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"Roommates" - Billy Russo x college!Reader

[TW: threats, age gap (at least ten years), might be read as sugar daddy dynamic]

<moving back to uni dorm in two days, starting my second major y'all girl is going on an adventure>

SUMMARY: Billy agrees to help you move. When he discovers you're going to live with a stranger, he makes sure to let the man know he's on thin ice.

WORDCOUNT: ~ 1.8k

Although it was you moving places, it was Billy who carried your boxes. He made it very clear that he wanted you to step back and let him do it. It felt a little flustering to have someone taking care of your affairs while you were perfectly capable of doing them on your own but the current situation was still better than Billy's initial plan of hiring a company to move whatever you had in that small room you were renting before. You would still be living there if it wasn't for the dean's scholarship you were granted.

Speaking of new residential arrangements, it's vital to mention that Billy had offered to pay your rent in a newly built flat in the nicer part of the city but, to his disappointment, you had declined. He understood that you would feel bad about being his dependant and, at the time, Billy hadn't yet realized he enjoyed spending his money on you. Truthfully, what else was he going to do with it?

"You have a ton of shit. Did you really sign the boxes?" Judging by his smile, there was something amusing about the cardboard having 'kitchen' written on each side.

"Call me a psycho but I like to actually know where my stuff is."

"Whatever you say, psycho." The sound of his chuckle was drowned out by the loud shut of the car's trunk. It was one of the things you treasured about your relationship with him: very little jokes were off-limits and even when a line was crossed, mostly unconsciously, there was hardly any bad blood between the two of you.

"Wow, you really are mean, Billy."

He opened the door on the passenger's side for you - something he had a habit of doing and you had grown quite used to experiencing. Sometimes you caught yourself unconsciously expecting that treatment and those were the moments when you could only laugh at yourself. There really was something humorous about one man worming his way into your life in a way that can't be easily reverted. Not that you wanted to.

"You told me to, princess," he said as he closed the car door after you. Maybe such treatment was one of the reasons women your age dated slightly older men. To put it simply - they knew the right moves and they enjoyed giving.

"So which is it? Princess or psycho?"

"Depends on which one keeps me on your speed dial." Having said that, he gently kissed the back of your hand. Billy was a really audacious man to casually shower you with nonchalance that not many could equal.

"Hate to break it to you, old man but people don't use speed dialling anymore." Although you never meant anything malicious by the nickname, at the very beginning of your relationship Billy couldn't help but wonder whether there was even an ounce of honesty in those words: maybe you did think he was a little too old for you. To his pleasure, you denied such sentiment vigorously and many times. "Thanks for helping."

"Anytime."

His hand, as he habitually did, rested on your thigh as the other held the steering wheel.

The apartment building was maybe twenty minutes away from your institute, close to the subway station and quite a few restaurants. From a student's perspective, it was nothing short of perfect. You thought there was something charming about the bare brick on the outside of the building, giving it a truly New York feel.

Billy was carrying one of the boxes titled 'bedroom' when something completely threw him off: there was a blond man leaning against the kitchenette. He couldn't recall if you ever mentioned having a flatmate.

"Hey, man!" The blond called out. He was happily drinking Hawaiian Punch straight from the gallon bottle. "I'm Chris. You need any help with that?"

The man had to be around your age judging just by his features. Billy, however, thought of him as probably younger than you by the seashell necklace he wore - a symptom of drawn-out, unbearably careless youth.

"Billy," he answered indifferently and left the apartment to fetch another box of your belongings.

He sighed to himself as he saw you taking the packages out of the trunk; there was some need for independence inside you that was undoubtedly something you couldn't control. You never called it 'independence', though - in your own understanding it was more of a hatred of staying idle, something Billy could relate to quite well. Truthfully, it was fairly hypocritical of him to ask you to be dependent on him.

"Met Chris," he announced. Billy never explicitly said that but it was fairly obvious from his tone that he was expecting some sort of story behind the unforeseen turn of events. In a way, it hurt him and his pride that you were willing to move in with a strange man and not with him.

