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foreveryoung.

@tymorrowland / tymorrowland.tumblr.com

Tyler | 29 | West Virginia | hakuna matata | gay/ace | INFP | he/him
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i have an interview monday. it’s with the same company as my last job, but i’m hoping it’s with a different client. it’s for a hybrid Tue-Fri position, but i just realized that it’s a night shift instead of day like i thought.

do the pros outweigh the cons though?

pros: four day week, remote hybrid, desk job, closer to home, potentially easier to save money(?), a position i’m comfortable with.

cons: night shift (9:30pm - 8am), sacrificing social life that i was beginning to build, nocturnal, might(?) be taking a pay cut (i’ll ask).

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indeed forcing me to download their app in order to bookmark jobs to look at later is so fucking stupid. i’m already signed in on the webpage, why do i need your fucking app?

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i really hope either of the jobs i applied for get back to me 😞

i applied to two places. one that is at my last place for a different client that’s remote hybrid 4 day week, and one that’s also a desk job that’s closer to pittsburgh so i have more time to spend with my pgh friends.

i don’t have a preference but i just want at least one to call me back

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really dislike how my whole “life plan” is dependent on waiting until i have enough money to move… and it’s slow as hell

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i think my doomerism is amplified by not eating dinner last night or breakfast this morning lmao

imma stay off social media for the time being lol

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yeah i’ve got election anxiety, but honestly i’m feeling more lonely than anything right now.

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i hate being autistic vampire brained. i explicitly need an invite and a guaranteed (approximate) date and time to hang out or whatever because i have it set in my mind that everyone is already busy or not interested in me lmao

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man i JUST thought of an idea i could’ve done for tumblr trick or treat this year. i could’ve gifted random wikipedia articles. ugh that would’ve been fun

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one of these days i wanna get my ears pierced, but im afraid that i wont be able to keep them clean lmao

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my autistic ass is getting so tired or meeting people and the “getting to know you”s associated with that only to be forgotten or ignored or left alone so quickly.

like at what point is it just too much effort for no gain?

i just want close friends…

like i know a lot of it is my fault in that i am bad at responding to messages. but genuinely, the whole “how are you” small talk carousel is grating to me. like my life never changes and it just gets boring when nothing changes.

like the fastest way to get me closer with you is to invite me to stuff or make plans. and open offers often give me anxiety because i feel as if im intruding or interrupting. i need concrete offers. i’m like a vampire.

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