80,000 Gallons to a lock
Luke Kennard
Skipton to Greenberfield, 2016
In the roar of 80,000 gallons to a lock The engine thrums through my bones from ankle to temple.
I am an antenna channeling a past I cannot know. 40 tonnes of coal via wheelbarrow
on a single plank, the bargeman’s equilibrium.
I wonder if he read the first signs of the freeze, windlass in his hand, weighty and balanced As a murder weapon or a perfect line.
Behind the reeds a scrawny cat shadow boxes with a swan and in the roar of 80,000 gallons to a lock,
I wouldn’t listen for your voice because we’d live together in the hull; I’d wait to feel your hand upon my back,
your light step from land to deck and back again. I wonder if the bargeman saw
The dandelions scattered in the un-grazed fields like I do: city lights from an aeroplane; Or if, to him, they looked like lanterns in distant inns,
Or shrapnel glowing in a battleground. The same seagulls pinwheel round the plough and all that’s really changed is the machine.