"Seems cool, right?" you asked. His facial expression stayed unreadable but more on the irritated side. "I talked to him like three times and thought he was okay. Has a bit of that childish outlook on the world but it's nevermind."

"So you don't even know that guy and you're gonna live with him?"

"It's gonna be fine. I've done summer camps and dorms, I know what's up. I'm a big girl, Billy."

In his imagination, he had offered you to live with him multiple times. He could never quite actually ask you because he was a little too well aware of the situation and how it would look: you're a college student in a big, unfamiliar city and he's a millionaire older than you by at least a decade. Truthfully, Billy couldn't care less about the implications on his side - the worry was regarding you. People would start treating you differently, talking things and you were a little too optimistic to consider it was their own prejudice at fault and not some imagined slight you could have mistakenly committed. Moreover, Billy was self-aware enough to also know just how angry that would make him. Not to mention the crusade your parents would go on should they find out you were living with some older, rich guy. To be clear, Billy never hesitated he could easily talk his way into their good books but it was still a hurdle he would have to jump over; although easy to succeed in, it would still be another checkbox on a never-ending 'to do' list.

"And he's a big boy," he answered. You knew very well what he meant and no matter how much you wanted to sigh or roll your eyes, you understood his sentiment. Billy's protectiveness could sometimes be hardly bearable but you knew he never meant any harm and only wanted you to be okay. "You tell me if anything's off, you hear me?"

If Chris wasn't going to deliver, maybe Billy could spin a yarn good enough to make you reconsider taking up his offer. It wasn't ideal, far less than that, to create some kind of a scheme but he would sleep peacefully at night knowing that you weren't sharing your living space with a stranger. Even worse - he knew that if the surfer-looking boy would try anything weird, you would generally brush it off as something maybe bizarre but never malicious. Although he always considered the kind-hearted world you lived in to be a naive pipe dream, part of him was glad you were able to live like that, to never assume the worst of people.

"I will, promise. I gotta take a few things out ASAP," you said as you tapped a box signed 'fragile'. There were mainly plants and glass things inside. "But after that, we could get something to eat."

"Are you asking me out to dinner?" Billy's face lit up with a playful grin as his hand ran down your arm. Something about his gentle touch made you shiver.

"Only if you're gonna say yes."

"Have I ever said no?"

"Not to me," you answered with a shrug. Billy kissed your forehead before grabbing another box.

Making trips there and back again with your stuff, Billy waited for a convenient moment when you would be out of earshot to have a little chat with your new, hopefully only temporary, flatmate. He wanted to make sure Chris is certain this isn't going to be some Hollywood love story where college roommates fall in love.

Compared to Chris, Billy was taller and somehow bigger, although both of them were lean. The blond man wasn't feeling too warm about his new flatmate's friend in the sense that Billy didn't seem like a radiant person - he gave off a quite confrontational feeling as if it didn't take much for him to throw hands at someone.

"Don't get too used to it, surf boy. She's not gonna live here much longer."

"Ex...cuse me?" Chris asked. The warning seemed to lack quite a lot of context.

"You know the drill, man," Billy continued his increasingly threatening monologue. "If you try any shit with her, I'm putting you down." For some reason, he stopped himself from adding 'like a dog' at the end of the sentence. It was, in a way, a default additive considering how aggressive he appeared.

Chris quite clearly did not expect Billy to be so hostile and the surprise made him choke a little on the Hawaiian Punch. One of those days, either those fake seashells or the juice are going to cause his death.

"Calm down, dude," Chris choked out between coughs. "We ain't gotta be enemies."

"Oh, I'm very calm." If one ignored the aggression in Billy's voice, its general tone could actually pass off as unbothered. "And I meant every goddamn word."

The tense discussion was cut short by the sound of your closing the door to your bedroom and locking it. As if some magic was at play, Billy's grim and dark expression was suddenly changed into a soft smile, although the dangerous glint in his eyes wasn't going anywhere.

