Everything Happens So Much | Hideo | Re: Too Many | ATTN: Alastor + Yatagarasu
Ohhh there’s so much yelling, is it yelling? Some of it is yelling, some of it is just talking loud enough to be heard by the entire room and over other people talking, but it’s getting hard to distinguish between the two. That’s probably because of the headache, and how fast everything is moving, and Hideo really, really does not feel well.
It’s hard to keep up with, footprints and garbage shoot and a cassette tape? At first people seem to be making sense but then there’s just… accusations for no reason and a lot of anger anger anger and insults and swearing and Hideo doesn’t know what to do because it’s coming from a lot of different people and it’s just… Bad.
“C-can ya stop…” Hideo’s voice cracks and his arms are still full of wire and he doesn’t know what to do with that, either. It wasn’t important enough to bring but he hadn’t found a safe place to dispose of it and he’s just kind of holding it all and finally, for lack of anything else to do with it, he turns and sets it down on the ground behind his podium because he doesn’t know how long this is going to go on or what else is going to happen but he has the feeling he might want to be able to use his hands at some point. It’s certainly nice to be able to press a hand against his head to try and relieve some of the pressure from the headache.
Wait, Yatagarasu is talking now, what are they saying? What?
“What? No- th-that ain’t what…!” Hideo doesn’t understand what’s happening. Why would they say that? Any of that? His usual accent drops without his even noticing, turning into a very distressed Osaka dialect. “I didn’t… ya never asked me that, I- it wasn’t- y-ya came to my room an’ stayed t-to help me sleep, that… that happened… Why’re ya lyin’…?”
At least no one seems to believe them, but that’s causing its own problems, and Hideo’s head hurts, and his stomach hurts, and he feels like he’s on an emotional rollercoaster that only goes down but still has a lot of jolting around somehow.
“S-stop, stop! Please, why… please stop insultin’ each other a-an’, shouting an’… please, s-someone’s dead, b-bein’ cruel ain’t helpin’, this ain’t… this isn’t okay!” Hideo doesn’t even know who to turn to, he keeps looking from person to person, the Duvals, Yatagarasu, Haruna, Arisa, Tomomi, Matsu, Alastor… everyone, and he’s getting dizzy and oh god is Yata grabbing Alastor?
“Don’t!” Hideo scrambles to get around Dororou, hurrying to attempt to shove himself between Yata and Alastor even as Megumi is asking someone to separate them, he’s here, he’s crying a lot, but he’s trying. “Don’t hurt each other! I-if ya gotta hurt someone, hurt me, but jus’- just stop! This ain’t a joke, this ain’t… this isn’t fun, all of ya, you’re all better than this! Th-there was a lotta evidence found so j-just… can’t ya all talk about it without attackin’ each other?”
And then Héloïse is playing the cassette tape that people have been talking so much about, and Hideo… does not handle it well. At the first playthrough he goes chalky pale, his breathing becoming erratic, and he stumbles back, away from the two he was trying to keep separate, and then as the second playthrough starts he turns and starts retching onto the floor. Thank small mercies he hadn’t had anything to eat since the day before, so there’s nothing to really come up, but that isn’t stopping his stomach from trying.
He’s gonna be sobbing and choking for a little while here. Super useless.