas, I have so many beautiful thoughts, I’m struggling. I don’t know how to express myself anymore, I need to get the motivation to change this. Something has to budge. I want to make art again but my mind is stuck and I can’t create anything.

I've never needed help so bad in my fucking life. I'm falling apart

Like am I the only one who literally is always sad but happy? Always wants to fuck but doesn't want to be touched? Always tired but not really tired tired? Because like I feel like I'm the opposite of myself half the time??

So I have a super fun idea and I need some people to message me a picture of them with a list of things they like about themselves, what they dislike, what makes them happy, anything really.

I'm going to try and do a little project and do some drawings/paintings/writings based off people.

If you feel like being a banging person put some money in my PayPal and then send me a message on here so I can send you something in return.

PayPal.me/alecia963

I haven't been this depressed in a long time. I'm so broke and I don't know what to do.. all my bills are due this week and I have to get my cat fixed this week and I am so scared I won't be able to come up with the money. If anyone can help me get some cash please please help me

I want compliments, I want to be told I'm beautiful, gorgeous, pretty. I want to be told I look good in that shirt or those pants. I want to be told I look beautiful with my hair up or down. I want to be told I look nice even if I don't have my make up all done up and even when I do. I want to feel like I'm notice, I want to feel like I'm good enough. Grab me by the damn waist and fell me what you see in me, look me in the eyes and tell me what's good about me because I see nothing and I need to be reminded that I'm a decent person, that I am enough, that I am wanted. I need to be reminded a lot.

I'm always horny and sad and that's a problem.

help. 

i have like certain goals for myself. goals for life, goal for people in my life, goals for how i should be treated by other people,and so on.

i tell myself what i do and do not deserve.

i make mistakes, and i learn from them.

but, i never listen to myself.

i make goals and most of the time i stop trying to reach them.

i never stop the stuff i don’t deserve and i never try to get what i do deserve. because every time i try it doesn’t matter that much.

i learn from my mistakes but i often make the same mistakes even after i learn from them.

i’m a mess and i’ll never treat myself right.

Why do I feel like I'm getting bad again..

I want to be happy, I mean I am thanks to him but I still am so depressed. Maybe it's because i'm not good enough. Or that i'm fat or that i'm not even close to beautiful. And I need to try so much harder to not be left and it drains me. Because I put so much effort into every damn thing out there and barely get anything. I am dying right now and all I can do is listen to the rain and hope I fall asleep tonight and try not to kill myself with overthinking. But that's so hard because I have so much on my mind, it drives me crazy.. I need to be babied because i'm a needy fuck and why I don't know.