"You good to go, princess?" Billy asked as his arm circled your waist. It seemed as if his warning became a wordless announcement.

"Sure. Ever had Tatar food? There's a good restaurant nearby."

"Lead the way."

Chris was watching Billy walk away and leave the apartment with you, when he noticed something weird about the man or rather his clothes - there seemed to be something peeking out of the back of his jeans as if he had tucked something between his t-shirt and the pants. With squinted eyes, he stared at the weird shape for a moment only to come to a surprising conclusion that it was, without a doubt, a gun. An uncomfortable shiver run down his spine as he realized he was going to have, probably, the weirdest year of his life.

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That's a wonderful and well-deserved milestone. Congratulations!!

From your generous offer:

If you were church, I'd get on my knees. & Billy Russo

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Hey, thank you so much! Really needed to read something positive after getting feedback for one of my short stories (the magazine rejected it) and the editor claimed that a character drinking cognac out of a regular drinking glass was a flaw in logic. Bestie, ✨what in tarnation

Could "daisy" be a term of endearment? Sounds cute enough. Anyway, here's angsty and romantic Billy for Your enjoyment!!

Addressing the elephant in the room, as you thought of it, was the mature and responsible thing to do. Still, your anxiety made your right decision run late - after all, what does one do with the said elephant after it's rude to further ignore its existence?

If Billy noticed your unusual quietness, he wasn't making it known. Perhaps he preferred not to press your honesty if you weren't ready to commit to it on your own accord. The silent minutes only further gnawed at your heart, painting anxious scenarios in gradually darker colours. The more reasonable part of you, however, demanded the confession to be made - inside you, it could only rot along with your love for Billy Russo.

"I know you don't like this," you spoke up finally. There was truly no point in playing naive, anymore. It was better to go through the heartbreak with dignity than slowly descend into madness over a man who preferred to keep women at an arm's length: close enough to pull you in and push you back out anytime he wanted to.

Although the night was quiet for a city as big as New York, it felt almost deadly silent in those seconds that were drawing out into hours in which he turned around to look at you.

His eyes were slightly squinted and the fainted wrinkle appeared between his furrowed eyebrows. Somehow, Billy's expression darkened as if your words moved something buried deep inside him, a thought so well hidden it was nearly forgotten.

"What do you mean by that?" His voice was low and weirdly tense.

You let out a frustrated sigh. Billy wasn't making things any easier with his apparent obliviousness towards the issue. Maybe he just dreaded the idea of you uncovering his ruse and him having to face the consequences. He wasn't going to cry about it, no, you've long gone decided to believe in your assumption that there was no reason for Billy to actually choose you out of the impressively large dating pool he could comfortably fish in. Should you leave him, it wasn't going to be anything beyond a minor inconvenience.

"I know you're not one for monogamy, Billy. The girls, the flirting... It just doesn't sit right with me to keep going like this, you know? Maybe it's time we both admit this isn't working out and move on."

He didn't answer right away. Instead, Billy crossed the space diving you in big strides with some quite inexplicable anger. Maybe he was irritated that you saw right through him and now he had to finally fall asleep in the bed that he had made.

"You know that's bullshit," Billy quietly gritted through his teeth. His answer didn't sound in any way believable, just entirely defensive. It was more of a filler statement as his thoughts rushed to find the right words. Was he not taking this as seriously as you were?

Feeling dread setting in your stomach, you looked away from Bily, focusing to take deep breaths while he remained silent and ever so observant. The atmosphere in the room quickly turned tense and you began once again questioning whether you were ready to face.

"Look at me, daisy," he whispered. One of his hands gently cradled the side of your face and turned your face toward himself. Reluctantly, you shifted your gaze from the wall to Billy, whose eyes stared back at you with an overwhelming intensity that you couldn't quite name. He seemed... nervous. There was something unclear about his actions as if Billy himself wasn't yet sure whether he wanted to break your heart or forever keep it as his own. "If you were church, I'd get on my knees," he helplessly pleaded.

