[text ID: "You don't realise it," she said, "but, one day, this too will be the past and you will mourn it. You will mourn it." Sue Zhao /end ID]
benjamin alire sáenz / lorde / not easily conquered / the oh hellos / purity ring / warsan shire / fortesa latifi / sue zhao
[text ID: 1. You wrap your name tight around my ribs / And keep me warm. I was born for you. 2. You're the only friend I need / Sharing beds like little kids / Laughing 'til our ribs get tough / But that will never be enough 3. Bone of my bones. Were you taken from my rib? You must have been, or maybe I was made from yours. And God damn, I want it. I want back inside you. I want you now, same as I wanted you before. 4. At last, at last / Bones of my bones and flesh of my flesh, at last 5. Get a little closer, let fold / Cut open my sternum, and pull / My little ribs around you 6. Some nights his thumb is the moon / nestled just under her rib. 7. everyone is terrified of your heart reaching through your ribs. everyone is terrified of the way you love like an open door. 8. But, but. Sometimes you still wonder how it ouwld have felt to hold his hand, to trace the curve of his spine. Sometimes you still hold his secrets in the gaps between your lower ribs, like tiny stars waiting to erupt. end ID]
sue zhao // all i’ve ever known, hadestown // hair match, the mountain goats // the firm, john grisham // past lives, kesha // me & my dog, boygenius
[ID 1 of 6: “In my dreams I am kissing your mouth and you’re whispering ‘where have you been?’ I say, ‘I’ve been lost but I’m here now. You’re the only person who has ever been able to find me.’”
ID 2 of 6: I knew you before we met /And I don’t even know you yet /All I know is you’re someone I have always known
ID 3 of 6: I loved you before I even ever knew what love was like
ID 4 of 6: “I’ve loved you all my life. Even before we met. Part of it wasn’t even you. It was just a promise of you.”
ID 5 of 6: We were lovers in a past life /I can see it in your green eyes /Maybe you were one of my wives
ID 6 of 6: I had a fever/ until I met you /Now you make me cool /end ID]
Frustration / longing / love
[ID text] 1. "In my dreams I am kissing your mouth and you're whispering 'where have you been?' I say, 'I've been lost but I'm here now. You're the only person who has ever been able to find me.'" —Sue Zhao
2. "The number of hours we have together is actually not so large. Please linger near the door uncomfortably instead of just leaving. Please forget your scarf in my life and come back later for it." —Mikko Harvey from "for m."
3. I: I wanted to know you M: I wanted far more —Anne Carson from plainwater: essays and poetry - the interviews (III)
4. Why are you so in love with things unbearable? —Sophocles, translated by Anne Carson from 'Elektra'
5.Tell me it was for the hungry / & nothing less. For hunger is to give / the body what it knows / it cannot keep. —Ocean Vuong, from On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous
6. "I am too young and I've loved you too much." —Fyodor Dostoyevsky
7. "I think here I will leave you. It has come to seem there is no perfect ending. Indeed, there are infinite endings. Or perhaps, once one begins, there are only endings." —Louise Glück from Faithful and Virtuous Night [end ID]