"Being a menace and spreading chaos"

a/n: not proofread! mistakes bound to be there.

warnings: angst, nightmares, mentions of panic attacks, age gap, reader was a nurse at one point

pairing: joel miller x female!reader

w/c: 1.2k

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Joel couldn’t remember the last time he had gotten an honestly good night’s rest. It seemed that every time his eyes closed, the perpetual fear would rise in his throat, it would attack his mind, and his body would conform to the dark demand of a nightmare. It would grab him, hold him in its clutches with razor-sharp teeth, never giving up.

His nightmares varied, but they were always most concerned with Sarah. He’d see her face, hold her cheeks in his hands as he admired the beauty that was his daughter. He’d pull her tight against his chest as he smelled her hair, engulfing the familiarness of his little girl.

Aww poor Joel 🥺 our sweet apocalypse man and his nightmares, glad that the reader was there for him, and while she will never replace Sarah it's good to have someone to be there for you. I loved this and it also broke my heart ❤️

just thinking of joel who like. is super rough with you but still praises you to no end while he’s fucking you senseless. hands roughly gripping your hips as he’s pounding into you missionary, fingers digging into your skin almost breaking the first layer but hard enough to leave bruises. “such a good girl, baby. look at you..”

and he can’t help but lean down and kiss your neck, biting and sucking down the expanse of your skin scratching it with his beard. his lips encompass your nipple, tongue flicking over it before nipping the bud and sucking. he’s moaning around your nipple and your hands are grasping at anything you can grab hold of. you can feel his cock hit deep in your stomach, and he chuckles as he feels you squeeze him with a particular hard thrust

“like they, honey? just like that?” you’re whining and mewling his name, nodding and gasping softly as you feel him in your guts — an experience you’ve never felt before. he’s never been this rough with you, but you fucking loved it. the possession and neediness radiating off of him as he’s fucking you senseless in the mattress is what you fee off of. “that’s it, baby. just like that, taking my cock so fuckin’ good like i knew you would…pretty pussy was made for me..”

This.... This right here Joel could easily be so rough but so gentle and I am here for this! He would be almost feral for you wanting everyone to know you are his. Yes yes yes!