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"Catwalk" - Yandere!Billy Russo x Reader

SUMMARY: Doesn't everyone like to walk half-naked around their house once in a while? Billy's actions, however, have their usual hidden motive. The gym membership is paying off.

Word count: ~590

Author's note: I'd like to personally thank the lovely Anon that bestowed this sacred knowledge upon me. This is long overdue, bear with me guys pls

You were bussing around the flat preparing for your morning shift at the bar, already imagining the hours of prep work you have ahead of you, knowing that the barbacks from previous shifts probably haven't cleaned the bar thoroughly. Miraculously, they never do.

Billy walked out of the bathroom, warm air and steam spreading through the flat. A white towel was hanging low on his hips, threatening to fall with a single sudden movement, barely an accidental nudge. Water was still running down his skin, leaving a trail behind him.

"You gon' get the whole floor wet, Billy!" you whined.

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Anonymous asked:

Billy x innocent!superkind!reader with a "i hate everyone else in the world but her" trope💞😩🔫

This is bordering mafia!Billy kinda??? I don't know if I conveyed the vibe as clearly as I should have.

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"Look, we can do it the hard way or the harder way, it's up to you," Billy said to the man tied to the chair.

"I really don't know anything! Please, let me go, I have a family," the man pleaded, desperate tears mixed with blood pouring out of his nose and mouth.

Billy sighed and shook his head before he spoke:

"Why are you doing this to yourself, Micky?"

Before Micky, a chubby businessman in his fifties with exceptionally effective sweat glands, could say anything, Billy shot a bullet through his knee.

The man cried out and his scream gradually turned to miserable sobs, incoherent pleas falling out of his mouth.

Billy grabbed a fistful of Micky's hair and forcefully pulled his head back. He leaned in to whisper into the man's ear. Micky whimpered in fear and pain.

"I don't like you, Micky," he began. "And I'm enjoying ruining your life but we're not getting anywhere. The thing I hate more than you is wasting my time. So get your shit together and just tell me what I want to hear."

"I'm begging you, I don't know anything! They don't tell me anything! I was just the middleman, I swear!"

One of the mercenaries, that Billy had employed, grabbed his elbow and gritted through his teeth:

"This isn't what we agreed on, Russo."

Billy, without batting an eyelash or even looking at the man, pointed his gun at the mercenary's abdomen and shot. Still staring at terrified Micky who was unable to speak even if he wanted, Billy spoke:

"I hate pussies."

He barely entered the flat when he heard your voice call out to him.

"Oh, Billy, good thing you're here! Can you help me?"

What a stupid question, of course he will.

"What is it?" he asked entering the living room.

"Can you hold Sir Pounce-a-lot for me?"

Billy looked at the big-eyed, ginger cat you had in your arms while trying not to show his contempt towards the pet.

"Sure," he said and took the cat from you.

Sir Pounce-a-lot was treading thin ice, actually. Billy absolutely hated that 'fur demon' for stealing so much of your attention but at the same time the ginger cat made you really happy and Billy would rather shoot himself than break your heart.

So there he stood, boiling inside, while you baby-talked to the cat and massaged its ears to spread some medicine. Sir Pounce-a-lot seemed to not mind the cold fluid inside his ears as he purred at the attention he was getting from his favorite human.

No matter how much Billy hated that ginger animal, they had quite a lot in common like you being their favorite person ever. And melting at any attention you give them.

When you were done, Billy was quick to let the cat go and turn his undivided attention to you.

"I'll get you dinner, have a seat," you said while already vanishing into the kitchen. "How was work?" your voice echoed through the spacious apartment.

"Same old morons," he answered as he sat in the high chair by the kitchen island, carefully watching you buss around the kitchen.

"Oh, baby," you said in a cooing voice and made your way to him. You gave Billy a kiss on his temple. "Maybe you should take some time off, hmm?" He stared at your face lovingly as you brushed your hand through his hair. You kissed him again and wanted to go back to making food for him but Billy's grasp on your hand didn't let you get far.

"We could go somewhere together," he proposed.

"I'd love that," you answered. His other hand reached to brush a strand of hair from your face but your keen eyes noticed the bloodstains on his skin. You grabbed his hand and frantically searched for any wound. "My God, Billy, are you okay?"

"I'm fine, it's not mine," he said with amusement in his voice. Your worried face made his heart clench in his chest. Billy held your hand and kissed it. "Don't worry about me, princess."

Your hands grabbed his face and, with utmost sincerity, you reminded him:

"I love you Billy, of course I'm going to worry."

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Hello! For 500 followers special 🤩 Would like to request promt 5 for Billy Russo. Thinking about him and a warweary witch from the Harry Potter universe. Of course, no pressure what so ever if it's not something to tickle your own interest 😃

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Hey, love! I decided to change it up a bit and I'm presenting war-weary Billy Russo missing home. Hope you enjoy it❤️

The prompt comes from "Behind the clouds" by yaeow.

Also I have made the prompt list into a spotify playlist!

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Billy is a punctual man. If something is supposed to be done at 10:00 AM, it gets done at 10:00 AM sharp, not a minute earlier or past. And although you love that about him, only adding to his general trustworthiness, it makes you sick while he's on deployment because there is no telling when he will be able to make a phonecall and even if he promises to call you at a certain time, it wouldn't be surprising that an emergency arises and he is needed elsewhere.

So there you sit, sleepy and nervous, staring at your phone laying on the bedside table. The alarm clock next to it reads 7:00 AM. Billy calls you once a week, like clockwork, but this week he's running late. The sound of morning traffic outside is unbearable.

When the screen of the phone lights up, your hands are answering the call before your mind registered something was going on.

"Hello, princess." It sounds like he's smiling. "How you doin'?" His own voice is groggy, he probably didn't get much sleep if any at all.

"I've been laying all night, waiting for your call," you confess.

"Careful, I might think you're in love with me." He chuckles on the other side, suddenly remembering the time the two of you were casually dating and too nervous to admit your love for each other. Back then the two of you would stay up until the early hours of the day talking. You can hear a mumbled second voice in the distance as if someone was saying something to Billy. "Frank says hi."

"How you holding up, love?"

Billy waits a moment to answer, you can hear his deep breath through the phone. It's hard to imagine how difficult things are for him. In a way, you're grateful that you can't relate to him.

"Still breathing," he gives you a bitter laugh. A silence falls again before he adds in a quieter yet more certain tone: "I'm not doing another tour. I've done my part."

The sudden news took words out of your mouth. Billy has always seemed like hierarchy and clear rules were the ideal environment for him but, as it is with gut-wrenching paths in life, there is only so much a man can take. And it requires both strength and self-respect to admit you've reached your limit.

You cast your eyes to the alarm clock on the bedside table - 7:10 AM. You're running out of time.

"I miss you," you admit quietly, unable to fight back the tears that flooded your eyes.

"I know," he answers in an equally quiet, somber tone. "I miss you too, so damn much. It's just a year, alright?" he says as if it made anything better. "Just a year and I'm not leaving you anymore."

"You come home safe, okay?" your voice shakes. "I love you."

"Love you too, princess. Get some rest."

A low, repetitive beeping marks the end of the call as well as the beginning of another hopelessly silent week.

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Billy Russo and Foreign!Reader

@twoj-stary-var-emreiss has given me some food for thought and I AM OBSESSED WITH THIS CONCEPT

  • At first, he's surprised because you don't sound foreign (as in English is not your first language)
  • Lowkey impressed that you know at least two languages
  • Absolutely loves when you make calques or literally translate a saying
  • (but first, he needs to tease you a lil)
  • Listens to your conversations in fascination but gets suspicious when he hears his name
  • Tries to sneakily learn a few words/phrases to impress you
  • And impress your parents, because he's striving for the A+ son-in-law rating
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Soft!Touchstarved!Billy Russo (Part 2)

  • Check out my 500 followers special!
  • Part 2 because there's a character limit (part 1 here)
  • Billy gets nightmares about what he's done and seen
  • Like 9/10 times he can deal with it just fine
  • But this one occasion sets off something inside him
  • He jolts awake, frantically looking for you, for the comfort you bring him
  • His movements wake you up and when you notice his quick breaths and scared gaze, you immediately know what's up
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Anonymous asked:

Congrats, my dear!! For your celebration, may I request toxic!reader x Billy Russo with this prompt: "I don't feel like arguing tonight with you." Make it as angsty as you want. Thank you and have a great day! <3

Thank You! Have a good one ❤️

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"Hey, Billy," you call as you enter the room. He's sitting on the couch, watching the evening news. "Is there something you're not telling me?"

Billy looks at you with his eyebrows furrowed.

"I don-"

"Or should I ask Dinah?" You're holding his own phone in your hand with the conversation open. It was casual, nothing beyond courtesy.

He sighs and turns the TV off.

"Jesus Christ, you always do this."

"Do what, Billy? It's not my fault you're chatting up other women. How can I trust you if you give me no reason to?"

"I don't feel like arguing tonight with you."

"Argue?" you scoff. "I'm just asking you a question. Why would you ask for some girl's number anyway? Am I not enough for you?"

"You know it's not like that, (Y/N)," he says as he gets up from the couch. "You're more than enough for me."

You sigh and look away for a moment as Billy reaches for your hand.

"You're damn right I am," you say to him. "None of those women you chat up will ever love you as much as I do or treat you as good as I do."

"I know," he whispers and kisses your fingers.

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Soft!Touchstarved!Billy Russo

  • [for more context, check out Dating Billy Russo]
  • This has been haunting me for a while
  • And makes me just SCREAM inside
  • The rollercoaster is free honey, better get on
  • We're all a lil hungry for oxytocin, let's be honest
  • As I have previously stated, his love language is action
  • But that kinda excludes non-sexual physical affection
  • (because, hey, sex will not replace feeling loved, although many people try that)
  • Simply because he's not used to it and never gave it a second thought
  • That is until
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marvelmusing

I’m trying very hard not to cry right now because I’m in public but ohmygodi’myearningsobadrightnow

I’m just going to ignore my entire life and exist solely in this headcanon

Kinda cute ngl 🥺 Buuuuut idea: reader singing softly lullabys while hugging him

i am SCREAMING this is so cute

Another point to consider: reader can't sleep because whatever and Billy is just humming some song to help them fall asleep thank you

Advanced idea: this but reader is another nationality than Billy and sing for him in her language. He doesn't understand much but still is enjoying moment of closeness ❤️🥺

brb gotta ugly cry about this

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Soft!Touchstarved!Billy Russo

  • [for more context, check out Dating Billy Russo]
  • This has been haunting me for a while
  • And makes me just SCREAM inside
  • The rollercoaster is free honey, better get on
  • We're all a lil hungry for oxytocin, let's be honest
  • As I have previously stated, his love language is action
  • But that kinda excludes non-sexual physical affection
  • (because, hey, sex will not replace feeling loved, although many people try that)
  • Simply because he's not used to it and never gave it a second thought
  • That is until
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marvelmusing

I’m trying very hard not to cry right now because I’m in public but ohmygodi’myearningsobadrightnow

I’m just going to ignore my entire life and exist solely in this headcanon

Kinda cute ngl 🥺 Buuuuut idea: reader singing softly lullabys while hugging him

i am SCREAMING this is so cute

Another point to consider: reader can't sleep because whatever and Billy is just humming some song to help them fall asleep thank you

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Soft!Touchstarved!Billy Russo

  • Check out my 500 followers special!
  • [for more context, check out Dating Billy Russo]
  • [part 2]
  • This has been haunting me for a while
  • And makes me just SCREAM inside
  • The rollercoaster is free honey, better get on
  • We're all a lil hungry for oxytocin, let's be honest
  • As I have previously stated, his love language is action
  • But that kinda excludes non-sexual physical affection
  • (because, hey, sex will not replace feeling loved, although many people try that)
  • Simply because he's not used to it and never gave it a second thought
  • That is until
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Dating Billy Russo

  • We all love this man, that's obvious
  • But how would commitment work with him?
  • Let's investigate:
  • The basic and most important fact to state is that he shows he cares mainly through his actions
  • True, he can talk his way out of any situation but being open and vulnerable is a quite different thing
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marvelmusing

OMG YES TO EVERYTHING

that last point is 100% my baby Billy, but honestly this is all perfect

you’ve got all my favourite things: touch starved Billy, protective Billy, soft Billy, happy relationship Billy… I could go on for a while

Hmmm I wonder how would it be with billy x someone who's also ex soldier or works at anvil as sharpshooter 😳

@twoj-stary-var-emreiss (świetna nazwa btw uśmiałam się)

Interesting concept!! Let's think about it for a while:

  • In the case of an ex-soldier, you share a traumatizing experience, which is going to heavily influence the relationship
  • You can understand each other's struggles a lot better than in a case of either of you having a civilian s/o
  • When you exchange experiences regarding war, you can wholeheartedly say "I understand" and know it's not just a courtesy
  • (it's quite poetic how comforting that must be: that there is someone else who can see the monster that haunts you in all of its glory)
  • At the same time, it's absolutely heartbreaking and devasting for you that the other person understands. You both wish the other couldn't comprehend the horrors of war
  • Saying that I'd like to put a disclaimer that only around 30% of soldiers experience PTSD so it's highly possible that neither of you developed it
  • Besides, the military is demanding a certain level of aggression (hence mostly men aged 15-24 join -> young male syndrome), which is also important to reconsider
  • It might happen that your personalities would continue to escalate the problem should one arise
  • Both of you probably have problems with expressing feelings
  • With a military-affiliated spouse, Billy would be less worried/protective over them
  • (there is quite substantial proof that they're going to be fine on their own)
  • Both of you have a great discipline so when something has to be done, it gets done
  • Maybe you share friends back from the army days
  • I can see you playing a part in his uhhh "CIA side gig"
  • Kinda feel like the two of you would be menaces for the CIA: "have them on your side or pray they're in a good mood"
  • Dating a subordinate would be difficult for Billy, at least in the beginning
  • It's something banned in the army, so it would feel weird for him to pursue that kind of relationship even as a civilian
  • But he does give in to his affection towards you
  • (I mean, come on, you're cute)
  • Sharpshooting is something both of you are terrifyingly good at and Billy definitely has made it into a competition
  • He just wants to impress you and you happen to be good at the same thing he's good at
  • When he wins this competition, he offers to "teach you a few things"
  • (he does but not of the shooting kind, ya know what I'm sayin'?)
  • Trusts you to take care of the most important and difficult tasks that call for professional subtlety
  • But at the same time draws a very clear line at the trail of corpses Kandahar is leaving behind
  • Billy's fondness for you is about as subtle as a Christmas tree, so the whole company knows what's up quite fast
  • They assume you're an item even before you actually get together
  • In both cases, you're NOT on Dinah's Christmas card list
  • You're not leaving Billy on ice, so Frank now has two ducks to shoot down
  • Taking into account your combined skills and teamwork, it's an impossible feat
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Dating Billy Russo

  • We all love this man, that's obvious
  • But how would commitment work with him?
  • Let's investigate:
  • The basic and most important fact to state is that he shows he cares mainly through his actions
  • True, he can talk his way out of any situation but being open and vulnerable is a quite different thing
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Imagine Billy questioning you about a man he's looking for.

Night shifts weren't your favorite and the only thing that kept them from being an utter nightmare was the head chef Ched, who always joked around and walked you to your car. He was the kind of man that looks straight out of a jail kitchen but in reality, the most sultry word he knows is "heck".

It was around 1am when you were feeling yourself fall asleep, the buzzing of the appliances playing you an urban lullaby. On most weeknights, the business was slow and so night shifts were more about counting the checkers on the oilcloth than serving customers.

You were startled awake from your nearly-asleep state when the doorbell rang and a man in a three-piece suit entered the diner. Slightly turning around, you met Ched's knowing look - a man like him at an hour like that meant only one thing.

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"Boobytraps" - Yandere!Billy Russo x Reader

[TW: obsessive behavior/yandere trope + blood and injuries + sexual implications + explicit language]

SUMMARY: When he's devising the next step of his complex plan to make you love him, Billy relies on small acts to keep you dependent on him. As chefs often say: you will know a good kitchen by sharp knives. And Billy's kitchen might just be exceptional.

Author's note: I'm sorry but this boils down to unhinged Billy having a knife kink bye. The song referenced is "Teeth" by 8 Graves.

Although Billy had told you numerous times that you don't have to cook and that he doesn't even expect you to, there was still some uncomfortable obligation to pay him back for the selfless kindness he's been showing you ever since the two of you met.

It was a Saturday and you happily remained in your sweats and a short top. The spring sun lit up the entire apartment, making the inside hot enough for you to open a window. Your playlist was set to shuffle, currently playing some alternative indie song you have nearly forgotten about. The marinated tofu was sizzling deliciously on the pan.

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Mafia!Billy Russo Headcanons

[TW: mentions of mafia and related topics. This is just a work of fiction but please do remember that the actual mafia is not a romanticized fictional character doing questionable things. Mafias ruin lives and countries, they have no mercy or shame.]

Author's note: told ya this was going to happen. Guy Ritchie's Gentlemen is partially to blame too, I love that movie. This is going to be in parts, I also have a lot to say.

  • I feel like mafia!Billy and yandere!Billy make a Venn diagram
  • So he's rich, violent, possessive and handsome. The Soviet Union hasn't seen so many red flags.
  • His "field of expertise" would probably be illegal arms and mercenaries. Many rich and/or important people use his "services". He could make bank on supporting terrorists but chooses not to.
  • When your parents and friends ask what your husband is doing you just pull off a very convincing lie that he runs a private security company. It's not entirely a lie, because he does, but that's just the tip of the iceberg.
  • He has probably rubbed off of you and, over the years, you have become significantly rougher than before you met him.
  • You probably own a business too, both as a cover and to have something to do. It took a quite big fight with Billy to make him understand that you're going to lose your mind if your daily schedule is "lay and smell of roses".
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Yandere!Billy Russo Headcanons

[TW: yandere trope/obsessive behavior + mentions of alcohol + mentions of kidnapping + mentions/allusions of sexual assault]

For more Yandere!Billy Russo content check out the Marvel masterlist

Author's note: Amy Stroup's In the shadows inspired my Yandere!Billy Russo as a whole concept. There will definitely be a part 2, I have so much to say y'all. This made me want to write mafia!Billy Russo so prepare for that too

  • I think of yandere!Billy as obsessive love bordering/evolving into erotomania and a dash of insecure attachment style.
  • He knows he's attractive and charming. Billy rides the halo effect like a racing horse (and he's really good at it)
  • He's also, generally, a very intimidating man when he wants to be, so his good looks might be a bit coy, making people let their guard down.
  • Billy is intelligent and experienced, which makes him probably the scariest type of a yandere. He won't hold you prisoner, no, he will make sure you're walking into his trap willingly or even happily.
"The best way to keep a prisoner from escaping is to make sure he never knows he's in prison." - Fyodor Dostoyevsky
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